LYRA'S POV
I crane my neck upwards, trying to locate my name on the dashboard amongst the group of people in front of it. And there I see it. Lyra Reyes on the top list. 4.3 CGPA in Medicine. A low chuckle escapes my lip as I pull back and head towards the entrance door of the building stopping myself from tap dancing. Dad was right after all. The years I have been with Zade, I have had terrible grades and it was only by the grace of the moon goddess that I got admitted as a medical student. It was a lot worse after our breakup. I lost 30 pounds which meant I was probably like a Popsicle then. I cried every day, and it always got a lot worse when everyone kept blaming me for cheating on him. Of course, everyone would believe what he'd say, he's Alpha Kymon's brother. " Lee!" Bryn calls out, sticking her head out of her shining Pontiac GTO with her sunglasses on and her smile on check. " We are going to the club tonight and I'm not taking no for an answer." " Why would she say no? It must be another opportunity for her to find another Omega to bang." Tray Robinson says, sticking out his tongue like an idiot as he passes with his usual trio that looks like hippies from the human territory. Didn't he wear that same plaid shirt yesterday and on Saturday? " Tell us, Lee Lee, are you dating another guy, and you are looking for someone to bang? I'm really good in bed, we could work out." One of the hippies says and they all start laughing even though nothing is funny. " Actually, I do agree that you are pretty good in bed," Bryn says, stepping out of the car with a smile on her face. Okay, she isn't going to say something good, but who am I to stop her? " All of you actually." She smirks looking at every one of them. They both smirk at each other which is really shocking because everyone in this college knows, nothing good comes out of Bryn's mouth when she's upset or when someone tries to talk down on anyone she loves… well, except Keeper, her elder brother who is one of Alpha Kymon's closest friends and the Beta of the pack. " Oh yeah? How about we find out in my place tonight? Just the five of us. You can handle four guys at the same time, right?" Tray says, and the hippies nudge his shoulders as they laugh. Bryn folds her arms around her chest. " That's not necessary." She pushes her head forward with her eyes glowing with evil intentions. "Guess what I spent my time doing last summer, while you four spent your summer in a cheap motel in the human territory?" Their eyes take the shape of the moon and mine too. They gape at each other with their shoulders taut with apprehension. " How the hell do you know that?" Tray asks, his voice low as he looks about, as if afraid someone would hear. Bryn shrugs, flashing her million-dollar smile. " I decided to go on a trip with you guys. And didn't the Alpha make a rule that no wolf is permitted to court with a human unless they are your mate, which, of course, is downright impossible?" Tray grits his teeth and points at her. " You sly piece of shit. Don't tell me you recorded us." " Fine, I won't tell you." She shrugs again and looks at me while flexing her brows. " There's no use talking with these pussies, let's go." I and Bryn head towards her car with the hippies shouting her name with fear-tinged voices, and Bryn just ignores them while I bite down a laugh. As she kicks the engine and pulls the car into the street, I look at her. " Tell me that was a joke?" " Fortunately it isn't. If you don't believe me, I can show you proof but don't blame me for making you watch p**n for the first time." She glanced at them and smirked. " Still can't believe you are still a virgin." My smile slid off my face of its own accord and I am gazing at the trees as they disappear behind. " Can we not talk about this?" She laughs and I can feel her shaking her head. " You know, I don't mean this to hurt you but— this is the only way I actually feel bad for that asshole. Come on Lee, Zade had been your boyfriend for over a year and you hadn't even—" " If you don't shut up, I swear to the moon Goddess, I'll jump out of this car." I glare at her and I can feel my eyes switch colors. " Sometimes I think you are doing this to hurt me on purpose." " Lee I didn't —" " Why do you have to bring this up now? You know the reason why we broke up and yet you still say this!" I think I'm shouting. Maybe. I don't know. Maybe I'm exaggerating. Why? Why am I still letting this hurt me? Why can't the thought of him get out of my head?! I am sick and tired of worrying over a guy that promised to marry and went on to fuck another girl because I don't let him touch me. I have told him how much it hurts. Whenever we reach the point when he's about to thrust into