Emily
I ran as fast as I could from that place. I’d been stupid enough to go there in the first place—it served me right.
Even from a distance, I could see the resemblance: the same hair color and Carla’s round face. That damn bastard!
“Emy?” I heard the shouts. “Emily!” I turned just in time to see Bete running toward me across the parking lot. “I can’t believe it’s you, you big jerk! Where’ve you been, and why didn’t you come see me?” she yelled, still not close enough to reach me.
“When did you get here?” I managed to say before our bodies collided. After Bianca, she was the only person in this town I still kept in touch with. “Why didn’t you tell me you were back?”
“You didn’t exactly tell me you were coming back either. And returning to this town isn’t exactly exciting news to spread around.”
“Trust me, I know. What did you do to your hair?” I stared at her locks, once constantly dyed a natural red, now back to their real blonde. “Let’s get out of here before Bia sees me and drags me back inside!” I said, already pulling her by the arm, but her feet stayed planted.
“I can’t. I’m working here.” I froze the moment the words left her mouth.
Since she married a businessman, a friend of her father’s, she’d vanished from the town just like I had. The fact that she was working shocked me. Bete had always lived the easy life, first off her parents, then her husband.
“What do you mean, working here? What the hell happened that you didn’t tell me about?” I snapped, ready to shake her for keeping things from me.
“I need to get back in there. Come with me, and I’ll tell you everything,” she said softly, which meant something really bad. I stared at the big doors leading to the packed hall where the show was going on. I didn’t want to go back there, not at all. The thought of running into him again gave me chills. “You don’t have to stay in the hall. You can stay in the kitchen with me.” Her eyes pleaded for me to come. “Please.”
“Fine, but you’re telling me everything, down to the last detail, no dodging,” I said as I let her lead me to the back of the big warehouse.
“You’ve got a lot to tell me too, missy. When I heard you were back, I thought it was just a joke,” she muttered, clinging to my arm. I wished it was all just a joke.
“I wouldn’t have believed it myself if someone told me I’d be back. But you? Back in São Fernando? What kind of mess happened in your life to leave you with no other options?”
“My parents went bankrupt.” She dropped the bomb, as always, no sugarcoating.
Bete paused as we entered the club’s kitchen, which gave me a moment to try to process how that could’ve happened. They’d been filthy rich my whole life. A family fortune didn’t just vanish overnight.
“How?”
“It happened years ago, even before I married Benjamin.”
“Wait, hold on!” I shouted, drawing the attention of everyone around us. There were about twenty people, men and women, rushing around with trays and drinks. “Why didn’t you tell me back then?” I finished, lowering my voice.
“Because you were caught up in your own mess. You didn’t need to worry about mine,” she said quickly, balancing more glasses on her tray. “I’ll be right back,” she murmured, then darted through the doors into the crowded hall.
She was right. I’d gone months without talking to anyone, buried in my own world and problems in São Paulo. It took me a long time to reconnect with her.
“Bete, I’m sorry. I had no idea. I’m really sorry,” I said repeatedly when she returned to the kitchen.
“It’s fine. The mess is still there either way. Benjamin’s a spoiled daddy’s boy who did nothing but sink his father’s company. Now I’m truly screwed,” she said as if it was no big deal.
“But what about your parents? His parents?” I asked, trying to understand how two wealthy families could fall apart in five years. “And you?”
“My parents and he lied about the real situation, so there wasn’t much I could do when I found out because it was already too late. They made a lot of risky investments and didn’t see that everything we had was going down the drain,” she explained, balancing more beer-filled glasses on her tray. “His parents died when he was a kid, Emy. He never worked or studied, so he’s just a smug little punk.”
“You’re really pissed at him, that’s obvious. Is he at least working to help you?” I asked, imagining that for Bete to be working, things had to be bad with no chance of improving soon.
