Violet
I have a bad feeling about this. Contrary to my horror, most likely written on my face, Philip is smiling widely. Dominic - well, he is unreadable as always.
“As you two know I am starting something new. “ Philip continues, “I’ve been planning for this for a while. “
Philip turns to his son.
“I asked you to come back home not just because of Grandfather. But also because I will need your help.”
Then he turns to me.
“And yours.”
Dominic and I exchange a confused look.
“I don’t…”
I begin but Philip quickly says.
“I am starting a new company. Dominic has proven to be capable of turning a small company into a huge, successful empire. On the other hand- you Violet have been doing a great job with your father’s smaller business... I know you're trying to make the company work. “
“I…Yes, “
I nod.
“Great, “
Philip opens his arms, “It’s decided. “
“What do you mean it’s decided?”
Dominic argues, “We haven’t decided anything. You said you’d needed me for a month or two. “
“It… it might be a bit longer. “
Philip says, “But as soon as everything is settled you're free to go back to the US. “
“I’m… I am not sure this is a good idea, “ I start, and Dominic gets up abruptly.
“I am not doing this. “ Dominic cuts in, “Why didn’t you ask Conor for this?”
Then he looks at me. “I am sure you will work better with your husband. “
No chance I think. I am never working alongside Conor.
“He is busy with other matters, “
Philip says, “Besides, he is….”
“He is the one who will inherit all of this. “
Dominic says, “He is the oldest of us. So you should be able to rely on him. Not me. I have my own business now. My own life. And it’s far from here. “
“You are unwilling to help your own family?” his father asks, exaggerating the surprise in his voice.
“I am not saying this, “
Demonic says, coldly, “All I am saying is Conor should be doing this. “
Philip leans heavily back in the chair.
“Look, Dominic. “
Then he turns to me, “Violet, I know Conor is your husband. And he is trying to do what he can. But he’s never been that capable. And I need someone I can rely on. You two will be a great team. “
Philip smiles, “I just have this feeling. And I’ve never been wrong in my life. “
Dominic and I steal a glance at each other.
“Okay, “
Dominic says eventually, “ Okay. But I can’t promise I can stay for too long. “
“Of course, “
Philip says sand turns to me.
“Violet - the project will be very beneficial to you. To your company. And if it's successful, you will gain a huge profit. I will offer you part of the company if it turns out well. “
My brain screams GO FOR IT! My sixth sense is not so sure.
But if we succeed, I will be out of here. It will be over. I will give Conor back whatever I owe him and I am gone.
“Besides, “
Philip goes on, “I am asking this as a personal favour. “
Dominic groans.
“What?”
his father asks.
“You can’t use this to manipulate people. “
“I wasn’t manipulating her. “
I suppress a smile when Dominic looks at his father pointedly.
“It’s fine. I am… I agree. “ I say, “Let’s work on this. “
“Marvellous!”
Philip exclaims.
“There’s one more thing. “
“What is it?”
I ask, nervous.
“Please don’t tell Conor. “
“Why not?”
I frown and Philip shrugs.
“I don’t want him to feel… inadequate. Or incapable. Don't get me wrong. He is doing his best. I just … I just don’t want to leave him with the impression I am choosing Dominic over Conor. “
“You aren’t. “
Dominic says.
“Yes, that’s right, “ his father confirms, “But not everyone is like you, Dominic. Sometimes people have a hard time separating their emotions from their business ethics. Not everyone can make decisions entirely based on rationality. “
“Okay, “
I say, “I won’t mention anything. “
They don’t know we barely talk to each other…
“Perfect. “
Philip springs to his feet happily.
“Everything will work out great. I will ask my assistant to figure out the details. But why do you both look like you’ve just agreed to something terrible?”
Because we might have, I think. But I have no option, this is the best for me right now.
“When do we start?”
Dominic asks, not answering his father’s question.
“Now. “
“Now?!”
Both me and Dominic exclaim.
“Yes?” Philip says, amused, “I don’t see why not. “
Then reality begins creeping in. I will be working with Dominic. And I have this bad feeling about the whole thing that I can’t shake off.
***
When Philip says “You’ll start working now, “ he means it literally. Soon after our meeting, Dominic and I began preparing the paperwork.
We spent the afternoon setting up the office. It is ten pm and we're still in the office, designated for us.
It’s almost empty- two desks and the computers. And the tall windows.
