Mag-log inChapter 3: The Last Night
Kingston Industries' annual Innovation Showcase was unlike any other corporate event in the city.
It was part trade show, part celebration, part intimidation tactic; I learned early that it was Xenois's way of reminding competitors and allies as well of his dominance in both legitimate and illegitimate businesses.
I'd attended ten of these galas now, but this one felt a bit different. After all it was my last one as Mrs. Kingston.
"Mom, look! They have quantum computers!" Soren said as he tugged at my hand, pointing toward a display where engineers demonstrated holographic things.
I smiled, smoothing down my gold gown, the same one that Xenois had specifically selected for tonight.
"Why don't you go check it out? Stay where I can see you."
The boys ran off, happy to have gotten permission to explore. I watched them go, smiling and feeling sad at the same time.
By this time tomorrow I would never see them again.
"They're making quite an impression," Xenois said as he stood beside me, his voice low.
"The Kingston legacy secured."
I glanced at him, my breath taking away each time I saw him.
"They're excited," I said smoothly as I looked back at them asking the engineers some questions. "It's their first time here."
His hand moved to my waist, warm and possessive. I felt goosebumps on my skin as I tried to hide my blush. It was merely an act for him, for the public to see us as a happy couple.
"Victor Romano is watching," Xenois murmured, nodding toward a group of men across the room.
"He's been questioning my commitment to our alliance. We need to look united."
I leaned into him automatically, playing my part. "Is that why you're actually touching me in public?"
He smirked looking down at me as he chuckled softly. "Six years and still so direct."
"You've always said you appreciated that about me."
"Indeed." His eyes scanned me from head to toe as he nodded, a smile of approval on his lips. "You look beautiful tonight, Celeste."
The unexpected compliment made my heart flutter as I looked down, playing with my fingers. "Thank you."
We moved through the crowd together, accepting congratulations on the triplets' intelligence from colleagues, and deflecting questions about when we would be trying for baby number 4. Well technically baby number 2.
"Xenois," a hoarse voice called, and I tensed up immediately.
Victor Romano made his way towards us, followed by two men whose suit jackets barely concealed their weapons.
Unlike Xenois, who managed to make even his criminal enterprises seem normal to the public eye, Romano preferred the stereotypical mafia aesthetic—complete with gold chains and tattoos that were up to his neck.
"Victor," Xenois nodded briefly, as he said. "Enjoying the showcase?"
Romano's eyes moved to me, watching me as he said. "Mrs. Kingston. Always a pleasure."
I smiled at him, fighting the urge to step behind Xenois.
These men frightened me not because of their appearances, but because I knew exactly what they were capable of. What my husband was capable of.
"The boys have grown," Romano observed, watching the triplets as they moved from exhibit to exhibit. "Strong little soldiers."
"They take after their father," I said politely.
Romano chuckled at my words. "Let's hope they have his drive for business too."
He turned back to Xenois. "A word?"
Xenois's hand tightened briefly on my waist.
"Of course. Celeste, why don't you check on the boys?"
I nodded, understanding the dismissal. As I walked away, I felt Romano's eyes on my back.
The triplets had gathered around a robotics display, watching a mechanical arm build something.
"Mom!" Troy exclaimed as soon as he saw me as he pointed. "This robot can build anything! Can we have one?"
"I don't think that would fit in your playroom," I laughed, a little bit grateful for their distraction.
"Mrs. Kingston." A familiar voice spoke behind me.
I turned to find Dmitri, one of Xenois's most trusted men, he looked huge and had a lot of scars that gave him a black boy vibe.
If I wasn't in love with Xenois, I would have gone after him. Despite his intimidating appearance, he'd always been respectful toward me.
"Dmitri," I acknowledged, a genuine smile on my face this time.. "Enjoying the party?"
"Not my scene," he admitted, then surprised me by crouching down to the boys' level.
"Hey little bosses, you like the robots?"
The triplets immediately surrounded him, asking him a lot of questions that he answered with a lot of patience. I watched, amused, as this hardened killer explained hydraulic systems to my five-year-olds.
"They're smart," Dmitri said approvingly as he straightened up and looked at me.
"Got their father's brains."
"And his stubbornness," I added.
His face changed a bit from happiness to sympathy as he looked at me. "Changes coming, huh?"
My smile froze on my face as I narrowed my eyes at him. "Excuse me?"
"The boss doesn't tell me everything," he shrugged his shoulders, "but I hear things. Claudia's coming back tomorrow, right? After all these years."
I flinched when I heard that name Claudia Hale. That was the woman Xenois had been seeing before our arrangement.
His true love, according to rumors. The reason he'd specified a contract marriage with an expiration date.
"I wouldn't know," I lied smoothly.
Dmitri looked skeptical but didn't press the matter. Rather he nodded his head allowing it to pass.
"Well, whatever happens... you've been good for him. For what it's worth."
Before I could respond, he was called away by another associate, leaving me feeling empty.
Across the room, I saw Xenois who was in a deep conversation with Romano. Their expressions looked serious, their voices too low to be over heard. As if sensing my eyes on him, Xenois looked up, his dark eyes finding mine instantly.
Then Romano clapped him on the shoulder, saying loudly enough for nearby guests to hear: "So, Claudia returns tomorrow. Everything in place for the reunion?"
Xenois's expression didn't change, but I saw the stiffening of his shoulders.
"Everything is arranged," he confirmed, his eyes still on me.
I turned away, focusing on my sons, determined not to let him see how much those words had hurt me.