“I don’t know where he is or what he’s doing. I just hope he’s in the depths of hell!” she growled, slamming a beer bottle onto the tray. “Look, you need to understand,” she began when she saw my shocked expression. “I married him because we were broke. We needed the money, and he was the closest idiot available.”
Bete winked and ran back into the crowd, leaving me with a stunned expression.
When your best friend tells you since childhood that she’ll marry a filthy rich guy because a successful man is all that matters, you might not believe her. But if Elizabete says it, she’ll do it.
As much as I believed in true love, Bete didn’t. Who could blame her? With parents like hers, it was hard to grow up and keep those little things intact inside you.
I pulled her into a hug, unsure who needed it more—me or her. I’d been through a lot these past years, but now I saw I wasn’t the only one with a completely messed-up life.
“Where are you even living?” I asked, worried.
“Me! I’m living! At my grandma’s house, remember? She left it to me. It’s the only thing I’ve got left. I’m broke and divorced from both my parents and my husband. At least I have this job. It’d be much worse without it,” she answered with her usual resilience. Her approach to life was full throttle; “you can achieve anything if you go for it” was her motto. But her expression shifted the next moment when she asked, “And you? Why’d you come back to town? I thought you were more afraid of this place than the devil himself.”
“My dad. But I already wish I’d left. Things aren’t easy,” I grumbled, not wanting to think about what I had to face at home.
“Yeah, Mr. Miguel’s been a handful for a while now, no offense. Good thing Marcos helps him out whenever he can… Oops.” Bete dropped the bomb just before running back out of the kitchen.
I knew she’d done it on purpose. Bete had a knack for perfect timing, especially when she wanted to say something the other person didn’t want to hear.
Marcos had no right to meddle in my life, especially not with my dad, when he was clearly the reason I’d left town. All I wanted was to erase him from my memory, to go back to that damn day I let him take me home and wipe it out completely.
“I think I’d better go. It’s getting late, and my dad must be awake…” I tried to make an excuse when she returned.
The truth was, the night had already been too much for me. It felt like I was stuck in a movie where the main character’s life could always get worse.
“No, don’t go now, it’s early. I know you don’t want to hear about him, but you were bound to cross paths eventually when he checks on your dad,” she reasoned. “I don’t know what happened between you two. You never told anyone why you left town like that, and he doesn’t like to talk about it either.” She was right. Once again that night, she was showing me that I was the only one who’d turned my back on all my friends and family. “I’m here. When you need to talk, you know where to find me.”
Bete kissed my cheek and set me free again, to give in to my urge to run when things got too hard to handle.
And I did. I ran outside as my thoughts ate away at my mind and the memories h
aunted me with everything I’d left behind.
Emily - YEARS AGOI was stupidly happy. In a few weeks, I’d be moving to the neighboring town to start college. Even though it meant spending less time with Bete, Bianca, and Marcos, I was thrilled about the idea of being more independent and starting the next chapter of my life.Marcos would make weekend trips to see me until he could move there permanently. It was Bianca’s last year, so he still needed to stay close and keep an eye on her, since their drunk father was useless. The following year, she’d likely get a scholarship to any college she wanted—she was a true genius—and then he’d be free to move in with me.The more time we spent planning our future, the more real it felt.“We should go to that concert in the next town,” Bete burst into my room, her phone in hand, typing frantically. “Done. I’ve convinced Carlos. Now you just need to convince Marcos.”She and Carlos hadn’t been apart since graduation. In fact, they’d been hooking up for a while, always sneaking off to hidden
Emily“They won’t give up until things seem sorted between us,” Marcos began, trying to start a conversation. I ignored his voice, or at least tried to, squeezing my eyes shut as if that would make him disappear. “I know you don’t want to talk, and I get it, I really do, but if you could at least listen.”I clenched my fists until my nails dug into my skin, then took a deep breath and finally looked at him. His clear, expressive eyes made me want to cry and demand why he’d deceived me, but all I did was hold his gaze.“I remember the last time I saw you before our fight. That night, I dropped you off at home after we left the cabin. When I got to my place, my nightmare began.” He interlaced his fingers and stared at them, his usual reaction when he felt uneasy, but this Marcos in front of me was a different person. “I caught my dad grabbing Bianca. He was too drunk to know what he was doing, calling her by my mom’s name while she was on the floor, and he tried to tear her clothes off.