me, there's always this excruciating pain that hits my head. Afterwards, I see it all. The past I cannot remember. The vague memories. Pain. Pain. It all comes with pain. " Lee!" A low gasp escaped my lips, and I don't know how it's possible, but I am standing under the blanket of stars in front of the club, illuminating all the colors of lights I haven't seen before. Bryn touches my shoulder and smiles. " What are you thinking about? Come on, let's go in." I fake a smile not understanding if everything that had happened was just my imagination. Her smile drops as she lowers her voice. " I'm sorry, I brought up Zade. Don't tell me you are still mad at me?" " I'm not." I hear myself say and she smirks before grabbing my hand and dragging me in. In a second, my confusion is whipped away by euphoria as we enter the club. I drink to the sound of hip hop music and my body moves on its own accord. Everyone would look at me and think I am not the party type but between me and Bryn, I am worse when it comes to going to clubs. Ever since I and Zade broke up, clubbing kind of became my addiction alongside grinding and kissing guys I would probably never know. Ten minutes in the club, and I can barely stand on my feet because of the amount of alcohol I've consumed, but it doesn't stop me from dancing to whatever guy I'm dancing on. He released a moan, and I could feel his lips next to my ear. " There's an empty bedroom upstairs, comfortable for two." " No thanks, I'm comfortable here," I say, grinding my hips against his body, and in the spur of the moment, when all I can hear is the sound of silence, I see someone standing by the last staircase leading upstairs. Tall. Dressed in all black. Their face and entire body are covered in black. Familiar almond eyes staring at me. " Well, I want you so bad and I'm not taking no for an answer." The male says and I pull away from him when his grip on me tightens. I turn in his direction and glare at him. " Touch me and I'll twist your balls and feed it to your wolf." I see the slightest wilt in his eyes and I roll my eyes and walk away. Always words and never any action. Asshole.LYRA'S POV I nearly tumble over the stairs as I try to climb them. I grip my aching head and groan. " Oh Bree, I'm going to murder you for making me drink so much." I finally reach the top of the stairs, and the whole hallway blasting with sensual music seems like a maze to me because I have no freaking idea where Bryn fled off to. All I can remember is that a guy with too many tattoos for his own good whispered something into her ear and the next minute, she was gone. Those tattoos did look familiar. Like the tribal tattoo, every male Omega has, but there was something about his. That crown in the middle. " What the fuck!" A male and two naked females rip apart from each other the moment I push open a door. Oh, okay, wrong room, but I didn't need to see that, especially when he still has a condom on. " I'm sorry," I chuckle nervously as I back away, and to my horror, I don't understand why I am staring at his p*nis. " For the record, this. Threesome— is logically unhealthy.
KYMON'S POV I crush the cigar into the ashtray, till I can't feel myself holding anything. I lift my gaze from the ashtray to the six-foot-three portrait standing before me. Lifting my claw to the painting, I trace it against the outline of her perfect jaw, to every part of her face. " Tell me how to get over you, please." I rest my head against the portrait and exhale. It gets hard every moment. Ruling this goddamn pack. Attending to everyone's problems. Dealing with these hypocrites. I need you, Freya. I have needed you every second since I couldn't save you. Maybe if I had paid more attention to loving you, you wouldn't have been killed. It's been four years and I still can't help but feel like it's my fault. My gaze flicks to the half burnt portrait of Adena lying broken on the floor. Anger ignites my soul staring at her. I should have given her a far worse death. I should have let her beg me to spare her life as I watch as she agonizes with every blood in her body sippi
KYMON'S POV I watch as Lyriq takes her away. She is unconscious, so it makes things easier for the both of us; if not, I'd have to kill her, which I know is impossible. There's just something about her that terrifies me. Something that awakens the past, I've been trying to get rid of. I want to kill her; I want to end this fear, but I can't. That song. My legs are suddenly too weak for me to stand and I lean against a tree. How the hell does she know that song? I have sung it to two people in my life, Freya and Adena. Two women I have loved and one woefully regretted loving. They are both gone so how does Lyra know that song? I only shared it with Adena and Freya because I trusted them with everything in me. It was the last thing I heard mom say before she died. Before she was killed by him— " Kymon," Lyriq is standing before me, scowling at every cell in my face. " You aren't going to explain that shit that just happened?" I run a hand through my hair and exhale. " You don'
