LOGIN/THEO/
The official offer email from PixelPulse Studio arrived at exactly 4:15 PM, and I swear my heart stopped for a full ten seconds. I stared at my phone screen, reading the words ‘Administrative Assistant Role’ over and over until they blurred together. I got it. I actually got it. The relief that washed over me was so intense my knees felt weak. The salary was exactly what I needed—enough to cover my half of the rent, buy groceries, and finally start a hidden savings account. The moment I had enough to pay Nevan back for my university tuition, I was going to cut ties completely and then, I'll finally be able to breathe. To celebrate, I decided to make a proper dinner. No basic sandwiches tonight. I went down to the local market and bought fresh ingredients for a savory chicken stir-fry and egg fried rice. By the time 6:00 PM rolled around—the exact start of my kitchen time slot—the apartment was filled with the delicious aroma of garlic, ginger, and sesame oil. Right on cue, Lorcan’s bedroom door clicked open. He stepped out, wearing a simple black t-shirt and grey sweatpants. "Hey!" I chirped, turning around with the spatula still in my hand. I couldn't keep the massive grin off my face. "Just in time. I actually have some really great news." Lorcan walked over to the fridge, completely ignoring my excitement. He grabbed a bottle of water and cracked it open. "Rule number one, Theo." "Yeah, yeah, I know, zero interaction," I said, rolling my eyes while still smiling from ear to ear. "But just listen for a second. I got the job at PixelPulse Studio! I start on Monday." Lorcan paused with the water bottle halfway to his mouth. For a second, he just stared at me, and I wondered if he was even going to acknowledge it. "Congratulations," he mumbled. He took a sip of his water. "Make sure your new work hours don't disrupt the apartment's quiet hours." My smile twitched. "Wow. Thank you for the overwhelming enthusiasm, Lorcan. Truly, I’m touched." He didn't reply. He just turned around and walked straight back into his room, closing the door firmly behind him. "Unbelievable," I muttered to myself, shaking my head as I plated the food. "The guy is a literal brick wall." But as I looked at the extra portion I’d made for him, I decided to leave it on the counter anyway with a fresh neon note. There was no way I was about to waste food. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Monday morning arrived faster than I'd have wished it to. Standing in front of the massive glass skyscraper that housed PixelPulse Studio, I felt smaller than I ever had in my life. The lobby was busy and everyone looked completely in place here which made me feel a bit too self conscious. I smoothed down my ironed slacks, took a deep breath, and walked inside. I couldn't turn back now. By mid-afternoon, however, my initial excitement had turned into panic. The corporate environment was incredibly overwhelming and my supervisor, Ms. Lesley wasn't helping. She had handed me a massive stack of paperwork and told me to categorize the rendering team's resource allocation usage before the 3:00 PM meeting. Being naturally nervous and trying too hard to be fast, I completely mixed up the codes. I accidentally deleted a week's worth of animation files from the main system, locking the junior animators out of their own projects. I sat at my desk, staring at the flashing red error message on my monitor, feeling cold sweat pool at the back of my neck. I was going to get fired on my very first day. Was I really this incompetent? How was I going to face Mayla? And would that mean I'd have to accept Nevan’s charity job? I felt tears sting the back of my eye. Maybe I should ask— "Uh-oh. Looks like someone hit the panic button on day one." I looked up, my eyes wide with fear. Standing by my desk was a lady with a sharp eyeliner and a high ponytail, holding a tablet. “Don't scare the newbie like that,” a guy showed up from nowhere in particular. He had messy brown hair and a friendly, laid-back smile. "I... I think I ruined the rendering phase," I stammered, my voice cracking. "I accidentally deleted a week's worth of animation files from the main system.” I was completely cooked./THEO/“And that's what happened,” I finished recounting everything that happened yesterday to Joni, Skye and Cosette. I slurped loudly from my drink as the awkwardness started getting to me. I'd called this emergency meeting at a cafe because I needed help.“Well, this is awkward,” Joni rubbed the back of her neck awkwardly.“Maybe I'm the one reading meanings to things but it kinda sounds like you have feelings for this roommate of yours,” Skye picked up his drink.“I was just about to say so myself because it's completely weird to argue with your roommate because you went on a date,” Cosette casually added.“You two should cut it out. You know how Theo’s always clueless,” Joni stepped in for me. “Erm… guys,” I cleared my throat, contemplating how I was going to put this now.“Wait, you don't actually have feelings for him right?” Skye looked rather concerned now. It was clear that he had only planned to tease me at the beginning but surprise, surprise?My cheeks burned instantly.
