CHAPTER 2
IRENE'S POVHe was one hell of a fine man!Part of my mind kept buzzing over the man who just walked in a moment ago, and even as I tried concentrating on something different from mere looking at him, I couldn't.He was handsome in every sense, I decided— staring down from his beautiful face to his breathtaking physique, sending embers of his alpha male aura through my nerves as my femalehormones were leaping around in a frenzy of attraction for him.I’d caught a glimpse of him strolling in through the door and decided he was the right distraction that was needed at this point.When he’d settled on the chair not far away from where I was, it took a lot to resist the impulse to showcase to him my interest.He was the right thing I required at that point, the missing puzzle in my life at that moment.The truth was, considering how desperate I am, I would have totally gone for anyone who walked through that door.Here I was at Twenty-five, sitting still at the spot of waiting for my prince charming to walk in through the door like a knight in shiny armor-I sipped from my cup, cutting off my unrealistic girly thoughts, before glancing at the watch on my wrist.He was running late, he had called me late last night to inform me of a deal he thought I might be so interested in.I rolled my eyes at the fact that I had been sitting here for close to twenty minutes, and he was still nowhere around.Bored again, I looked around at the handsome man seated across from me and this time I found him glancing in my direction, prompting me to look away.I had my pride as well, in a way, I guess it contributed to why at twenty-five I still had no man in my life.Easy on the eyes, I could easily charm my way into any man's heart. The bad side about it was I had a notch for attracting a lot of scum as well.He glanced over and met my gaze again as if he’d felt me observing him, I could feel his indifferent stare still finding a way to touch my skin even after looking away again.When I looked in his direction this time just so I didn’t look like a coward, I held his gaze there for what felt like a breathless second, only looking away when I saw him stand up from where he wasI was conscious of my pulse leaping into a gallop as I walked toward where I was.“Hello, Are you alone?” He asked, sounding so charming like his face.“Not really expecting a friend.” I made more emphasis on the word friend just in case Marcus showed up, and he did.**************************The man had barely said his name when Marcus made his way in.“Irene.” He called out my name as I leaned in for a hug.“Meet my friend Marcus.” He shook the stranger's hand.“Marcus meet, err…” I paused, realizing I didn't know his name as well.“ Nathaniel.” He said, taking Marcus' hands again.“Let me excuse you guys.” He muttered.I could tell this was not the way he had pictured the evening ending.He took my hands in his, kissing it as he slid me his card, before making his way back to his seat.“Quite an interesting man.” Marcus said, soon as he was away.“You took quite a hell of a time.” I grimaced.“ Yeah, I am sorry that I had to take care of something.”“You talked about a deal.”He got closer as he spoke. “ Yeah, I am pretty sure you will like what I am about to say. ““ Yeah, I can't wait to hear what it is telling me already.” I sounded curious.I looked around again only to see the man who was talking to me earlier on walking out without even looking back.Feeling a bit disappointed at the turn out of things, I concentrated on what he was about to say.“Well, it is a type of marriage deal.” Marcus said quickly.“ I don't get you.” I narrowed my eyes at him hoping to get additional information as I looked completely confused.“There is a friend of mine who is about this arranged marriage sort of-”“ So you dragged me down here for all this?” I sounded pissed, cutting off whatever he was about to say.Marcus glanced at me with a remorseful expression. “I’m sorry, Irene. Didn’t know it’d go that way. Honest.”My heart squeezed. “I don't know, what made you think I am that desperate?”He laughed weakly. "Not saying that.”Marcus usually had a bold, convincing look on his face, but this time he didn't—he was confused—he looked out of options.As much as I had been angry a while ago, I thought I should give him some time to speak.He had barely said anything before I had cut him off. I had this notion that sometimes it felt like you needed to be hard on some things to survive in this world, but this didn't look like one of them.“So who is this person?” I asked.I saw his face lit up with expectation.” A friend.”“ His name?”“ James Fraser.”His name sounded familiar, but I couldn't think of where I had come across the name.“Well give me some time to think about it.” I muttered.“ Thank you, I am sure you'd be-”“Don't thank me yet.” I said cutting him off. “ I am yet to decide, just give me time.”“ Can you make it within a week?”I shot him a killing look.“ Very well then, I'd keep in touch.” He muttered.James Fraser… I couldn't help thinking. JAMES'S POVHis voice, deep and indifferent, sounded from the other side of the table.Even though I stared at the magazine, I was hyper aware of what was happening and moved the magazine away when he reached to grab it.“Take a look in a mirror and see what you are doing to yourself.”He was right, I was still in my yesterday's slack and had barely left the study in two days.“Do you realize how important this deal is?” I asked, looking for a sort of expression on his face.