ログインAvery’s POV
The ice is colder than I remember.
My skates scrape clumsily across the surface, every wobble echoing in my bones. I used to own this place fluid strides, confident cuts, the girl who never faltered. Now, I feel like a stranger.
“Pathetic,” Jax mutters from the blue line. He doesn’t raise his voice, but the word carries, sharp as a slap.
I shoot him a glare. “I’m a little out of practice.”
“A little?” He smirks, lazily gliding toward me. Effortless. Like the ice bends for him. “You look like Bambi on roller skates.”
Heat surges to my cheeks. “You’re supposed to be helping me.”
“I am.” He flicks a puck in my direction. “Rule number one: stop whining.”
The puck skitters across the ice. Instinct kicks in I catch it on my stick, handle it without thinking. For a second, it feels right. Then my balance falters, and I stumble.
Jax’s laugh cuts through the rink. Low, amused, maddening. It was like him teasing me, except it wasn't hurtful in a way.
“Shut up,” I snap, scrambling to stay upright.
He circles me like a predator, stick tapping the ice. “Not until you stop skating like a toddler. Again.”
The next hour is torture. He drills me harder than any coach ever did. Stops, starts, stickhandling drills, sprint laps that leave my lungs burning. Every mistake earns a sarcastic quip.
“You call that a shot? My grandma hits harder.”
“You gonna cry, Hart, or you gonna skate?”
“You want that scholarship? Prove it.”
Each jab digs under my skin, fueling me. My muscles ache, sweat drips down my neck, but I refuse to quit. Not with him watching.
By the time I finally land a clean shot, it rattles into the net with a satisfying clang. My chest heaves, but adrenaline floods through me.
Jax nods once. “Better.”
It’s not praise, not really. But my stupid heart soaks it up anyway.
We collapse on the bench for a breather, both flushed from the effort.
“You’re insane,” I mutter, wiping my face with my sleeve.
“Thank you.”
“That wasn’t a compliment.”
He smirks, leaning back with his arms spread across the bench like he owns it. “You’ll thank me later when you don’t embarrass yourself at tryouts.”
“You really think this’ll work?” I ask, my voice quieter than I intend.
His eyes catch mine, sharp and unflinching. “Only if you stop holding back.”
The words linger, heavy with something unsaid. I stared back at him in the eyes, searching for something I couldn't possibly name. Something I had no idea I was looking for. As if gaining my stance, I break the gaze first, staring down at my skates.
The creak of the arena door snaps my head up.
Ethan strides in, stick in hand, like he belongs here. His easy smile vanishes when his eyes land on Jax and then on me.
“What the hell is this?” he demands.
My stomach knots. “It’s...”
“Practice,” Jax cuts in smoothly, rising to his feet. His smirk is taunting, calculated. “She’s training. With me.”
Ethan’s jaw tightens. “You don’t get near her, Reid. You hear me?”
“Oh?” Jax tilts his head, amused. “And who’s gonna stop me? You?”
The air thickens. Ethan’s grip tightens on his stick. Jax steps closer, daring him. Two storms are about to collide.
My heart hammers.
What was happen here right now? Why was my heat beating so fast I can barely control it?
“Stop!” The word rips out of me before I can think. I skate between them, planting myself in the middle. My legs tremble, but I force my voice steady. “Enough. I’m not your pawn, Ethan. And Jax doesn’t pretend this is about me. This is your ego talking.”
Silence.
Both boys glare at each other over my shoulder, but neither moves. For the first time, it feels like they actually hear me.
"Why exactly are you guys fighting?" I ask, even though I knew I didn't want to hear the answer.
“Yeah, Ethan, why are we fighting?” Jax ask, a smirk lighting his face.
Oh I would do anything to wipe that dirty smirk off his face.
Ethan stared at us for a while, his eyes staring daggers at Jax. Boy if looks could kill, Jax would have dropped to the ground by now.
“Is this how we are going to do this now? What has come over you, Ava?” he asks.
I scoffed. Now he has a pet name for me?
“Ethan, please if you don't mind, we were practicing,” I said, sighing. I don't have time to deal with this right now.
“Really?” he raises his brow, unsure of what I just said.
“Really, Ethan,” I say, staring at Jax so he wouldn't say anything more.
Ethan leaves eventually, muttering something about “bad choices” and slamming the door. The sound echoes long after he’s gone.
I sag with relief, turning back toward the ice. Jax is watching me, unreadable.
“You’ve got more fight than I thought,” he says finally.
I bristle. “Don’t sound so surprised.”
We finish the drills in tense silence, the rink slowly emptying as the night deepens. By the time I unlace my skates, the place is deserted just me, Jax, and the echo of our blades on ice.
He steps closer, too close. My breath catches.
“You’re scared of me,” he murmurs, voice low enough to sink straight into my bones.
I force myself to hold his gaze. “I’m not ”
“Good.” His smirk is slow, dangerous. “You should be.”
The words hang between us, sharp and electric.
And for the first time, I can’t tell if he’s warning me… or daring me.