Chapter 150SOPHIAThe news alert came at 6:47 in the morning, which was when I'd been awake since approximately 3 AM, lying in a hotel bed that cost four hundred dollars a night and felt like sleeping on a accusation.I'd set up alerts for Kingston Industries months ago, back when the plan was still in its early stages and I'd told myself I was simply staying informed. Being strategic. Knowing the landscape. All the things Marcus had told me smart people did, in that particular tone he used when he was explaining something he considered obvious to someone he considered beneath him but useful.The alert read: *ARMED INCIDENT AT KINGSTON FAMILY RESIDENCE — MULTIPLE CASUALTIES REPORTED.*I sat up and opened the full article with hands that were steadier than I would have expected, and read it three times.Multiple armed intruders. A tactical police response. Several men in custody, others unaccounted for. The family unharmed.*The family unharmed.*I put the phone face-down on the mattr
Chapter 149CELESTE"She was at the gala," I said. "Talking to me. While men were being briefed on the layout of my house." The words came out flat. I couldn't locate the emotion attached to them yet—it was still behind something, waiting."I know.""She told me my time was running out." I set my cup down. "She was smiling when she said it. She had her hand on her stomach and she was smiling."Dmitri was quiet."Is the pregnancy real?" I asked. "Do we know?""We don't have confirmation either way. It appeared real. But Sophia Hale is—" He chose his words carefully. "She's someone who thinks about optics. About what impression she's creating. Whether the pregnancy is real or a constructed element of the manipulation, I genuinely can't tell you. What I can tell you is that Xenois will handle it either way, whatever it requires.""He said as much," I said. "Earlier. When I told him.""I know what he said." A pause. "Do you believe him?"The question landed precisely. He wasn't asking whe
Chapter 148CELESTE The boys decided, with the particular adaptability of children who have no framework for how alarming their current situation actually is, that Sloane and Dmitri's house was extremely cool.This assessment was delivered by Lake approximately forty minutes after we arrived, while he was standing in the middle of the media room with his arms spread wide like he was measuring the square footage by wingspan. Soren had already found the sectional sofa and was testing its capacity for somersaulting. Troy, who had inherited from somewhere a deeply inconvenient streak of perceptiveness, was quieter—but even he had gravitated toward the large windows overlooking the garden and pressed his nose against the glass with the expression of someone taking inventory of everything that might be interesting to explore later.Children are resilient in ways that break your heart. I'd known that abstractly. Watching it in practice, watching my sons recalibrate to a new environment with
Chaper 147CELESTE"And if the child is yours?"The question sat between us. I hadn't planned to ask it so directly but once it was out I didn't take it back, because I needed to know. Not just for myself but because there were already three boys in the media room down the hall who would be affected by the answer.Xenois turned to look at me fully. His eyes were tired and in pain and completely clear."If a child is mine," he said, "I will be responsible for that child. That's not something I'm willing to walk away from." A pause. "But that doesn't change anything about us. About what we are. About what I want.""You might not feel that way when your memories are fully back.""I might not," he agreed, and I appreciated that he didn't offer easy reassurance. "I've been thinking about that a lot, actually. About what it would mean to fully remember, whether the person who remembers everything would still be the person sitting here now." He looked down at his hands. "I don't know the ans
Chapter 146CELESTEThere was a quality to the silence that followed that I didn't have a name for."You trained," Xenois said, and it wasn't quite a question."Alina insisted.""I'm going to say something very inadequate, given everything," he said, his voice low and slightly rough. "And I know it doesn't cover what you went through today. But Celeste—""Don't thank me," I said. "They're my children."He was quiet for a moment. Then: "They're ours."Something about the way he said it, the particular steadiness of it, broke through whatever emotional containment I'd been maintaining for the past three hours. I felt my eyes sting and blinked hard, refusing to cry in the driveway while Dmitri watched from twenty feet away."The boys want to see you," I said instead, pulling back slightly. "Troy has been holding himself together by pure force of will for two hours and he's going to need to see for himself that you're intact.""Then let's go in," he said.---**Chapter 147**The reunion w
Chapter 145CELESTE"Yes," I said immediately. "Sloane told me they found him and he's on his way home.""He was kidnapped," Troy said. Not a question."He was in a dangerous situation and he got out of it," I said carefully. "He's injured but he's going to be fine.""Because Dad is really hard to kill," Lake offered from across the room, with the particular deadpan delivery of a child who'd processed something genuinely terrifying and converted it into a manageable narrative.Sloane made a sound that might have been suppressed laughter."Your father is very capable," I agreed, which felt like the most honest version of the truth available.Soren lifted his head from where he'd been burrowed against my side. His eyes were red and his hair was sticking up in four different directions and he looked very small and very young, and I tightened my arm around him until he squeaked slightly."Sorry," I said. "Sorry, baby.""You can squeeze me," he said, with great magnanimity. "I don't mind."
Chapter 40: Taking A StandCELESTE I felt a flutter of anxiety at the thought of leaving the house. Yesterday's attack had shaken me more than I wanted to admit, and the idea of being out in public, exposed and vulnerable, made my stomach clench.Xenois seemed to sense my hesitation. He set down h
Chapter 36: A Private Family Moment.XENOISI walked out onto the balcony, my bare feet were silent on the cool stone tiles. The night air was cold against my skin, which seemed to be crying the noise of distant night traffic and the faint scent of jasmine and honey from the garden below.I wrappe
Chapter 31: ERRATIC FEARXENOIS The drive to Murphy's Restaurant was the longest fifteen minutes of my life. Every red light I encountered, made me want to scream and each car in front of me gave the urge to ram through it and keep moving.My hands gripped the steering wheel so tightly my knuckles
Chapter 28: Guilty Conscience XENOISThere was something in her tone that made me worried and look at her a little more carefully.. since I woke up with amnesia, she had always been in touching distance with me, or hold onto me but right now she was acting strangely. She seemed eager to get away f







