Tonight I'll see Aliyah again. Despite the fact that I've been out with her several times, I'm not sure how she'll react. Our relationship has changed since she confronted me in the park. No woman has ever had the audacity to confront me with such candor as she has. Something about her bravery and lack of fear around me fascinates me.
I wait impatiently in the lobby for Aliyah, and when the elevator finally arrives at the bottom, I'm surprised to see her. She's dressed in a form-fitting crimson gown with sparkly high heels, revealing curves I hadn't noticed before. Her hair cascades over her shoulders in a waterfall of curls, and her eyes are rimmed with black liner, bringing out her deep blues."I'm sorry for being late. Andrew has a slight fever, and I wanted to make sure he was comfortable before I left for the evening.""No need to apologize," I say with a frown, remembering the small boy's illness as I take away his caregiver.She grins and tucks a stray curl behindWhat was supposed to be our final embrace of the night turns into a half-hour of deep kissing and heavy petting. I'm back in high school, making out on my mother's couch. Only this time, she isn't there to catch us."I'd swear you're trying to trick me into staying over if I didn't know any better," I say.Jordan slides his tongue down the side of my neck. "Damn right," he says, his deep voice sounding seductive. "Does it work? ”I'd like to respond, but I'm out of breath. We're both exhaling heavily, as if we've just finished a marathon. That's what passion does to you. My breath catches in my throat every time Jordan kisses me or runs his tongue over a new spot, and I find myself gasping for air.The lights are turned down low, and soft music is playing in the background. It's like something out of a movie, and I'm starting to second-guess my decision to stay at home tonight. My hormones are interfering with my ability to function, scattering my thoughts
It would be an understatement to say I'm on cloud nine. I'm feeling so good that I cancel all of my meetings for the day, opting instead to take some time for myself. With Aliyah on my mind, it's impossible for me to concentrate at work.I decide to take advantage of the emotional rollercoaster I'm experiencing and drive myself around for the day in my convertible. I stop by my favorite tailor and get fitted for a few new suits before eating at my favorite Mexican restaurant and cruising around the city some more. Long drives always help me clear my mind, not that I want to clear my mind because my memories of Aliyah are worth the clutter.Last night was incredible. Aliyah is incredible in every way. Last night was picture-perfect in every way. I'm not sure what to make of the new feelings she's instilling in me, but I'm having a lot of firsts. During dinner, I sensed something deep, passionate, and intimate between us. Aliyah has an air of innocence and purity about her.
laid-back date for him, which I hope he enjoys. I didn't want to do anything too extravagant. I ditch the fitted dresses and high heels in favor of a T-shirt, jeans, and flats.I texted Jordan earlier to make sure he understood the dress code because I'd never seen him in anything less than business casual. Tonight is all about relaxation and having a good time. Andrew had me cooped up for a few days due to his ear infection, so I'm relieved to finally have a day off to myself.Because I'm dressed so casually, I decide to go a little heavier on the eyeshadow, creating a deep dark smoky eye. I smooth down the fly-away strands of hair in my closet after one last look in the full-length mirrors before grabbing my purse and practically skipping out the door, down the hall to the elevator.I shuffle from one foot to the other, urging the elevator to arrive at the lobby as soon as possible. I finally make it to the first level, and there's Jordan, leaning against the wall,
I take Aliyah's hand in mine and gently lead her out of the elevator. She tried to object to the blindfold, but I was able to get my way. I want to be in the right place at the right time to see her face when everything is revealed."Just a few steps more," I say.Even though I'm holding her hand and leading the way, she flails around with her free hand."You don't believe I'll get you inside in one piece?"She smiles and continues to reach out blindly in front of her. "I completely trust you, but I just want to be certain."After opening the door, I assist her inside before observing her reaction."That's fine," I say. "You may now remove your blindfold."She removes her mask and covers her open mouth with her hands. She walks forward cautiously, looking down and dropping her hands as she smiles at the rose petals on the floor."Jordan, this is lovely," she says quietly."Let's go; these petals will lead us to the next surprise."We
I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders after revealing my reservations about our differences. I can finally unwind, and I'm feeling a lot more optimistic about the future. Gaining that tidbit of information about Jordan's feelings for me boosts my confidence. It's exactly the reassurance I needed."I'm so glad you decided to stay the night," Jordan says, kissing my neck several times."Me, too," I grumble. "If I could, I'd stay every night."I unbutton his shirt and pull it out of his waistband, reaching down. I run my fingers down the center of his body, past his sculpted abs to his belly button, and his chest is smooth. His torso has a distinct shape. I like how his muscles flex when I touch them."My turn," he says as he delicately pulls my shirt over my head. As he kisses the exposed parts of my breasts, he runs his hands up and down my back.Jordan grabs my bra strap and begins to undo it. "Let's get this out of here," he says.He easily unhooks
Last night was nothing short of a rollercoaster ride from which I never wanted to get off. No workout could ever match the natural endorphins coursing through my veins. I eventually fell asleep, falling into the deepest and most peaceful sleep I'd had in years.The sun greets me first because I'm closest to the side of the room with the window. I open my eyes and turn to face Aliyah. She's still sleeping peacefully on her back, her long blonde strands splayed out in a halo around her beautiful face. It's cliche to say she looks angelic, but that's all I can think of when I look down at her resting.In her sleep, she fidgets and breathes softly. I wish I could wake up every morning like this, with her by my side. This fiery young woman entered my life and turned it upside down in the best way possible. She helps me get through the long days at work and takes my mind off the everyday stress I face on a daily basis. While I initially thought her reason for approaching me in t
Time is a strange thing. It comes and goes as it pleases, completely unaware of the impact it has on the people who build their lives around it. On the one hand, whenever I spend a couple of hours with Jordan, time seems to fly by. I'd swear it was working against us and speeding up when I wasn't looking if I didn't know any better. On the other hand, those same two hours spent doing anything else, whether it's cooking, cleaning, or otherwise occupied with Andrew, seem to come to a halt as time crawls by at a snail's pace.I used to spend my days off at home reading books and doing unneeded housework, but since meeting Jordan, I prefer to spend all of my free time with him. One thing I adore about him is that there is never a dull moment. Even the dates we've had at his house, cuddling, sipping wine, and watching TV, have been exciting. We've gone out a few times now, and thankfully, no two evenings are the same. I thought my life was pretty good before Jordan, but Jordan is th
I stand in front of a large window in my high-rise office building, staring out at the city, my mind wandering. There are a million things I should be doing right now, such as taking calls, reading emails, or going over the proposals on my desk. To be honest, I can't seem to concentrate on anything. Aliyah has taken over my thoughts, rendering me incapable of making sound business decisions.I've been thinking about how to gently reveal a secret I've been keeping from her, but there isn't a good way to tell her. Maybe once I get this off my chest, I'll be able to breathe again.Will she despise me? What if she never speaks to me again?When she confronted me in the park, I should have told her the truth. I've never cared so much about a woman's feelings before, and now I'm agonizing over how to avoid hurting her too badly. I should have told her that day, damn it. Telling her now makes me appear guilty, and I don't want her to make the wrong assumptions.I'm the