LYRA'S POVKymon is driving the van through the bushes and Lyriq is sitting next to me, holding a gun to my abdomen with his face twisted into a scowl as he stares outside the window.The most I know about Lyriq is that he speaks to no one but Kymon. I have heard the way he murders wolves, innocent and guilty. I don't know who's scarier, him or Kymon.He has a sleeve of tattoos running up to his neck. The crown tattoo in the middle of the tribal one signifies he's the head of all Omegas.He is grinding his teeth, clenching and unclenching his fists. Then his gaze snaps to Kymon." Taking her back isn't a good idea. It's obvious she has a pretty big mouth, only death can shut her up."Kymon says nothing. He rests his elbow against the door and bites on a finger. Lyriq releases a frustrated breath and continues staring out the window. I try not to move, knowing he's probably waiting for an opportunity to pull the trigger.I don't move till the van is parked exactly where it was when I
LYRA'S POVMum, Dad, and Jacob stayed with me for the night. It was hard getting any sleep because whenever I looked over at Bryn's bed and remembered she used to sleep there, I would start crying again.It's been three days now, and I still can't get over it.I don't know what Alpha Kymon is up to. He instructed the college to be shut down till Bryn's murderer is found.Everyone is living in fear and panic because of him. I move through the mist till I can see Cas, standing by the lake, upper body naked with seven males that look his age. An eagle tattoo is sprawled across every one of their back.He's talking to the males. One of them notices me and smirks before saying something that makes Cas turn abruptly to me.His eyes widen, and he's now walking towards me quickly. He grabs my hands and pulls me away from the sight of the males." What are you doing here Lee?" He asks, his voice very low." Teach me how to fight. I want to learn how to defend myself." His gaze alters into co
KYMON'S POVI stare at the fire igniting from one of the many torches lighting up the massive plush front gate as I sit on a haddock on the balcony of my room.I can just imagine her and Adena chit-chatting while walking through the gate with smiles on their faces. I can see Freya's chestnut eyes smiling up at me as she giggles." Who's that?" I say not turning around when I feel someone behind me." Who else would ever dare enter your room?" Stepmother says, and I peel my eyes from the torch and stand to see her standing by my door with a smile.I bow my head in respect and she shakes her head and walks into the balcony. " The Alpha bows to no one."She takes a cigarette out of the many on a table adjacent to the haddock, and I snatch it from her hand before she can light it up." Old habits die hard." I smile down at her seeing the disappointment in her face. " Or maybe I have lost every form of authority when it comes to my mother."I raise up the cigar to her. " Well, except stopp
LYRA'S POVBrown, angry eyes are staring into mine, and I resist the urge to whine and back away. Maybe learning how to kick ass isn't as easy as I expected.Lawrence's claws reach to my face as he growls, mad with anger because I razored part of his wolf hair with my teeth. I duck, just by an inch. He doesn't stop trying to attack me." Heal Lawrence!" Caspian growls from where he's standing with the other wolves as he watches us.Lawrence doesn't listen and somehow, I end up getting a claw on one of my legs. I stop struggling and crumble on my back to whine in pain.Caspian growls a loud curse and super speeds towards Lawrence then pushes him away before he can attack me again.Lawrence and I both shift back to our human form simultaneously, still lying on the ground. I look at the huge bruise on his neck and I wince on his behalf." What the fuck was that Lawrence?" Cas barks loud enough for Lawrence to flinch.Lawrence sits up, gripping his bleeding neck as he glares at me. I was