Emily - YEARS AGOThe year had finally ended. I was finishing high school, and next year I’d be heading to college in the neighboring town. I wouldn’t be able to see Marcos every day, but in a few months, he’d move there, and we’d live together.Of course, my mom nearly lost it. I was too young for this, she said. I needed to rethink everything, live my life before deciding to build one with him. But what could I do when the love of my life came along faster than hers did?Today, I didn’t want to think about that. I just wanted to have fun and give myself to Marcos. I couldn’t take it anymore after months of heated make-outs, kisses, and getting off through our clothes. I needed more.“Are you sure about this, sweetheart?” my mom asked when she saw me packing an extra change of clothes in my bag.The plan was to go to Bete’s house after graduation, but of course, she must’ve figured it out.“I’m sure. I know it’s time, Mom!” I said, with the certainty I felt in every part of my body.
EmilyWe arrived quickly at the town’s newest club, thanks to São Fernando’s nearly nonexistent traffic. I parked in the employee spot Bete used and noticed a shiny new pickup parked nearby.He was already here, I deduced. I hurried out before Bete, needing to give him a heads-up before she spilled everything.Bete followed slowly behind, and soon we heard the heavy thud of cowboy boots against the concrete, running toward us.“Hey, you,” I muttered when I saw him, but his eyes were already locked on the beauty behind me. “Down here, it’s me you haven’t seen in five years!” I said louder to get his attention.“God, you look awful,” he said, finally looking at me, but he wasn’t surprised by my injuries. Someone — Marcos or Bianca — had already spilled the beans.“Watch what you do if you don’t want the same to happen to you,” I muttered, focusing on Bete.“You’re making me nervous. Hi,” he said as Bete finally caught up. “What’s going on?” He stumbled over his words, showing how nervou
EmilyMy head was throbbing, almost like a hangover, but the pain only worsened when I tried to get up. My whole body ached, but I could hear voices coming from the kitchen.“Bi?” I called out, forcing myself to cross the short hallway to the kitchen.The whispers I’d heard when I got up stopped the moment I spoke.“Good morning, Emy. Feeling better?” Bi appeared at the doorway, catching me off guard. She sounded upbeat, but her face couldn’t hide her concern. What was going on here… It wasn’t hard to figure out. I only had to look past her to see Marcos at the stove, staring at me. What the hell was this? “Sorry, I didn’t think you’d wake up so early, and he…”“Enough of that.” He cut off Bianca’s explanations, marching toward me. “God, look at you…” Marcos murmured, standing close, then touching my face. I was frozen. I should’ve punched him or cursed him out, but I just stood there, confused, as he held my face gently. “I’m talking to him today, and you’re not going back there. You
Emily - YEARS AGOIt had been a few days since things had calmed down a bit for Marcos. The end of the year was approaching, and with it, my vacation. I wanted to spend as much time as possible with him before I had to move to the neighboring town for college. Of course, my parents weren’t thrilled with this decision—they always thought I’d follow Fernando’s path and go to São Paulo—but they understood that Marcos was too important to me to just leave behind. I took a deep breath in the car before jumping out and grabbing the snacks I’d made with my mom.“He’s going to love the surprise,” she said, encouraging me.I walked hesitantly toward the entrance of Mr. Silva’s auto shop, where Marcos worked. I’d already spotted him from a distance, his pants hanging low on his hips, his tank top and arms smeared with grease, his head buried under the hood of a car.“Good afternoon, young lady!” Silva greeted me as soon as Mom drove off, drawing everyone’s attention.“Good morning, Mr. Silva. H