Dominic and I don’t talk to each other, and I am very conscious of the fact I should not be looking at him.
That’s why I am sitting behind my desk, and he is working on his. We share this office, but I am hoping it will be just for today.
At some point, he takes his coat off, then his tie. Dominic rolls the sleeves of his shirt. I notice the outlines of a tattoo that ends at his forearm. I don’t remember him having tattoos.
Then I start wondering if he has more. And where.
Dominic notices me looking and I quickly look away.
His phone rings and he doesn’t pick up. The phone begins ringing again and he eventually picks up. He replies with single words.
“Yes. “
“No. “
“No, I can’t. “
“Yes, I am still working. “
“Maybe not.”
Then he hangs up. I am sure it was Anastasia. His supermodel girlfriend. I know I shouldn’t be doing this.
I know I am only making myself suffer. And yet I do it. I pretend to be looking at the pile of documents in front of me when I ask, keeping my voice as casual as possible.
“So, how did you and Anastasia meet?”
“We have mutual friends.”
“And… How long have you been together? “
He doesn’t reply right away. Then I figure he won’t answer at all.
“I am sorry, “
I laugh awkwardly, “You are probably tired of everyone asking this. “
“Yes. “
Dominic’s voice is cold as ice when he says it. Okay, that stung, but I only mutter a
“Fine. Sorry for asking. “
I fix my eyes on the documents, my heart beating like mad. Neither of us speaks for what feels like hours.
The atmosphere is so awkward- or maybe I am making it awkward, I don’t know. But I eventually give up. I shut my laptop and close the folders with papers.
“I am done, " I say and get up.
It's past midnight.
“I will see you tomorrow. “
I gather my things and head to the door when Dominic's low voice stops me.
“Do you want me to take you to your place?”
I pause right before pressing the door handle.
DominicShe is hesitating. I should not be doing this. I managed to spend the entire day not talking to her about anything that was not work-related. Violet should say no. “Okay, “She says, “I let the driver go for the night, and I don’t want to make him come all the way here. But only if I am not causing you trouble, or... “I get up and pick up my jacket. “Let’s go. “We are silent as we walk towards the elevator. I don't say anything, even though all I want is to press her towards the wall and kiss her. taste her. Feel her underneath me. I shake my head. Violet is married to my own brother. My hand closes in a fist in the pocket of my coat, instead of around her. We get in the car and I catch the faint scent of her perfume as she settles in the passenger seat. Violet is as pretty as I remember her, if not more. She has this natural, casual beauty that I’ve always liked. It was messy before. Untamed. She was more unaware of it. Now, she has learned how to carry herself, and
Violet I get in and pause before turning on the lights. Something’s off. I can’t say what, but I know it’s there. Then I notice the outline of his figure, sitting in the armchair, the window behind him. I instantly find the switch. Conor is sitting a few feet away from me, drinking. “Where were you?” He asks and I close the door carefully behind me - to give myself time to think of an answer. “Out. “ I say. “Out?” He growls the words. “With who?” “Since when is this sudden interest in how I spend my free time?” “Since you have become my wife. “ “ Oh, come on, Conor…” I let out a quiet protest slip my mouth. He grabs the glass and throws it. I almost jump in my spot. The crystal shatters and the hundreds of pieces fly with a clatter to the floor. My heart is picking up its pace, but I am not going to show him that I am scared. “I will give you one more chance to explain to me where you were. “ Conor says. “I went out after work. Why are you here?” “I have
Violet Dominic’s and my eyes meet. Then they travel to Anastasia, who is a pretty jewel, standing on his right side. All the men are looking at her. You see, there’s a difference between having me there, and her. Despite how I look, they will always see me as a competition. As someone, they have to outwork or outsmart. They will feel obliged to show me who has the upper hand, who is the dominant sex in the words of politics and economics. While Anastasia… Well, she is a beautiful creature they want to look at. I am sure they don’t even attempt to talk to her. Not so much because they can’t think of what to tell her - those men are some of the smartest people in the world, I am sure they can strike up a simple conversation with anyone, but there’s something else. The reason why they don’t talk to her is because they see no point in it. Because they have one aim - to sleep with her. Sex doesn’t involve too much talking. It often doesn’t even require you to respect the intelli
