LOGINPOV: Sloane
I could keep hearing the sound of the deadbolt long after Roman had gone out of my office. My hands were shaking. I hated it. I flattened my palms on the chill metal desk, and made my breathing so slow and regular: One, two, thirty. I was a professional. I had dealt with senators who would be charged with manslaughter and CEOs who made millions embezzled. I never broke. But Roman Thorne was neither a politician. He was a landslide. I put my hand into my leather tote bag, drew my laptop out, and got my fingers flat. I had work to do. To get the Thorne syndicate dismantled, I did not only require the level of gut feeling and leaked videos. I needed the digital trail. The next thing I did was to install the mirrored server which I would use to replicate the hard drives in the athletic department. Formally, I was to do PR leaks monitoring of the player communications. I was, in fact, looking after the ledger which attached the ticket sale of the Ice Devils to offshore accounts of the Thorne family. There was a rhythmic thudding in the passage and it was sharp. Thump. Thump. Thump. It was as though a big bag were being kicked--or a body. I got to my feet with my heart slowly scuttling back up into my throat, and opened my office door. It was a dark corridor with used industrial lamps. The rink was directed by sound. The arena ought to have been deserted. The rest of the team was clearing out at my direction, yet Roman failed to do so. He wore no more than his hockey pants, and a thin grey compression shirt, which clasped on the sticky sweaty muscles of his back like a second skin. He wasn’t running drills. He was venting. He threw a puck into the goal where no one was; his ball had a dreadful velocity; it struck the back board with a report like a gun firing. Crack. He didn’t stop. He got another puck and twisted around and fired another slap-shot. Crack again. He was a robot of sheer aggression without any mix. I ought to have returned into the house. I would have shut the door and concentrated my code. I was walking in the direction of the glass, however, attracted by the violence of his movements. His movements were as unnaturally gracious as in a man of his bulk, an animal, a fighter who was perfectly familiar with the amount of effort required to break a man. He was paralyzed with a stiffening of the shoulders. He did not turn but his presence was there in the room. It was late, Ms. Mercer, you are working late, he shouted. His voice was light and easily transported to the starving open arena. There is plenty of mess that I have to clean up, I said, going to the glass. Roman swiveled round, puffing; a fine mist of sweat surged up of his flesh to the cold air. Skating to the boards, he literally sank in the ice, his skates cutting deep, till he was just in front of me, with only the hard acrylic pane between us. He was glancing at the bag of the laptop that was hanging on my shoulder. His eyes were glittering and dark and knowing. You mean by it that, said he, as leaning on his stick. “Cleaning?” That is what the university works me hard on. And why do I pay you, Sloane? The application of my first name was felt as touching. I adjusted my blazer, repossessed my mask. “You don’t pay me at all, Roman. You are simply my liability that I have to deal with. He chuckled, a low, dry sound. He grabbed him by the hand, which was in a glove, and battered the glass directly over my face. The liabilities tend to be swept under the carpet. In the shadows, in a place where they can do no harm to the brand, he said. He even leaned forward and his dark hair swept over his forehead. “But you keep looking at me. When your mind is telling me that you do not see me. You are in lust over the monster, are you? I hissed I was studying a client. “There’s a difference.” “Is there?” He thrust his stick over the boards, leaped over the glass in one sweeping, strong movement. He fell on the concrete next to me, and it was the skates that glamour. and he was a foot taller than I, and his shadow gulp my whole. I again recoiled at his smell, which was breaths of ice, sweat and black mint. He moved nearer pushing me against the glass that was cold. It was appalling the difference between my prim and costly wool coat and his hot and radiating chest. His physical presence was an assault although he did not use his hands. His mouth was half an inch away, his mouth brushing the delicate skin just over my neck. You are so clean, Sloane, said the voice in his whisper, and I knew that it was the voice I heard in my bones. “So untouchable. I wonder what it would be to make you scream. To have that pretty little mask of yours break in bits a thousand. My breath hitched. I was a maniac with a heart in a cage. I should have pushed him away. I ought to have threatened him an action. But the overwhelming strength of him was keeping me there. You are overdoing it, Roman, I managed to tell him, but my voice was not as strong as usual. You have not even begun, he croaked. His thick, taped fingers were reaching out, and slowly rolling along the line of my throat, just above the collar of my blouse, as he came to rest. It was a light touch, however, in foreshadowing a violence with which I was not certain I could try. “You want to play the hero? You wish you should save the girls of Briarwood, out of the big, ugly Devils? He moved closer still one more time, and the lips touched the shell of my ear. Flee when thou exporest have sweetheart, run. Because if you stay... I will find out all the dark, dirty secrets you have in store, and then I will possess you. He leaned back sharp and the chill air swatched over the spot he had filled. He didn't wait for a reply. Then he passed me and was headed to the locker room, his skates clacking rhythmically and violently against the concrete floor. I was standing too long and it was cold in the arena and at last it came through my clothing. I glanced at my cell phone, and found a text message sent by one of my personal contacts in the Organized Crime Task Force. The contact informs that Thorne family is coming in with a shipment at midnight through the loading dock of the arena. Can you keep an eye on it? I looked around at the ice that was left, and turned around to where Roman