Still trying not to believe all of this, the day goes on, yes they are applying too. With a happy face in the photos they shared via F*, I was carrying my bike very fast this afternoon.
"Sin, let's go home?""I want to be alone first, brother."“Sin, are you okay? Did you promise to Sin? '"Yes, I want to go home." I saved my motorbike and bag immediately, I took my engagement photo album with Roby, I hugged, I cried, I screamed uncontrollably, O Allah, it hurts, I can't bear to see all this reality. My mom and dad came in and broke the door of my room, they tried to calm me down, hugged, kissed me, O Allah I want to DIE. It's really hard everything I've experienced, I want to die, but looking at my mother's face I feel sorry, who else do they have besides me. Tonight I'm sleeping in the purple dress that Roby gave me. The dress I wore for our engagement back then. That day was very happy, seen my mother, father, in-laws aAll more certain, more real and faster. In-laws and my parents seemed shocked by Rahman's plan to get married. To the extent that my in-laws asked me, am I pregnant? It's funny, but what can I say, I really want to get married.Some say if they are too hasty they are afraid of failing in the middle of the road because I don't know them well, but many parents also tell me that their marriage was an arranged marriage or with someone they really just knew, thank God it went well.Finally, I got engaged to Rahman, my parents must be confused, as well as my mother and father who came from Bandung to Lampung suddenly. Arfan Yudhi Rahman, I often call him Rahman or Yudhi.Rahman's family is a bit shocked by my status, which is said to be a bit complicated about his family origins. But I know Rahman, he will be vocal to force and convince them for our marriage. Yes, Rahman is a little stubborn, but this is what makes our relationship fast t
As I said before, my marriage can be said to be tricky. Many parents with all their desires for my wedding, many arguments between them that often disagree. Quite a short time to prepare all your needs.Until the invitation I was confused about how to give it to my friends, the time was really tight and I really didn't have much time because I had to work very hard every day.Mom and Aunt Jaja, those who can be said to be very helpless to prepare all my wedding. As for my stepfather, don't ask, he just made a mess, burning anger and differences with my parents and family. If I can scream, I want to get married alone, a simple marriage without all the complicated things like this, even to the point of being held in three wedding receptions.Today, Sunday, July 8, 2012, in the afternoon there is a wedding ceremony at my house, yes, according to the agreement of the family, the marriage contract will be carried out at my husband's family house, on
STILL WEIGHT3rd SESSION (STORY OF SYNTHIAN HOUSEHOLDS)A few months later, I received a wedding invitation letter from Roby and Yeyen, still the same with a long sigh. O Allah, maybe if I was not married my heart would suddenly stop accepting it, my hands were trembling and I still had to try to be quiet for a few moments to calm myself down, I was present, I was accompanied by Rahman. Starting from these few months, I learned to become an artist who has various characters at heart, I must be able to cover up what I really feel. I have to be able to live everything, as if I was smiling even though I was crying, as if I was a tough woman even though my heart was shattered into pieces.I make it a habit to polish my face with a variety of make-up, not only for the office but for every day I'm anywhere, red lipstick, pink blush, and light eye shadow colors I choose to give a fresh and always effect. cheerful.Rahman he held me and hugged m
I finally moved to a simple house with Rahman, which I bought from what I had saved during my years of working at the bank. It is not expensive, I can say that I am quite lucky because it is an auction house from my office. We moved on Saturday at dawn, quite complete with the household items I brought. There are two beds, a guest sofa set, a refrigerator, a television, two motorbikes and my kitchen utensils. Yes, I was the type of collector since the first. You could say I'm the type of girl who is economical and calculating in spending money. He said he was stingy or not, he was not said to be wasteful.It has been my dream since I was young to have a home and contents in a private house. Dreaming of a harmonious household and a simple life free from shackles, especially my stepfather who can be said to be very talkative and controlling. Like I said, since I had my stepfather, life in my house was like a hell, hot, hot and far from calm.It's just that si
A few months later, I received a wedding invitation letter from Roby and Yeyen, still the same with a long sigh. O Allah, maybe if I was not married my heart would suddenly stop accepting it, my hands were trembling and I still had to try to be quiet for a few moments to calm myself down, I was present, I was accompanied by Rahman. Starting from these few months, I learned to become an artist who has various characters at heart, I must be able to cover up what I really feel. I have to be able to live everything, as if I was smiling even though I was crying, as if I was a tough woman even though my heart was shattered into pieces.I make it a habit to polish my face with a variety of make-up, not only for the office but for every day I'm anywhere, red lipstick, pink blush, and light eye shadow colors I choose to give a fresh and beautiful effect. always cheerful.Rahman he held me and hugged me. Yes, Rahman really understood what I was going through. Even so
Hooray, I finally got pregnant. After a long wait for Rahman and I, God finally believed in entrusting our baby to us. Since getting pregnant, I can't work as usual. My body is often sick, and the permission I apply to the office is more frequent than usual. My body is known to be frail, Im not as strong as my other friends, since I was little, I was known to be very sick. Being pregnant with the first daughter is a gift we have been waiting for so long. a few years for us is quite a long time waiting for the arrival of the baby. Unlike other friends, they can get pregnant very easily in a matter of months. But mom said I should still be grateful, there are many household stories that don't have children or even wait for years to just get pregnant.Alhamdulillah Rahman has started working at a private finance company. The salary received was quite good. He always gives me part of his income. I saved almost all of it. Alhamdulillah, our sustenance, can be used for me to
Alhamdulillah, I don't feel that my household with Rahman has been running for 4 years. Now, the Rahman that I know has begun to change a lot. His adult nature gradually changed to me. I see him as a husband who can be relied on. And I feel that Sakinah's life is not just a figment.He always took care of me, he always showed love and affection for me and Queeniara. Mom, daddy, and my family in Bandung are very happy to see our changes. I plan to just sell my house, someday the money from the sale of the house I will make for the down payment of the new house or to build a house in the yard that Mom gave me.What I dreamed of came true, my best friend Deddy bought my house, I saved some of the money first, partly I used it to renovate my mother's house, and partly I used it to exchange Mom and Dad's old car with a car that was more feasible when I was in. wear. Whatever it is, I gradually fix it. In this way I repay my parents' affection, especially her
Almost a year I enjoyed my day at home, only in the clothing business and looking after my little daughter Quenniera. Alhamdulillah, my business is starting to look busy, many friends and neighbors have started visiting just looking around and buying up my sales. Almost once a week I take the time to buy new things at the bigger supplier shop in my city. I really enjoyed this time. Taking care of my family, husband, children and business is something that I have been dreaming of for a long time.Rahman, it seems that he is always busy with his office work now. Leave early, come home at night. It seems that he has started enjoying his job now. And I as a wife can only support everything. Wish him all the best. And I can only pray that his work will always run smoothly, for his future.I decided to sell the house I had bought, thank God my friend Deddy bought it. And I still have more par on the sale of the house. As an only child, Mom really wanted her c