It seems Catur met Miftah this morning, and this afternoon Miftah wants to visit my daddy at the hospital. I'm a little dizzy I study and do assignments at school, maybe because I don't get enough rest. After finishing school, I, Catur, Fina, Maria and several other friends visited my daddy.
They are always united and always try to entertain and fill my day. Not long, they only took about 30 minutes to visit their daddy, indeed they were limited because he was quite seriously ill and needed more rest by the doctor.
Looks Miftah coming, she smiled at me. Say hello to me, Catur and daddy. I don't know what he brought for my daddy various, maybe breads, pastries, milk and fruits. Really he was generous to me. And for a long time accompanying us, it looks like the adult side is starting to grow up, talking very intimately with my father.
The clock didn't feel like it was 16.00 in the afternoon, Catur and I were getting ready to go home, so was Miftah. We said goodbye to my mom and daddy. Mom gave me money for expenses, snacks and meals for us at home. Miftah kissed my mom and daddy's hands and we said goodbye together, I don't know what they thought, maybe daddy realized I was getting older.
All along the hospital corridors he teased me, trying to make me smile. Even though we had different directions to go home, Miftah waited and looked for us for city transportation at the terminal, my city was still small and city transport was still limited. If from 6 pm, everyone has stopped attracting passengers.
When we got home we went straight to the nearest shop, I bought noodles, eggs, green beans, coconut milk, brown sugar and flour. Catur really likes to cook, even though everything is still at the trial and error stage. Tonight we will practice making green bean sponge and porridge, just the two of us at home with him.
It's just that when it's cooked, the porridge we made is too sweet, let me put it in the refrigerator for tomorrow, it will definitely taste more delicious. Our stomachs are really full.
Ting ... Tung ... Assalamualaikum.
My house bell is ringing. Who is visiting tonight like this. It turns out that Tri, he is Catur number two's older sister, actually number three is only an older sister named Dwi who died when he was born. He was an older junior high school senior, now he is in high school, but we are still familiar with us. He came among his new boy friends. It's only been a few months of dating, but it's pretty good and generous too. When we played together we always brought us snacks, usually for bribes, and disturbed the two of them chatting together on the terrace. But because it was night, he only delivered this time.This is our habit, if daddy has to lie down and be treated in the hospital, Alhamdulillah it is still given by Allah, a truly sincere friend. You could say we never fought at all. Already like your own sister. We chose to sleep in the living room, closer to the television, watch television, chat and tell stories about each other's boy friends. I often tease them. The famous ones are quick to break up and quickly replace them. There are just things to talk about to bother me.
"Catur, Tri is hungry, what do you guys have for a snack?"
"It's in the refrigerator, see for yourself.""Wow, make a cake with green bean porridge, it's great.""Yes, great for fattening the body, lol.""That Sintia has to eat a lot so that the body is not really thin.""How thin, thin, is my body Tri?""Thin, tall, slim, like your body is really flat.""Ehmmm, how can I not be slim, just a little bit in the corset. Every day dancing at school during a break from practice. ""Lol, yes, it's finished my hobby."I don't know until what time we talk together, and of course I will sleep earlier than them. If they must sleep late at night.Daddy was treated for almost a week in the hospital, sometimes Catur had to wait for me at home, while I had to take lessons first. This afternoon, I have to go home from tutoring with Dedy. He's my distant neighbor, and we're three years apart. Dedy is already in high school while I am still in junior high school. I often do it, what can I do because there is no city transportation at night. If I go home by rickshaw, the distance is quite far, so I can be kidnapped instead of getting home safely.
This afternoon, Impin invited me to sit and walk around, while chatting waiting for the next lesson. He bought me a packet of fanta-flavored candy, even though I ended up distributing it to my friends. The funny thing is, when he gave it, open one pack of candy first, uh, it looks like a heart shape. He said to me, yes in principle he asked me to date. Ehmm, don't you know that I already have a boyfriend? Yes, Miftah and I are different schools, moreover, if we go out or promise to play at the earliest, only once a week. Miftah got busy with her exams and her band. More time for band practice and motorbike racing than I noticed. But Miftah, when she finds her attention runs out, is really good.
Never mind, I don't have to answer Dreamy feelings, just let it flow, for sure I don't want to just disappoint him. He is a fun person to chat with. I heard that Impin and Menik are still dating, even though Impin always doesn't confess in front of me. Enjoy just my best friend too. Ok, let it be friends But just as intimate as possible with him. At least comfortable to chat with. Remember where the match will not go, but if I'm still far away, still in grade 3 Middle School. There are still 10 years to talk about getting married and getting married.Almost every day he called me, around noon, after we both came home from school. He really likes to chat, when I call with him again, I think I never run out of words. Impin, Iwan and Agung squared, there are every day they take turns calling me.