/THEO/"I... I just realized how late it is," I stammered. My eyes then landed on something even worse, message notifications.My heart sank into my shoes. The lock screen was flooded with notification alerts. Lorcan had sent me numerous texts over the last two hours, asking where I was and when I was coming back. A sudden wave of irrational fear hit me, and I couldn't even bring myself to open the messages."Let me drive you home right away," Diego offered gently, placing a reassuring hand near my shoulder without crowding me. "Don't stress, okay? We'll get you back in no time."The drive to the apartment building was silent and I felt a bit guilty for ruining the mood.As his car pulled into my apartment building's underground parking lot, I was low-key panicking, clutching my phone tightly in my lap. We got out of the car and he helped me grab my things.“Hey, did you not like our date today?” He rubbed the back of his neck.“What? Why would you think that?” I stared at him confuse
/THEO/On Saturday afternoon, I stood in front of my bedroom mirror, looking at myself for the hundredth time to make sure I looked perfect. I couldn't quite remember the last time I went on a date and I didn't want to recollect when I did go on a date with that scumbag called Andrew.“Thinking of me will only serve as bad omen,” I took deep breaths to ground myself.Once I was done, I stepped out into the hallway, awkwardly. I was somewhat praying that Lorcan was in his room but as my rotten luck will have it, he was sitting in the living room. The moment he heard my footsteps, his eyes drifted up from the screen, scanning my outfit in a way that made my skin prickle."Going somewhere?" he asked, his voice calm.It was a reasonable question. I rarely left the flat during the weekend, especially on Saturdays, so stepping out at 3:00PM wasn't exactly something I'd done since we started living together.My chest tightened, and I caught myself looking at the painting behind him rather th
/THEO/Sitting at the back of the car with Fenton driving was awkward. Last time he said he was Lorcan's assistant but what work assistant ran personal errands for their boss? Was this legal? And was Lorcan oppressing him with his position? Those thoughts kept swarming through my head every time I glanced at him.“If there's something you'd like to ask me, go ahead,” Fenton looked at me through the rearview mirror. I must have been staring quite a bit for him to have noticed.“It's not like you'll tell me anyway,” I mumbled. He was extremely professional that it got on my nerves. Even if I wanted to know anything about Lorcan, he wouldn't tell. “It's fine.”Fenton didn't push, shifting his focus back to the road. When we got back to the flat, Lorcan was waiting in the living room, working on his laptop at the glass table. Fenton walked in first, holding the sealed envelope containing my medical report."Here are the test results, Mr. Lorcan," Fenton said, placing the document direct
/THEO/The happiness and relief I had seeing him had quietly settled down now as we drove back to the flat in awkward silence. Maybe I was just the one who was awkward, rightfully so especially seeing as he hadn't brought up the horrors he'd seen that day. I'd forgotten how embarrassed that situation made me until he was right in front of me again.I stole a glance at Lorcan who had his eyes fixed on the road. Just as I was wondering if I was the only one overthinking things, I couldn't help but notice just how good looking he was, my eyes gradually dropping lower, wondering how his body looked underneath his clothes.“Are you a pervert, Theo? Quit staring,” I yelled at myself in my head. One minute, I was embarrassed and awkward, the next minute I was admiring his looks.“Are you still feeling under the weather?” Lorcan spared me a glance as we approached a traffic light. “My heat ended days ago. Of course, I'm fine,” I held the seat belt tighter, laughing it off awkwardly.“If you
/THEO/How many days has it been since I last saw Lorcan? My heat finished a few days back and he was till nowhere to be found.I stared at my computer, my mind all over the place. My phone was sitting right beside my keyboard, face up. Every few minutes, my eyes would dart toward the screen, hoping to see a notification—a text, a missed call, anything from Lorcan.Nothing.I tapped my fingers against the desk, opening our chat history. Our chat was clearly scanty, since we hardly talked over the phone. Lorcan never liked that so we stuck to contacting each other only when necessary.My thumb hovered over the keyboard. I wanted to text him, to ask if he was doing alright or when he would be back, but I held myself back. What if he was still furious? What if my message just pushed him to block my number entirely?I let out a long sigh and leaned back in my chair."Alright, spit it out," Maya's voice cut through my thoughts. She slid her rolling chair over from her desk, leaning her elb
/THEO/Breakfast at the Beckett residence was something I could never get used to. Sunlight streamed through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the dining room, glinting off the polished silver and the expensive porcelain. Nevan sat at the head of the table already fully dressed, prepared to go to w
/THEO/“I'll be going on a business meeting for a while,” Lorcan said casually as we ate dinner.“Eh? Why so sudden?” I completely lost interest in my food. “I wouldn't say it's sudden, I'm just telling you now,” Lorcan replied.“You should at least try to sugarcoat your words,” I muttered. “Don't
/THEO/How I managed to drag myself to work on Friday morning was a miracle. My bed was in the perfect state to have that knockout sleep, it was cold alongside my pillows.“Why do I have to work?” I groaned as I ate breakfast.“Stop whining and eat your food,” Lorcan who just wanted a glass of wate
/LORCAN/A few days had passed since I had allowed Theo to continue his stay at the apartment but it was about time to go back to work.I adjusted the cuffs of my tailored suit jacket as I stepped out of the executive elevator. For the last three hours, I had been tearing through a budget dispute w







