LOGINFor the seven years that my boyfriend, Jason Carpenter, has been suffering from an avoidant attachment disorder, he has never once initiated a conversation with me. It doesn't matter whether I'm discussing something major or trivial with him. His only responses to me are either "1", to mean that he agrees, or "2", to mean that he disagrees. Even when I hold up a pregnancy test showing two lines right in front of his face, he merely hums in a flat tone before turning around and heading off to work. My best friend, Stella Powell, once tried talking sense into me. She said, "A man like that is worse than an air conditioner. He doesn't care whether you're feeling hot or cold. What's even the point of being with him?" I touched the ring on my finger and smiled. "He's just sick. He doesn't know how to express himself well. But I know that he cares about me deep down." However, one month later, things change on my birthday when I arrive late to the restaurant. From a distance, I can see Jason sitting right next to Stella, literally pressing himself close to her. I see the man who's always ice-cold to me beaming at her while tenderly wiping away the raindrops on her face. She also has his jacket draped over her shoulders. I look away and glance at my phone. I sent him a text message just earlier, asking, "Jason, it's pouring, but I didn't bring an umbrella. Could you please come and pick me up?" "2". I stand frozen to the spot. Suddenly, it strikes me. I am the one who's truly sick. I'm the one who's sick with a blindness that has been keeping me from seeing the truth all along.
View MoreJason seemed to vanish from my life after that, but I didn't really pay much attention to it.Instead, I devoted all of my time and energy to myself, caring for my kittens, tending to my plants, working diligently, and living each day to the fullest. Meanwhile, my relationship with Austin gradually deepened as we continued spending time together. He often expressed his love for me with sincerity and candor. Rain or shine, he would always drive me to and from work. When I was sick, he would stay by my side constantly, bringing me hot food and meds in bed so I'd recover faster.He would also make sure we celebrated holidays and anniversaries in style, whether by booking a table at a restaurant I'd long wanted to try for a candlelight dinner or by spending a whole day at the amusement park just for fun.His notes app was filled with details about my preferences."She likes juicy peaches. Her eyes light up every time she bites into a sweet one."She hates cilantro. Remember to alw
It was another Friday evening, and I was leaving to get off work with my colleagues, planning to head over to a bar for some drinks and games.As soon as I stepped out of the office building, I suddenly spotted a familiar figure in the distance. That person clearly spotted me too, and he froze for a moment, looking somewhat flustered.Just as I was about to get into the car with my colleagues, the figure suddenly seemed to panic and hurried over to me.It was Jason.He had lost a lot of weight and even had dark circles under his eyes. It seemed like he hadn't slept well in a long time."Tammy… I've finally found you…" he said in a trembling voice. "How have you been lately?"I looked at him coldly, my expression unreadable. "I'm doing fine."He looked rather awkward, clutching the hem of his shirt. He seemed like he wanted to say something, but he was unable to get any words out.I glanced at him impatiently and said, "I'm leaving now. If you don't have anything else to say to
Jason was absolutely enraged. However, the words were stuck in his throat. He could only force out, "Get the fuck out of my house!"Stella knitted her delicate brows in a feigned, coquettish pout."What's this supposed to mean? Was this just a one-night stand to you after all? You want me to pretend that nothing happened last night?"Jason clenched his fists, wanting to explain himself. He wanted to tell her that last night was just an accident, that he'd only lost control of himself for a moment, and that he never harbored any romantic feelings for her from the start.But the words kept getting caught in his throat, and in the end, he could only repeat the words "Get out".Stella didn't seem mad. She merely chuckled softly and mockingly said, "Whatever, you blockhead. Who cares anyway?"After all, she had successfully driven me away and snatched my man and my job from me in the process, and she was more than satisfied with the outcome. After having lived in my shadow for so long
Jason was still waiting for my call two hours later.In the past, no matter how much he gave me the cold shoulder, I was always the first one to compromise and apologize, taking the initiative to make peace with him.He felt a sudden surge of panic in his chest.When he picked up his phone again and saw the "2", he felt his heart drop into his stomach. His chest also grew stuffy, as though something was preventing him from breathing right.For a moment, he wondered if this was also how I felt in the past every time he responded to me that way.He couldn't sit still anymore and went to his call logs list, scrolling all the way down to the bottom to a number that he hadn't even bothered saving as a contact."The number you have dialed is unavailable."The cold, robotic female voice caught him completely off guard. His usually stoic and expressionless face scrunched up in a deep frown as he dialed and redialed the number dozens of times in a row.Still, he didn't hear my familiar






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