Violet“You kept staring at her!” Anastasia yells. I approach carefully and pause behind the corner. “What the hell are you talking about?”Dominic asks, voice even, which seems to drive her crazy. “You did! You kept looking at her! Do you think I didn’t notice? Everyone did. ““You are exaggerating. ““ ME? EXAGGERATING? And what was all this talking about art and shit? ““What?” “You heard me, “ she keeps yelling, “Since when do you care about this stuff?”“Always, “he says, his voice is still well-controlled. “I was just never able to talk to you about this. “AAA GGGHH!”Anastasia exclaims, then continues complaining. “What the hell is up to you?” she goes on , “It’s like you are an entirely different person since we came to this stupid place!”“I never asked you to come with me . “He says, lightly and - I assume- she kicks something. “I want to leave!”Anastasia yells “I don’t want to be here! I HATE this fuckign place. I HAVE everyone here, and their…. everything, I hat
Violet “No, no, “ I say, “We aren’t …” “Miss Hale is my brother’s wife, “ Dominic explains, “Hence, the names. “ “Oh…” The receptionist nods, “Nevertheless, the suite is spacious enough for more than four people, even. “ ‘Isn't there anything else we can do?” I ask and the receptionist continues looking at me in the same perplexed way. “Anything else as in…?” “Maybe I could take another room? “ I ask, hopeful. “Uh… “ she stutters, “Let me see what I can find. “ The woman checks and after a few seconds, she shakes her head. “I am afraid we are fully booked. “ Then she looks up from the screen. “At this time of the year, we are always …” “Of course,” Dominica says, then turns to me,” We can figure it out, though, right? ” “Okay, “ I agree and we heed to the room. We get in the elevator and the bellhop gets on with us. Dominic and I are at the back and I close my eyes briefly. I am going to spend the next few days with Dominic. That might turn out to be harder than
Violet“I’m serious, yes, “ I tell my sister. “Unfortunately. ““Damn, Val, “She says, “This sucks. Way more than the situation I am in. ““Nothing is going to happen. I mean it. ““Keep telling yourself that. You are literally in the most romantic city in the whole world. And you are telling me nothing is going to happen?““Yes.”“Right.”She snorts. “Come on, it’s unthinkable. ““But you are thinking about this!” Evie argues. I cover my eyes with my palm. “I have to go.”“I am sure you do. ““Evie!” I protest but she answers with a smile in her voice. “I love you, sis. “she says, “I will call you back again when we decide to come back. ““Okay. I love you too. Have fun. ““You too. “We hang up and I take a look around the spacious bedroom, looking for my bag. The room is huge - a giant bed, a table with armchairs around it. A huge bathroom with a bathtub and big mirrors. The receptionist didn’t exaggerate- the place is enough for more than four people, even.“Stop overthink
VioletAfter less than two hours I am looking at one of the most beautiful views I have ever seen. The wind is warm, dancing on the surface of the crystal blue water. The beach is only a few feet away from us and I can’t wait to feel the sand underneath my feet. “It’s… I never knew places like this exist. “I say, unable to look away from the view. “It’s one of my favourite places. ““What is it called?”I glance at him. Dominic is standing next to me, the wind dancing in his hair. “The area is called Deauville. It’s almost 2,5 hours from Paris. “He says and I frown.“But we came much faster ““I am a good driver, “he winks at me. “This is a very small private beach, “ he goes on, “I like coming here. “I glance around and notice there are scarcely any people around. The place is tucked neatly between two cliffs and this beach looks like a small, private paradise. “Is this where you bring all your dates? “I joke, but he replies seriously. “I’ve never seen anyone here before.
Violet The family hotel we go to is very close to the private beach we just visited. It’s a small, cozy house that has beautiful, local flowers in the garden at the front. “It looks more like a home than a hotel. “ I say as we take the steps to the veranda. “In a way it is. “ Dominic opens the door for me and invites me in. The woman at the reception is older than us - almost the same age my mother would be if she was alive. Gray, long hair and tanned skin. I don’t tell myself “She was beautiful when she was young '' because I don’t believe in this- women are beautiful at any age. There’s no “was beautiful '' there's “she is beautiful. “ The woman looks up from her notebook as she hears our approaching footsteps. She gasps, surprise blossoming on her face. “Dominic!” the woman exclaims and spreads her arms wide. She moves past the counter and comes to hug him. The woman is wearing a long, colourful dress which makes her look even prettier. “What are you doing h