“Take it easy.” Marcus said. “I told you Irene will come around. "Irene, the beautiful bimbo he had talked about nights ago.He had sent a few of her pictures and while she might not be as most of the models I had in mind, she looked like a prospective wife.It would be easier to convince them that I was married to Irene than any of the women in the magazines.The room fell silent for a minute, and I could imagine that we were both in deep thought about a way out of the maze I had in my mind.“I still can't believe she turned down that sum of money.” I muttered with a bit of disappointment.I could have sworn that it was enough to convince any woman, but Marcus had come back with a big no from her.“Yeah.” Marcus drawled. A couple of seconds passed before he added, “It is still two days away.”I was tense. It sounded like time was ticking away very fast.My pulse drummed in my ears as my heart tripped up in what could only be called anxiety, I could feel my body succumbing to an unwilling rush of annoyance.“I don't know what to do.” I admitted to standing up from where I was sitting and walking to the table, grabbing a decanter and filling two cups with whiskey and no ice.I pushed it over to where he was at that table, and he caught it as it slid toward where he was.“Just give it time, man.”“Two days! Do you realize that? I sounded pissed. “Two days and the deal is -”His phone buzzed, distracting me from whatever I was about to say.He looked at me and mouthed Irene, before picking the call.I tried to give myself reasons for why she could be calling.Could it be that she had come to a conclusion that she can't do what I was asking of her?I focused on the drink, pretending not to care about what he was talking about, but my heart faltered at the thought of what the call could end at.I held my breath as he slowly set the phone back on the table as a shiver ran down my neck.Marcus filled the empty glasses with more whiskey.“What did she say, man?” I asked curiously, my heart racing.“She said yes.” Marcus said, smirking.I gave Marcus a playful smack on the back while throwing my hands in the air.“You are the best, won't let you down.” I said with excitement.“You better not, she is family, remember?” Marcus said, chuckling.********************My wife was only supposed to be a woman that would just get me the deal I wanted and that, was it, right?Yet with this woman sitting right across from me, I couldn’t think straight.In this life, I was unable to afford the distraction that women came with, at the same time, having one felt like the last puzzle missing from my life.Though, as regrettable as it was to be attracted in a way to her, I couldn’t help but to be excited about seeing Irene.It was getting to the point she couldn’t make a move without my notice, no matter how little it was.In the past, my attraction to women had been mainly sexual, but with this woman, all I could do was listen to her speak so freely and obstinately with me.Everything that was going to happen during the marriage had to be consensual, including the sex.For a minute, I thought of how she would react If she got to find out she was a pawn in somelarge-scale agreement. How romantic.Even so, we had spent the last couple of minutes together and while I held no expectations for love in the marriage, I could easily admit there was something about her I did like.The problem was, how long would it take…How long would it take for either of us to get tired of all of this?Her phone buzzed and Nate popped up.“Sorry, I have to pick this.” She muttered, excusing herself from the table.I looked around the table, wondering how fast all of that was happening.How fast I was becoming a married man the next day.“Nate…” I found myself thinking.CHAPTER 3IRENE'S POVOne could easily get attracted to James Fraser without knowing, as merely seeing alone erased whatever thought I had about Nathaniel away from my mind.What I found the most intriguing about his appearance, however, was that despite his look being all smoke and fire, he didn't try to take advantage of it.There were some weird things about him, however, something I can wrap my fingers about, but can only see when I look into his eyes.After turning down his request to drive me home, I made my way out quickly to get a cab before his presence did more harm to my heart than good.At the doorstep I found a package from an anonymous person, I opened my door before walking in, wondering who had sent the black dress and wine.My phone buzzed with a new notification.Wear that tomorrowIt was a brief message with James' name written boldly underneath it.I padded into the bathroom, hoping I would wash away all the anxiety I was feeling about the next day.The warm water
CHAPTER 4.IRENE'S POVCOULD IT BE LOVE, lust or everything that was in between these two?Could it just be unfitting passion?My mind was filled with an array of thoughts, lots of thoughts that I could feel filling the blank spaces of my heart.My mind was darkness and l was nothing but a craft made from it, taking the form of whatever it chooses.I was married quite alright but to a stranger, that became more strange aa the days trickled byI didn't know how to qualify what I felt for him. All I was aware about was the attraction budding inside of me at how attractive he was.How can I love a man I know nothing about, loving him with so much more complications than the blissfulness it came with.It didn't take too long to know we do not fit into each other's life, the moment I had walked through the hallway of his penthouse.The moment I had taken a left turn Into his bedroom, I knew immediately that I did not fit into the life of this man, I just had to adapt to it.Adaptation its
