LOGINAvery’s POV
The worst part about Ethan Cole isn’t the heartbreak. It isn’t the memory of the rink lights burning into my skin as he shattered me in front of everyone.
It’s that he still smiles at me like nothing ever happened.
“Hey, Ave.” His voice is smooth, practiced charming enough to melt half the school. He falls into step beside me in the hallway, his hockey jacket slung over one shoulder like he’s posing for a magazine cover. “You disappeared after the game the other night.”
“I had somewhere to be,” I mutter, keeping my eyes ahead.
“Yeah?” His grin sharpens, but his tone stays casual. “Not in the bleachers cheering me on?”
I stiffen, but he doesn’t wait for an answer. Instead, he lowers his voice just enough to make it feel like a knife sliding between my ribs.
“You used to love watching me play. Shame you couldn’t handle the heat when things got tough.”
I whip my head toward him, glare sharp enough to cut. “You don’t get to say that.”
He just shrugs, all faux innocence. “I’m just saying… the rink isn’t for everyone. Some people are too weak to stay on the ice.”
My fists clench at my sides. He knows exactly what he’s doing pretending to be the good guy while digging claws into every old wound.
And the worst part? People believe him. They always believe him.
At lunch, it gets worse.
Much worse than you could possibly imagine.
Cassandra Leclair is perched on Ethan’s lap like she owns the cafeteria. Her perfect hair gleams under the fluorescent lights, her laugh sharp and calculated.
I’m barely seated with Lila before Cassandra’s gaze sweeps across the room and lands on me.
“Oh, Avery,” she calls, her voice dripping with sugar. “Did you see Ethan’s hat trick last game? He was incredible. Not that you’d know.”
Her friends titter, and I grit my teeth.
“I was busy,” I say flatly.
Her smile is dagger-sharp. “Right. Busy doing… what exactly? Because you don’t look very busy.”
Lila kicks me under the table before I can fire back. “Ignore her,” she hisses.
But ignoring Cassandra is impossible. Every flick of her hair, every hand on Ethan’s shoulder it’s all a reminder: she’s the queen now, and I’m the ghost of last season.
Later, I’m digging through my locker when a shadow falls over me.
“Careful, Hart. People might start thinking you care about hockey again.”
I slam the locker shut, finding Jax leaning casually against the one beside it. That damn smirk is back, scar catching the light.
“What do you want?” I snap.
He raises his hands in mock surrender. “Relax. Just observing. You looked like you wanted to murder Cole at lunch.”
“Maybe I did.”
His smirk widens. “Now we’re getting somewhere.”
I try to shoulder past him, but he shifts, blocking me with lazy precision. “So? Have you given my offer any thought?”
“No.”
“Liar.” His eyes flick to the crumpled scholarship flyer sticking out of my notebook. “It’s eating you alive.”
My cheeks burn. I shove past him, refusing to let him see the cracks.
But his voice follows me down the hall, low and taunting. “Tick-tock, Hart. You won’t stay on the sidelines forever.”
By the time I collapse into Lila’s room that night, I’m a mess of frustration. I pace while she sprawls on her bed, scrolling through her phone.
“You should do it,” she says suddenly.
I stop mid-step. “What?”
“Take Jax’s deal. Fake-date him, let him train you, whatever. You want that scholarship, don’t you?”
I gape. “Lila he’s Jaxon Reid. The guy who nearly got arrested. The guy everyone whispers about.”
“Yeah, and?” She sets her phone down, eyes sharp. “Ethan’s been under your skin for months. Cassandra’s making your life hell. You think you’re going to win if you keep hiding? If you keep letting them win?”
Her words land like stones in my chest. Because I know she’s right.
But the thought of trusting Jax, the boy who smirks like he knows every secret I’ve tried to bury, terrifies me.
“I don’t know if I can,” I whisper.
Lila leans forward, her expression softening. “You can. And maybe you should. For once, stop letting Ethan write your story.”
The room falls quiet. My chest aches.
The next day, I find him leaning against the bleachers after gym, tossing a puck into the air like he has all the time in the world.
He doesn’t look surprised to see me. In fact, he smirks like he’s been waiting.
“So,” he says. “What’s it gonna be, Hart?”
I swallow hard. My pulse races. This is insane. This is reckless. This is exactly the kind of thing that could blow up my life.
But Lila’s words echo in my head. Stop letting Ethan win.
I square my shoulders, walk up to him, and extend my hand.
“Fine,” I say, my voice steadier than I feel. “Deal.”
His smirk softens into something sharper, hungrier. He takes my hand, his grip firm, lingering just long enough to send a shiver up my arm.
Our eyes lock. His eyes are darker than I realized, flecked with something dangerous.
“You won’t regret this, Hart,” he murmurs, his voice low enough that only I can hear. Then his smile twists.
“Unless you fall for me.”
The words sink into my skin like ice.
And I hate that a part of me wonders if he’s daring me to.
