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Chloe's POV
They say you only live once. Well, not me. I try to live every day. "Chloe. Earth to Chloe." Naomi tapped my knee, her voice soft but clear over the music. The bass vibrated right through the soles of my heels, thumping hard against my ribs. VIP lounges in downtown LA always smelled the same—expensive perfume mixed with spilled vodka and sweat. I leaned against the velvet booth, watching the crowd blur under the flashy lights. It was midnight, and I was officially twenty-six. Naomi looked like an angel in her cream silk slip dress, her blonde hair perfectly smooth despite the humidity. "Stop staring at your phone. He isn't calling." I dropped the screen face-down on the table. No missed calls. No texts. Not even a generic Happy Birthday from my husband of three years. "He's in Tokyo for a business deal. Because apparently, buying another logistics firm is more important than my birthday. Again." "He works hard, Chlo. For your family. For your mom's legacy," Naomi said gently. She reached into her Chanel clutch and pulled out a small, silver pill case. Then popped it open and slid a round white pill across the marble table. "Don't get mad at him. Just focus on the plan. You need an heir for the company, remember? Your mom's board is already getting restless." I stared at the little white circle. My stomach did a weird flip. I was sharp with everyone else, but with Naomi, I usually let my guard down. Still, something felt annoying about it tonight. "I know the plan, Nay. But it's kind of hard to make a baby when my husband treats our marriage like a desk job." "I know, sweetie. It's hard," she murmured, her eyes swimming with pure sympathy. She handed me a fresh glass of water. "But you have to stay on top of the fertility vitamins. Consistency is key. Drink up." I sighed, catching my reflection in the mirror behind the bar. Pale skin, dark hair, tired eyes. I took the pill, put it on my tongue, and swallowed it with a heavy gulp of water. "Happy birthday to me," I muttered, setting the glass down with a sharp clink. "That's my girl," Naomi smiled, her expression radiating warmth. She grabbed my wrists and pulled me up. "Now, no more moping. Let's dance." The floor was packed. The heat hit me instantly. We moved into the thick of the crowd, Naomi laughing as she swayed to the heavy beat. I tried to get into it, trying to shake off the image of Nathan sitting in some quiet boardroom across the world. He was always so strict, so structured. Everything with him was a checklist. Marriage. Sex? Life. Suddenly, a stranger's hand clamped onto my waist, pulling me backward. A guy with a strong smell of tequila breathed down my neck. "Hey, baby. You're the birthday girl, aren't you?" "Get your hands off me," I snapped, twisting around and shoving his chest hard. What made him think I would dance with creepy strangers. Before the guy could react, Naomi stepped right between us, fixed him with a calm, freezing stare. She didn't even need to yell. "She said no. Move along, pussy." The guy blinked, looking at Naomi's strict face, and raised his hands in surrender, backing off into the crowd. "Thanks," I breathed, my heart racing a little. Then I leaned closer and hugged her. "My superhero." "Always," Naomi said, pulling me toward a quieter hallway near the restrooms. The noise drifted into the background, replaced by the hum of the air conditioning. I leaned against the cool tile wall, suddenly feeling exhausted. "Three years, Naomi. Three years of dinners by myself. He didn't even send flowers this time." "He cares about you, Chloe. He's just keeping your mom's empire whole," Naomi comforted me, smoothing a hand over my shoulder. Her touch was warm. "You know how Nathan is. He shows love through security." "Security doesn't keep you warm at night," I said, but the sharpness in my voice was fading. In fact, everything was starting to feel a little slow. My vision blurred at the edges. The hallway lights seemed to stretch out, turning into long, dizzying lines of white. "Chlo? You okay?" Naomi's voice sounded like it was underwater. "I feel... weird," I mumbled. My tongue felt heavy. Then, my knees buckled slightly. "You probably just drank too fast," she said. Her voice was still sweet, but she wasn't reaching out to catch me. My heart hammered against my ribs, a sudden wave of panic hitting me. The room spun around violently. The floor rushed up to meet me, and the last thing I saw before the blackness took over was Naomi, standing completely still, watching me fall. I woke up because the floor was freezing. My head was pounding. My tongue felt dry and heavy. I tried to move my arm, but my body felt like someone else's. I could only open my eyes a tiny bit. The room was dark, and I was lying on the hard wood right next to a big bed. Then I heard the noises. The bed was shaking. People were breathing hard, making loud sounds right above me. "Nathan... oh my god, Nathan," a girl gasped. Her voice was totally breathless. "Faster," I blinked in total shock. Nathan? Nathan was cheating on me? Tears burned my eyes, but I forced myself not to cry. I couldn't make a sound. Slowly, I wiggled my fingers. Great, I could move them. I reached into my pocket and grabbed my phone. Then pressed the side button by memory and started recording the audio. Then I heard her name, and my breath seized.Chloe’s POVThe dark shape leaning over me transformed into Nathan’s face the second my eyes adjusted. His breath smelled like the whiskey he always drank when he couldn’t sleep. One of his hands was already on my shoulder, the other sliding lower.“Chloe, baby, wake up,” he whispered, voice thick. “I’m so fucking horny. It’s been too long. Come on, just let me—”I shoved at his chest hard. “Get off me!”He didn’t move despite all my efforts to push him away. His fingers tugged at the hem of my shirt instead, trying to pull it up. “Don’t be like that. You’re my wife. I need you tonight!”Hate burned so hot in my throat I almost choked on it. Cheater! Liar!. This was the man who had been inside Naomi while I remained frozen on the cold floor. The same son of a butch who had fed me dangerous pills for years so I could never have a child. Every part of me wanted to scream those truths in his face, but the fight for my late mother's company stopped me. He still had control of it on paper