CHAPTER 5IRENE'S POVI froze, my heartbeats slowing like they’d been moulded and dropped against the ground making shattering noises.I shouldn't feel this way right? Since I wasn't tied down to the contract.That wasn't the case here, I felt every pain that came with having your heart broken and the fact was I didn't know why.Maybe it was because deep down I demanded a kind of loyalty from him, I expected that he treated me justly the way I had with over over the last one month.I stood there at a spot, I could feel every pain that came from my heart and soul as my body quaked.One hand clutched my chest, perhaps you stop my heart from fall right through chest, the other muffling my lips from actually screaming out his name.The anger and disappointment were like a leash around me that kept me from taking another step.My breath stopped for a minute, and when it started again I felt the need to leave that spot, I couldn't do it anyone.As I turned, I bumped into a vase that had be
CHAPTER 6IRENE'S POVI WAS stupid enough to do any of this but certainly not this.The last time I had made a decision drunk was over four years ago and it had ended up with a scar deep in my heart nothing could get it offYet this man, something about him felt so alluring all I wanted that moment was to kiss him.It was a war between the right and wrong.A tug-of-war between temptation and common sense.I could feel all the will of common Sense slip slowly out of me in my drunken state and just when I thought I would bury my lips into his and kiss him amidst the heavy rock and roll music my phone rang.I stared down at my phone, then at the caller…rolling my eyes at both."Someone important?" He asked.I could see the impatience in his eyes as well, he wanted to get over the kiss and as much as I would have loved to kiss him back that moment I couldn't.In a way I felt James' eyes all over, he couldn't be here or he wouldn't be calling but still it felt kind of Weird."Yes." I answ
CHAPTER 7JAMES POVI wasn't sure of how to deal with everything as it looked new to me —This whole marriage situation.An intuition played in the back of my mind, sending a wave of uncertainty through me. I thought of possible ways everything could go bad and it numbered too much.Kathy had left soon after Irene stomped off, at first I had been shocked seeing her standing there before it registered in my mind that at the end we were actually married.I had called her name after a few while but that was it—I returned soon enough to Katherine who was adjusting her dress with a smirk on her face.It looked like she got what she wanted already, and I stupidly fell for her the snare she laid.In a way I had done what I felt was unthinkable—I had paraded my mistress right before my wife—contract or none.It left in me a feeling demanding to be made fact.What if she decides to pull out of all this…I couldn't help thinking to myself.At the end it turned out to look like I'd be the one t
CHAPTER 8.IRENE'S POV.I COULDN'T deal with everything, right before were two men that were trying to play masculine supremacy.I saw a flash of red, as I stared at them—From Nathaniel bleeding face to James angry one.The two men were agitated…For a minute I thought Nathan would come right at him, but he didn't. He just backed away from him.Looking back I saw two of the guards walking out, perhaps that was why Nathan had walked away.Watching as the car drove out of the park, I saw it turn round the bend and I was left with my husband.“Get her to the room.” He said as his guards approached us."What-" Before the words could leave my lips, I was lifted and dragged across the room.I banged my fist against the man but there was nothing I could do about all of this, at least more than give pretty screams.The guard dropped me in the room and shut the door, locking me in.All I wanted was to clear my head, after everything that had happened— it looked to me that he should be the o
CHAPTER 9IRENE'S POVHe would have asked for anything at that moment and in a way I would have done everything, done everything and the truth was I don't know why?Perhaps, it had to do with the life I was born into, in a way it was dark, so dark but at the same time it was transparent.I knew his world was darkness, I had seen it underneath his eyes as soon as I had signed the contract.In a way he made me aware of the fact that even something so good has its shadows.It took just a few seconds between drowning in his words and floating again and this time as I did I found myself walking…just waking like someone hypnotized.His words were compelling, and without even wanting to or even knowing it, I found myself walking toward him slowly.I should hate this man, I really should…in a way, I felt the need to stay detached from this man, as indifferent as I possibly could, but as the words got to me, I couldn't do anything to stop myself.In a way I could not even recognize the pers
CHAPTER 10IRENE'S POVFear. Panic. Anxiety.Name it.I felt all at once, in one giant rush down my nerves.His warm hands around my neck made me…Absolutely inexpressive of my emotions.I didn't know how to react to any of the emotion's budding up in me like a flame, blooming into something passionate.The good thing about all of this was that something deep down in a part of me was screaming in whispers that I shouldn't react to him this way, but the crazy side of it all was that I wanted to think with this side— I wasn't thinking with my brains at this moment but another organ entirely.I was thinking about an organ with a pulse.Maybe I shouldn't have it with him?Yet I knew this was going to happen anyways…“No one-” The rest of his words came in rasps.Rasps breathed again my neck, down the nape.I looked into his eyes, fully aware that he could easily be as dangerous as he looked.He watched me with that same darkened look as he leaned against me, pulling me closer by my ne