Sometimes mom gets to complain whose phone the hell is, it keeps ringing, the phone is just busy, later it's important that it's difficult to get in. Daddy is just smiling, daddy has run out of words, maybe teasing me. Yes, this is the story of teenager only for their puppets.I hugged my daddy, what else can I do besides being spoiled loosely on him. Almost every night I always sleep with daddy and mom, I don't know what I think for sure I want to always spend time with dad and mom.
I don't know how long I can be spoiled and hug him directly like this. When I sleep I am like a buffalo, who really likes to sleep, only then will they be free to love behind me.The next day.
Today is Sunday, Miftah comes to my house. He brought me some houseplants, usually a bribe for my mom. He is not alone but three with Catur and Wulan. One motorbike for three of us. We joked, chatting casually in front of my porch. Old house with quite a spacious terrace. Our favorite place to hang out. I make snacks, there happens to be bananas, and I fry them for them.I make sweet iced tea, right? The effect of the oil stove made me wrinkled, I sat right under Wulan's chair, my friend, I thought, just relax, I hooked the comb in my hair, my intention is that when I'm not tired, I want to tidy up my hair. While enjoying sweet tea and fried banana, my hair feels pulled and combed. Yes, I relaxed, while eating fried bananas I made and I relaxed my head more and more casually.
For a long time he combed my hair, felt strand after strand of hair that he had tangled with his fingers. After feeling full and tidy, I was shocked, now why Wulan came from inside my house, who was engrossed in combing my hair. Geez, it turns out to be Miftah. Clumsy, shy and funny.
"Wulan, weren't you combing my hair earlier?"
"No, why is it Sin?""Where were you?""From the bathroom. That's Catur again ablution and we want to pray."I just turned my face, red, embarrassed. It means that the thigh that I turn and comb my hair is Miftah's brothers."It's great times combing your hair Sin.""Yes, I do you think who Sin is.""Yes, it's okay.""Lol...."Wulan laughed at me deliciously. Catur, who just prayed, was confused by what had happened. Oops, I'm ashamed of what happens when I grow up I remember the moment of this incident.
Towards sunset they said goodbye to me. Yes, an exciting and funny day for sure. I don't forget to write my story today in my favorite diary, the diary of Miftah, of course. And now there is a Miftah flower which will be beautifully planted in my flower pot later. Is it possible that my relationship has been going on for a long time with Miftah, pessimistic, her name is dating Junior High School, if you get bored you will definitely find a new boyfriend or girlfriend again.
Like my previous monkey love stories. Boyfriends are determined from close friends, if the gang has changed, so will his girlfriend change.
Oops, just a boy friends. Tomorrow is August, I have a dancing competition, a gymnastics competition and certainly homework assignments from school and my tutoring place are starting to pile up."Sin, let's eat quickly, haven't you written the homework yet?"
"Yes Mom, just a moment.""Daddy's been waiting for here.""Yes Mom, soon."I close the agenda book first, finish eating and then check the school books and homework for tomorrow, afraid that something will be forgotten and I haven't done it yet.
I'll have a dance competition today, it's quite a busy morning. I prepared some equipment such as a thin and comfortable shirt that I will use for my underwear when I get dressed up later. I didn't forget to put in some make-up equipment, a comb and a corset. The corset is the most important asset for us as dancers. So that the cloth and kebaya that we use can look neat and comfortable to wear. You can't miss it, you can take off my cloth later. "Sin, Daddy can't see Sintia appear right, sorry Daddy is not feeling well, and in the office there are some files that Daddy has to work on.""Yes Dad, it's okay.""But Dad still takes Sintia to school first, okay?" Daddy hurried to get ready, he gave in leaving early so he could take me first to prepare for the grooming for the next stage. While mom chose to go to noon on her motorbike. Because there is still a lot of homework. At 06.00 sharp, I arrived at school, it was very, very quiet. Only Wiji and Nicky's
"Sin, let's wake up already midday!""Yes Mom, just a moment yes Mom, still very sleepy.""We'll be late, let's take a shower! mom also wants to go to be a jury."The clock shows 05.00 yes, sure enough, as fast as lightning we have to get ready at 06.30 we have to be at the starting line and ready for the marching race later. Daddy kindly escorted us, although I'm sure it must be very tired and it's still too early for activities. But Daddy was used to getting up at dawn, even though he was sick or not sick, it was the same. Daddy is very obedient in carrying out his 5 daily prayers. Daddy is the perfect figure for me.When Line-Lining.We were almost too late, we arrived five minutes before the game's departure. The other friends were ready to line up neatly, we ran closer to the line. Tidy up hats, clothes and definitely tie shoelaces tightly. So that when the race does not fall and get stuck. Yeni served as team leader, she was already loo