LYRA'S POV My scream. I swallow it deep down my throat because I know Lyriq will do it if I don't control my emotions. For the first time, I see a small smile peek by the corner of his lips. He brings the barrel of the gun to my throat and draws it up to my jaw. I clench my fists, shut my eyes, and pray that nothing happens to Cas. " Good girl," He says to me and goes silent for five seconds. " You have no idea how I want to shoot you right now." I want to scream at him to do it. I want to say that I'm not scared of dying. " Please…" My voice hangs for a moment. I open my eyes and look into his grey venomous ones. " Don't hurt him." Confusion and amusement flash in his eyes. He looks at Cas, whose face is pressed against the ground by Henry and the male who was holding me back moments ago. Lyriq looks at me. " Hm, I see. You and him? Pathetic plus even more pathetic. A match made in hell." I almost say something but I remember a gun is right under my jaw. Spontan
LYRA'S POV"Why am I not surprised?" he sneers, running a hand across his set jaw.I look up at him and flash him a hollow, flat look. "I have always been sure you know me too well." Sarcasm rolls off the tip of my tongue.I don't register the shift of emotions on his face when I turn around and search with my eyes for another door in the room that should lead to the bathroom. But I find nothing—just walls upon walls."Where is the bathroom?" I ask, furrowing my brows and not turning around.I hear the bed thud, the tapping of boots on the cobblestone to and then silence.I turn around, unsure if Zade is still in the room or if he has just chosen to ignore me. It's the latter because he is sitting on the bed, his eyes scanning my body for the umpteenth time. I clench my jaw, swallowing the vile words threatening to escape from my mouth.I want to repeat myself, but then his lazy, dilated eyes meet mine, and he shrugs. "Why do you need to go into a bathroom when you can test the clothe
KYMON'S POVI stare into the multicolored lights, watching as the hormonal teenagers play in the lake, empty bottles of Goddess knows what scattered at their feet.I don't peel my gaze off them until the motion of my car forces me to.For a while, I've wondered how life would have been without all these responsibilities and attacks. As much as I don't care about the lives those reckless dogs are living, I can't help but think it's better than the one I have.The car stops, and Lyriq steps out. He walks to the trunk, pulls out a dusty green duvet, then approaches a tree and crouches. It's sundown, so I can barely see clearly.I hear something like water flowing as Lyriq lifts Henry's dead body, wrapped in the duvet, which insects have already begun to hover around. The ungodly stench reaches me, making my nose twitch. Lyriq grimaces and looks away.Reaching into my pocket, I take out a cigarette and light it up. These days, it's the only thing that clears my head.The sooner I die, the
LYRA'S POV"Where is Zade?""He's on his way."I manage to open my eyes slightly and see a female worker leaving the room. My eyelids fall shut again, and I suck in the pain coursing through my body. I force myself to try again, lifting my eyelids with great effort. This time, I see Kymon staring at me with a scowl. He seems to notice that I'm awake but quickly looks away.My body feels like metal—heavy, unmovable. I don't know what he's done to me, but I can't move. It feels like pounds of steel are pressing down on me.A man dressed in a doctor's uniform approaches Kymon. They speak to each other in hushed tones, occasionally glancing in my direction, making my skin crawl.Then, suddenly, everything comes crashing down my spine. Cas. My breath catches, and my eyes widen as I jerk upright in bed, panic seizing my chest.I remember wanting to go to him—to help him—but I couldn't. What if they've finished him off?"So, she isn't paralyzed," Kymon mutters, eyeing me with a slightly rais
LYRA'S POVI don't break eye contact with him, even though I'm cowering inwardly. I have no idea what he must have done to find evidence that it was Cas who killed Bryn.I had hoped the wolves would stand up to Kymon and put an end to his cruel rule, but no one did. Everyone is silent, and I feel like I've already failed."Why don't you say something, Reyes?" He smirks, and I want to break every one of his teeth. "Yes or no?""I won't let you kill him," I say, my voice trembling with restrained fury. I abruptly turn to the crowd, anger and tears flowing freely. "Why don't you say something? Why are you all staying silent?! Say something, for the Moon Goddess's sake!""Downright pathetic, my dear," Kymon's cynical voice cuts through my chest like a blade as tears rush down my cheeks.I refuse to look at him because I know I won't be able to hold on to my sanity if I do."Maybe I'd be willing to let your lover go." He cranes his neck, studying me with a calculating gaze. "But the questi