had buried into the forest. I could still feel him humming against my body- a traitorious response that I was not ready to admit. The stream of this game was shifting, and was soon to guide me to know how deep the water really was. Roman is establishing his ground yet Sloane is still in possession of the knife. Who will draw the first blood?POV: Sloane Bang. Bang. Bang. "Sloane Mercer. Open the door." The pounding was heavy and shook the floor through. Agent Harris. My handler. A man who was the stiff, Babbittian club of boys of the Bureau--men, who idled behind desks, whilst women like myself took risks to their lives in the black. Harris didn't respect me. He only wanted the promotion which my brains would purchase. Roman Thorne had not flinched anywhere in the kitchen. The short end of his Glock 19 was directly aimed at the heavy oak door. his attitude was broad, easy, and absolutely fatal. His jet-black eyes were flashing towards me. Waiting. Choose, sweetheart. My decision was made within a second. I wasn't choosing him. I was choosing control. I lunged across the kitchen. I caught hold on the heavy, leathers bound shadow ledger on the marble island and pushed it directly into the bottom drawer of the oven kicking it with my bare foot. Then I turned on Roman. He was a foot taller and a hundred pounds of cor
POV: Sloane The dark leather of the ledger book was decaying copper and forgotten things. It was lying on my marble kitchen island, a hideous ugly rotting object in the blaze of the pendant lights. I had been gazing at the hand written columns six hours. My coffee was ice cold. My eyes burned. The numbers were staggering. Silas Thorne did not merely operate a local crime syndicate, he owned the city infrastructure. He owned the port authority. He had three judges in the appellate court. And he owned Briarwood University board of directors. All the extortion, all the payouts, all the blood shed to keep the Ice Devils out of prison, was written with black ink. It was a wet dream of a federal prosecutor. And it was what my handler, Agent Harris, had sent me to the dark to discover. But I couldn't touch my phone. I could not see justice because whenever I looked at the book, I could not. I saw Roman. His chest, which seemed to me to be phantom-hot, was pushing me against the rusted
POV: Roman It had begun to rain the instant I walked away from the docks. It wasn't a clean rain. It had been a cold wet gush that smoothed out the streets of Briarwood with a coating of black ice and grease. My G-Wagon wipers were slamming fiercely on the windscreen, a beating, scratching noise, and it did not help to soothe the noise in my head one bit. My right hand, holding the steering wheel made of leather, was hanging over. I had a fight on the ice yesterday and my knuckles were cut wide open and the stuff taped was all a dull rotten brown. However, that was not what caught my eye. The scent of her remained in my hand. Bergamot. Vanilla. And the acute, intoxicating smell of female excitement which had been veiled by pure terror. I held on to the wheel until it was raped on the leather. I had meant to scare her. I have come to that store to remind Sloane Mercer of who was the powerhouse in this town. I was even going to strike her against the rust and the rot, give her the
POV: Sloane My phone screen was glaring in the black bedroom. The south docks. Noon. Don't be late. I hadn't slept. The spectral aroma of his smell the intoxicating and frightening combination of dark mint and the scent of ozone still burned into the garment of my blazer, lingering in the air of my apartment, like an actual menace. And now, this text. An unmarked burner number. But I knew exactly who sent it. Roman Thorne. The heir in Thorne crime syndicate. The monster that now had just awakened to a night of proving to me that my locks, my boundaries, and my impeccable professional armour were of no use to him. I awoke with a shiver of the coldness of the apartment cutting at my naked shoulders. I would have sent the information to my contact at the FBI. That was the protocol. That was the job. Dial the feds, provide the place and have them search the docks with a tactical team. But protocol had not considered the flushed heat of my skin at the thought of Roman and his huge t
POV: Roman I was no man of virtues, but one; and I knew how much strength it required to fracture an object. A hockey stick. A ribcage. A woman's resolve. I was on the fire escape in front of the Sloane apartment and the iron was cutting through the soles of my boots. The night air was terribly cold and stinging, though it normally cleared the fog out of my head, but it seemed to me like warm water that night. My skin was still buzzing. I still could taste her in my mouth--costly lip-paint and a hopeless, desperate insolence that left my blood with the quality of molten lead. Are you a good girl? Or are you mine? I had a feeling of the answer before I had even asked the question. Sloane Mercer wasn't "good." She was a gorgeous, reckoning fiasco, and as soon as she had not picked up that phone to call her agents, and I was still within the room, I knew I had her. Or she had me. There was not much of a difference in my world. I stepped down that rusted ladder, fluently and noisele
POV: Sloane The smell was the first thing which struck me. It wasn’t the scent of a home. It was the scent of an arena; cold and metallic and weirdly dark mint that oozed out of Roman Thorne through his skin. I froze on the light switch. The shadows in my living room were heavier than they should be and they were thick with a presence which did not belong in my sanctuary. Awareness of being hunted came to me, in a sudden sharp shock, pricking my skin. Three years had passed along with the twenty-four hours a day I had loved to be a shadow, an unseen ghost in PR and legal warfare world. I made no mistakes. I left no trails. But the air in my apartment was filled with the rhythmic, lunging breathing of an indifferent, lawless, person. You have lost time, Sloane, a raw and scratching voice said of the darkness. It did not merely skip my heart, but it stopped. Tears were a confession, and I swore never to bow on my knees. I put my fingers to force the switch. The room was fill







