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Chapter 134

작가: Rejoice Ezeh
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Knox's POV

I should have left.

I knew that within five minutes of her walking back through the hall door. The smart move — the controlled move, the move that every part of my training and instinct about managing the wolf said was correct — was to leave the building, go back to the dormitory, let the evening be what it was and pick it up tomorrow when there was more distance from the classroom and everything in it.

I did not leave.

I went back into the hall and found a position near the wall whe
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