AVERYTraining ended immediately after that kiss as I bolted out of the rink and the school without a word.That was yesterday.I attended school a lot earlier than I ever had, arriving about an hour before school started because I knew Jax would be waiting for me.In school, I've done my utmost best to avoid even mistakenly glancing at Jax.He didn't try to get my attention either, but I could tell that he was staring at me sometimes.I didn't know what I felt.That was what made this even more awkward than it should have been.It was just a kiss.Ethan might have been the only guy I've kissed but I knew a few girls who had kissed more guys without dating them or having any feelings attached.Games like Truth or Dare literally encourage these. People do it all the time.Then, why was it so difficult for me to ignore this kiss with Jax?He didn't force himself on me. I kissed him back.Why was I avoiding him?I had absolutely no idea.All I knew was that I couldn't possibly be in the
AVERY Jax's eyes burned. Those were the only words that could describe the feeling I got from his glare. His gritted teeth and the tense atmosphere helped lend credence to my otherwise nonsensical claim. "Take your hand off me," I said coldly, maintaining a false air of confidence and calm. His eyes softened just a little bit as he stared down at his hand which still gripped my wrist. "I apologize," he said as he let go of me. "I got a little emotional.""I can see," I said as I massaged my wrist. His grip didn't hurt, but it was still uncomfortable. "We will end here for -""No," I interrupted. "I will keep training. The scholarship is coming soon. The last thing I wanna do is waste precious time over something that barely concerns me."Jax said nothing in return. He simply stared, as if studying me. It was almost like he was reading me. Like he could sense exactly what I thought by staring. It was unnerving. "I will keep training even if you leave," I said, hoping conversati
AVERY POVCassandra's words sent a cold shiver down my spine, causing me to freeze in place. She seemed to notice its effect on me as she smiled at me. "We might not be friends, but I still wouldn't want you in grave danger," she continued. "I don't hate you that much....yet."She straightened up once she noticed Jax approaching and hightailed out of the cafeteria before he reached our table. Jax's eyes followed with a glare full of suspicion as he left. For some reason, those eyes scared me. They held no anger. Just calculated suspicion and an indifference that bordered on being absolutely insensitive. Like he had no emotions. "Here's your sandwich," he said as he placed my tray on the table. "I had her cut back in the cheese a little bit. You need to get in shape if you wanna get that scholarship and trust me, cheese wouldn't help."He placed his own tray down and sat down directly opposite me as he dug into his meal of mashed potatoes and chicken. "You're not curious about my
AVERY POV"Avery," a familiar voice voice called just as I was about to round the corner, heading to the school's gate. "Jax?" I turned with a bit of surprise. He was leaning on the wall in an alley, as if waiting for someone. "I don't think I've ever seen you in school this early."He shrugged in response as he pushed off the wall and strolled over to me."I've been waiting for about 10 minutes. You really do go to school too early. Such a model student."I did not miss the sarcasm in his tone. "Why were you waiting for me?" He cocked an eyebrow in amusement. "Is it weird that I'm waiting for my girlfriend?" I rolled my eyes in response. "Jax, yesterday was just....""Trying to get one up against Cassandra?" He completed. "I know. The point is the fact that everyone knows now. You've made it public, like I thought you would."I scoffed at that. "You never intended to let me choose, did you? You already made the choice for me.""No," he shook his head with a chuckle. "I did let
AVERY POVI held my tongue until we were out of the school grounds and we'll put of earshot of Ethan before breaking my silence. "What was the meaning of that?" I hissed, pulling away from him as he still has his arm wrapped around me. "You didn't have to tell him that."Jax gave me an amused look, like he expected me to do exactly this. "He's gonna hassle you all night unless I told him off.""And you could have done that without claiming that I was your girlfriend," I retorted. "That would have definitely led to a brawl," Jax said nonchalantly as he adjusted his bag. "You already have enough going against you here. I'm pretty sure you wouldn't want a rumour spreading about two guys fighting over you.""Ethan wouldn't fight over me," I replied, my voice softer this time. Jax didn't answer immediately. His eyes scanned me instead. That penetrating stare I hated so much. "Stop staring.""Do you have feelings for Ethan?" I was dumbstruck by the question, so much so that it took me
AVERY POVI left the rink in a rush, perturbed by the words from Jax."You should be scared."Coming from anyone else, I might think of it as silly, or even corny. But something about Jax made the same words seem like something more. Like a warning. For the umpteenth time since I decided to agree to this deal, I asked myself if I was making the right decision. Ethan's ramblings about bad choices as he ran out do not seem as ridiculous as it sounded. Jax on the other hand, seemed quite relaxed after that statement. With an easy smirk playing in his lips, he srolled out of the changing room just as I emerged from the female section. "Same time, tomorrow," he said as he casually hooked his bag on one arm, the other stuffed in his pocket, a habit he seemed to do unconsciously. "Don't pull me into your power tussle with Ethan," I said firmly, earning a cocked eyebrow from Jax. "You think I'm having a power tussle with the golden boy?" He scoffed. "He came in here. I didn't go out to