Chloe's POVNaomi sat across from me in that quiet and poised manner, she would not tell me who the father of the baby was.That was the part that made my skin crawl. Besides the big pregnancy reveal of course. But the way she just sat there, folding her hands in her lap, one ankle tucked behind the other like we were two friends having tea instead of what this actually was. The lamp light fell soft on her face and made her look gentle. Almost angelic."Before you ask, I'm not telling you who the father is," she said. "Not yet. You'll know when the time is right."When the time is right? Like she was doing me a favor. I managed to keep my face still even though it cost me everything."The right time," I repeated, and heard my own voice come out light. "Naomi, can you even hear yourself right now? You show up pregnant, you won't say who the man is, and you act like this is all normal and I should pay you in the back?"She laughed. A small, warm laugh, the one she used to give me when I
Chloe’s POVBianca was fine, that was the only thing that mattered.She had tripped on the garden steps earlier and fallen hard enough that Jane panicked, calling Nathan when my own phone hadn't gone through. By the time I arrived the doctor was already there, checking her pupils and asking the same questions twice to be sure there were no signs of concussion. Bianca kept insisting she was okay, even laughing a little when Jane fussed over the small scrape on her elbow.I hugged my sister longer than usual before I left. Jane squeezed my hand at the door and wished me to get home safely. I was nodding, mumbling a “thank you” to her, but my mind was already somewhere else.The way he had looked at the restaurant earlier kept replaying in my head. That brief flash of something almost sad beneath the cold expression when he stubbornly refused the deal. Derek wasn't…usually like that. He was playful, teasing when he wanted to. Especially the moment he started to call me his darling in tha
Chloe’s POVElla turned to him, surprised. “Derek—”“I said the deal is off,” he repeated, still watching me. “She’s not handling it. No one from that company is. Ella, you didn't tell me that's why you've brought me here.”My mouth opened, then closed. Heat rushed up my neck, part shock, part anger. He turned to me, snapping. “You heard me, Cara Mia. It's not happening.”He said Cara Mia in public! But that didn't even give me much concern compared to the fact that he said the deal was off!The table went quiet. Ryan stayed still beside me. Ella looked between her brother and me like she had missed an entire conversation.I forced myself to hold Derek’s gaze even though my heartbeat was rising too fast. I was still trying to process the words.The deal is off? Just like that, before it has even begun?“Um…” I brought myself to speak. “If this is about um, the last time, we take full responsibility!”Ryan flashed me a warning glare, looking disappointed in me. What had I said wrong? H
Chloe’s POV“Morning,” Ryan said. His voice was calm, almost quiet. “You look like you didn’t sleep much.”I raised an eyebrow, blinking twice. He was being nice two times a row?. “Is it that obvious?”He nodded, “a little.” Then took it to himself to quickly head out before I could even utter another word. When he came back, he was holding two paper cups. “I got coffee. Thought you might need one too.”He set one down in front of me. The smell hit first — strong and bitter with no milk? Clearly I was sure there was no sugar there too. For me? Clearly he didn't know about my secret obsession for sugary things. I forced a smile. “Thanks. That's…very nice of you.”He gave a tiny shrug and sat back down, already opening his laptop like it was no big deal.I waited until he looked away, then quietly poured half the coffee into the plant behind my desk when no one was watching. The rest went into the trash under a crumpled napkin. I wasn’t going to reject the only person in this office wh
Chloe’s POVI stood still, staring at him with possibly fire residing in my eyes. For a second I didn't care anymore if it would show on my face. “What nonsense are you saying?” I forced my jaw to losen. “Why won't I use my medicine?”Three years of hoping for a baby they made sure I would never have.I forced my breathing to slow, and for my shoulders to drop. The rage was slowly melting from my eyes. It was working…Then he mentioned her name, causing my insides to form a hard knot all over again. “Naomi told you that?” He raised an eyebrow like the question was strange. “Chloe, your best friend has been worried about you. It's so obvious you're stressing yourself lately, especially with you taking up this job right now. Just resign, let me handle the company, hmm?”My best friend. How fucked up was that! When I heard Ryan lived in the richest estate in town, I wanted to rush and call Naomi, sharing the news with her. When I fucked the richest man in town!...She was my best frien