Daddy's health continues to decline, this afternoon while joking with mom there are a few complaints and an implicit message that he tells us. "You're tired, every day you swallow the doctor's medicine, it's already big and there are more and more types!""Daddy , why do you say that? Be patient, Dad.""Yes Mom, it's been sick for decades until everything we have is used up.""Yes, be patient, Dad. Mom also knows that some savings, gold, land, motorbikes, cars have been sold, but all for the sake of Daddy, for the sake of my father's health, Mom asked Daddy to continue to be enthusiastic and fight his illness.""Yes, sorry for Sintia if Daddy dies now Mom.""Daddy, what are you talking about!""If later, Daddy is sick again, don't take him to Imanuel Hospital or Rajawali Bandung anymore Mom, Daddy is resigned, only a necklace is left, a necklace of remembrance of our dowry.""Don't say that Dad, hopefully there will always be sustenance la
Tonight, mom called me to come closer to him mom opened the wallet that was tucked in the closet in her room. "Sin, this is 500,000 for your study tour.""Yes, Mom." I took the money that mom gave, whether I wanted to come along or not to be honest, I wasn't too excited to go, even if only for a moment from mom. Since daddy was not there, I feel sorry for Mom. Tonight I fell asleep, I don't know how many months and nights I was sad to cry over my father's departure. Catur and Maria often spend the night at my house now, sometimes they avoid family fights but more often because they want to be together and comfort my sadness. I decided to cut my long hair with my distinctive style as a Cleopatra, now I choose a short side as my hairstyle, my favorite dress has changed, I choose jeans and a T-shirt or shirt, I feel more like a girl, not just a mom's child and a new big gilr. again. The next day, I wanted to register for a study tour, it's just that a
Finally I graduated from Middle School, my body was limp to see that the grades weren't what I expected, it's sad that I felt a little disappointed. My overall exam score averaged only 36.5. Failed my hopes of getting into my favorite Public High School 1. In the school that I dreamed of, the minimum score had to be around 39-40, really the best score. Hopefully you can still enter other Public High Schools in my little town. "Don't be sad, Sin, let's try registering with other Public High Schools, ok?""Yes Mom, it's a shame my grades are not optimal.""Yes, the most important thing is maximum effort.""Yes Mom.""Where are you going in now?""Try first to Public Senior High School 2 and Senior High School 3 Mom." I ventured to register to the two schools. Mom accompanied me to register there. Next week there will be announcements of new admissions simultaneously. Catur and Maria enter Public High School 2, while Fina and Nicky enter Priva
A week laterEvery afternoon it's still the same, Impin still calls me often, still often sharing stories and stories at their respective schools. Still friendly and fun to call me. Looks like I can rely on her feelings and heart. Maybe he's changed, and maybe I'm just his close friend now. Because I heard that my friend Menik, her old lover, has moved out of town to study there. Hopefully our relationship will improve and get better in the future. Tomorrow I, Catur and Maria will gather at my house. Even though we no longer go to school, we will continue to meet and maintain our friendship. Now at school it is also quite comfortable, I already have dozens of new friends, even though they seem more simple, not as funny and hanging out as my junior high school friends, but I realize they are very nice and friendly. We always play, learn and eat together. Sometimes in the school canteen, but more often than not I bring my mother's lunch. Someday I want to go to medi
Oh my God, what the heck, all my friends are in one word with Febri, for the sake of a bowl of soto and silver Queen without asking what my true feelings are to Febri. Febri is a pretty good kid, but he's not really my idol type of girlfriend. I secretly fell in love with the seniors that Ms. Tri introduced to me the other day. Arjuna is handsome, sweet, tall, and kind. He is the son of the owner of the People's Credit Bank in my city, but besides that I really fascinate him, because he is kind and friendly even though he is the son of a rich person. It was really troublesome this time at home, as usual we gathered on the porch of my house, made fruit chips, snacks for various chips, made sweet tea and other snacks. Seriously, they were my friends confidently and without permission inviting Febri and other friends to come to my house. There were Dwi, Rangga, Indra who accompanied them. Sure enough, when he got off his motorbike, Febri brought a basket containing the
He really cares for me, I have been in a relationship with Febri for several months. On the 21st of every month, he always gives me greetings and gifts for our anniversary. Sometimes giving me tarts, dolls or my favorite chocolate. I realized he really, really loves me. Many things are missing from me now, which is definitely freedom, the day I feel very, very confined.Even though it's just for greeting with male friends and friends, just saying hi, Febri is always angry and jealous. It's something I'm always annoyed about, whatever he has to monitor, he has to have permission. Sometimes I think, I just became his girlfriend why do I have to be confined like this. How about getting married later, and the jealousy is getting worse every day. It really makes me tired. It's hard to break up, want to be ambiguous when it's my time to be dual, go home, come home from school or even in the evening he always plays to my house. From the first time to the whole