LYRA'S POVThe moment I knock the torch from Kymon's grip, the entire place erupts with frantic murmurs and gasps.His piercing eyes snap to mine—shocked at first, then darkening with fury, laced with something wicked. But I don't care. Right now, there are only two outcomes: either Caspian and I die, or Kymon does.Keeper and an Omega step forward, ready to attack, but Kymon raises a hand, his unreadable gaze never leaving mine. At least now, Cas isn't in his grasp."Leave her," he orders, his voice eerily calm, though the storm beneath it is unmistakable. He drops his arm, tilting his head slightly. "I must admit, I'm surprised you actually kept your word.""You must have been expecting otherwise," I counter, matching his expression.He studies me in silence for five long seconds, then his lips curl into a slow, taunting smirk. "You have no idea, my dear."I grind my teeth. "I am not your dear—""Oh, but you are."He laughs. Actually laughs, as if something about this is amusing. As
LYRA'S POVLyriq returns with a blue wool T-shirt and a matching skirt. He hands me the clothes and avoids my gaze when he says, " I didn't see any medical kit, so you'd have to do a walk with the bruise."I shake my head, grateful and carefully collect the clothes from him. He turns around which surprises me. " Thank you." I mouth and he hums.Lyriq is one person I would never expect to help me. I actually thought he was going to murder me after he killed Henry or he'd probably even enjoyed the sight of me being assaulted, but it's eerie how he saved— no— stopped Henry.I change into the new clothes and watch as his body tenses at every second I take while putting it on." You can turn around now," I say and he turn slightly as if to check if I'm lying or not before he fully turns to look at me.His eyes hang on my face for a brief second before he scowls, walks to Henry's dead body, and easily drags out the knife from his neck. He takes my rags from me and uses them to wipe away t
LYRA'S POV" Have something to drink at least, even though you don't want to eat," I say, offering Cas's mother a glass of spring water.She keeps on staring outside the window, rocking back and forth in her rocking chair, her lips trembling as she tries to bite down tears.She's been like this since I was thrown out of the mansion. She wouldn't eat or say anything and I completely feel sorry for her. She's been through a lot. From the death of her husband to Adena's death and now Cas's soon-to-be execution.I've heard her howl at Cas multiple times, warning him to stop what he's doing but Cas never listens. She had thrown him out of the house once when he returned home, drenched in blood and bruised from head to toe.I had to take him home and treat his bruises which took almost a week to heal." He'd be killed today," She says, in a voice devoid of emotions. I place the glass of water on the table before her and try as much as possible not to show any sign of anxiety.Cas wouldn't
KYMON'S POV"How many sacks of grains and starch are left in storage?" I ask Figi, my accountability Omega.His eyes skim through the scroll he's holding for a moment before looking up at me. "Ninety-seven sacks of grains and sixty sacks of starch."I nod toward Keeper, and he writes it down. "And how much is enough to sustain us until the next harvest?"Silence, then—"The next harvest is in a week, so considering the entire population, roughly eighty-one sacks of grains and forty-seven sacks of starch."Once again, I nod toward Keeper before turning to another Omega."Distribute fifty sacks of grains and twenty sacks of starch to the market. Ensure taxes are paid accordingly, and make sure there's no increase in price while selling to the people. Anyone who dares will be placed in front of the market and stoned to death," I instruct, and he nods. "Take three sacks each to the orphanage and two each to the women in the kitchen. Ask them to prepare something and distribute it to the pe
For an Alpha, there's no such thing as mercy.I have asked the world countless times for it, but I was ignored. No one ever gives a damn about you until you are six feet under the soil—cold, all bones, and rotten flesh.The door closes behind the guards who had carried Lyra away. I can finally breathe. Maybe her presence was far more anxiety-ridden than I thought. I don't know why my body reacts the way it does when I see her, but it crushes me.It crushes me that I'd have to wilt or flash any sign of vulnerability for a female who wants me dead."Shit!" I groan, twisting my head and clenching my hand with the injured finger.My eyes move to my blood-stained brown carpet stretching over the large floor of the lounge.Adena's brother. Caspien.My blood goes cold. I don't understand why my fists are shaking so badly. I want this carpet soaked red in his blood.I've lost a lot—money, machinery, and citizens—because of him. His attacks against me have resulted in so many things destroyed