Avery's POVThe appearance of Mr. Thorne sent dreading shockwave through me. I instinctively bent down and picked up the key wondering why he didn't make a move for it.“Mr. Thorne,” I managed and forced an innocent and surprise expression. “I apologize. I couldn’t sleep so I decided to work on my weaknesses. I know the arena is closed.”Stepping fully onto the safety mat, Mr. Thorne's eyes dissected me with precision that made my skin crawl.“You're ambitious, Avery and I admire that,” he said with a low voice “That’s what separates the best from the rest. You are just like Ethan. You two are quite the pair.”As he paused and stared at the benches where Cassandra had just huddled, my heart pounded against my ribs. Had he seen her?“I just came from the east wing,” he continued smoothly. “We had an issue, it was a loose door latch. So, I decided to make a quick sweep of the facilities myself. Did you see anyone else lurking around?” he asked suspiciously.He must have seen something.
Avery's POV I had sent the man who genuinely cared for me away and walked directly into the trap of the man who sought to control and use me.Every time Ethan’s hand rested on my arm while flashing his smile, I fought the urge to scream. But the fear was too big. The realization that Ethan was the architect of an entire cover-up kept my lips sealed and my movements cautious.If I expose him, I would be exposing myself as a fool who ran back to her abusive boyfriend. I would jeopardize the team, the tournament and everything I’d worked for. Four days after Jax’s disappearance, the rink felt less like a sanctuary and more like a gilded cage. Every movement I made was under Ethan’s scrutiny and instruction.“No, Avery, not that speed,” he called out from the boards during one of our training session. “Hold back slightly. You’re over-rotating that combination spin. We need flawless execution, not reckless power.”I pulled back and forced my speed down. I landed the final jump and skate
Avery's POVI became a bit relaxed as Jax finally turned to leave and I watched until he faded out of my sight“Come on, Avery. It’s late,” Ethan murmured and his golden boy personality was fully restored. “Let’s get you home.”As he walked me towards his car, I felt like a puppet whose strings had just been transferred to a new handler. Jax had vanished into the darkness, and I had chosen stability, but I still felt unstable. Though Jax had come back, he still skipped practice and didn't show up for any of his remaining classes in the following two days. The other students also seemed to have all adopted Ethan’s rumors that Jax was a liability who had finally abandoned his commitments.The spread made me feel somehow guilty and it kept weighing me down.Jax never lied about his intentions toward me. He was only secretive about the details of his past.In Jax's absence, Ethan was suddenly everywhere and always checking on me. He would send me a text before breakfast, and we would ha
Avery's POV I took another step back. My heart pounded from the realization of Ethan’s malice. This was not someone who wanted to protect me; he was a monster who wanted to own me by eliminating his rival.Before I could reply, a figure moved out from the back of a large delivery van parked across the lot.It was Jax.And he was walking towards the parking lot.Has he not left town?Has he been watching me since he dropped the letter?His face was furious as a result of being cheated. He pulled down his hood and clenched his hands at his sides while staring at us with his eyes cold and devastating Ethan immediately tensed as he saw his eyes. “Get out of here, Jax,” Ethan commanded with a sharp voice that could command authority from the fainthearted. “You are going to get a restraining order if you don't stop stalking her.”Jax ignored him and focused on me. His dark eyes burned as he stared at me and took position beside Ethan.“You came back to him,” Jax said in a low voice. “Afte
Avery's POV The note was like a blow to my gut. Jax was gone.Standing on the porch with the note clutched in my hand, the truth of the sealed file suddenly hit me with force. He didn't fight to have me, he didn't try to explain and he didn't show the rage I expected from him. He simply vanished and that confirmed that he was a dangerous villain who could cut ties before things would get complicated.After everything, from the kisses to the shared triumph on the ice, he just abandoned me to the aftermath of the rumors and the scandal. He let the sealed file and my fear win. The intense connection I felt with him could only be taken as my desperate need for validation.Was he even capable of a real relationship?He was just a damaged soul that was running from consequences. I spent the evening in a state of numb exhaustion. When I recovered, I called Lila and told her Jax was gone. I lied about the note and told her that he just left without a word as I didn't want to admit the fi
Avery's POVThe collision with Jax left me reeling with my heart slamming against my ribs like a trapped bird. The force of his question and the intensity in his eyes were terrifying. They were so close to the violence that the file hinted at. I yanked my wrist free and ran off in the other direction.He lunged forward but I didn't wait. I abandoned my journey towards the cafeteria to meet Lila and turned into the nearest empty corridor, as I was in desperate need of space.I spent the rest of the school day like a ghost. I skipped the afternoon classes and hid in the dusty and rarely used bleachers of the auxiliary gym. I just wanted to avoid running into Jax. Despite not encountering him, it still felt like I could see him in every shadow. All the details from the files kept haunting me.My mind was just like a relentless and exhausting battlefield.I had been played again. I should have known better than to trust such a too-good-to-be-true nice handsome boy, he was bound to have







