LOGINAvery’s POV
The ice is colder than I remember.
My skates scrape clumsily across the surface, every wobble echoing in my bones. I used to own this place fluid strides, confident cuts, the girl who never faltered. Now, I feel like a stranger.
“Pathetic,” Jax mutters from the blue line. He doesn’t raise his voice, but the word carries, sharp as a slap.
I shoot him a glare. “I’m a little out of practice.”
“A little?” He smirks, lazily gliding toward me. Effortless. Like the ice bends for him. “You look like Bambi on roller skates.”
Heat surges to my cheeks. “You’re supposed to be helping me.”
“I am.” He flicks a puck in my direction. “Rule number one: stop whining.”
The puck skitters across the ice. Instinct kicks in I catch it on my stick, handle it without thinking. For a second, it feels right. Then my balance falters, and I stumble.
Jax’s laugh cuts through the rink. Low, amused, maddening. It was like him teasing me, except it wasn't hurtful in a way.
“Shut up,” I snap, scrambling to stay upright.
He circles me like a predator, stick tapping the ice. “Not until you stop skating like a toddler. Again.”
The next hour is torture. He drills me harder than any coach ever did. Stops, starts, stickhandling drills, sprint laps that leave my lungs burning. Every mistake earns a sarcastic quip.
“You call that a shot? My grandma hits harder.”
“You gonna cry, Hart, or you gonna skate?”
“You want that scholarship? Prove it.”
Each jab digs under my skin, fueling me. My muscles ache, sweat drips down my neck, but I refuse to quit. Not with him watching.
By the time I finally land a clean shot, it rattles into the net with a satisfying clang. My chest heaves, but adrenaline floods through me.
Jax nods once. “Better.”
It’s not praise, not really. But my stupid heart soaks it up anyway.
We collapse on the bench for a breather, both flushed from the effort.
“You’re insane,” I mutter, wiping my face with my sleeve.
“Thank you.”
“That wasn’t a compliment.”
He smirks, leaning back with his arms spread across the bench like he owns it. “You’ll thank me later when you don’t embarrass yourself at tryouts.”
“You really think this’ll work?” I ask, my voice quieter than I intend.
His eyes catch mine, sharp and unflinching. “Only if you stop holding back.”
The words linger, heavy with something unsaid. I stared back at him in the eyes, searching for something I couldn't possibly name. Something I had no idea I was looking for. As if gaining my stance, I break the gaze first, staring down at my skates.
The creak of the arena door snaps my head up.
Ethan strides in, stick in hand, like he belongs here. His easy smile vanishes when his eyes land on Jax and then on me.
“What the hell is this?” he demands.
My stomach knots. “It’s...”
“Practice,” Jax cuts in smoothly, rising to his feet. His smirk is taunting, calculated. “She’s training. With me.”
Ethan’s jaw tightens. “You don’t get near her, Reid. You hear me?”
“Oh?” Jax tilts his head, amused. “And who’s gonna stop me? You?”
The air thickens. Ethan’s grip tightens on his stick. Jax steps closer, daring him. Two storms are about to collide.
My heart hammers.
What was happen here right now? Why was my heat beating so fast I can barely control it?
“Stop!” The word rips out of me before I can think. I skate between them, planting myself in the middle. My legs tremble, but I force my voice steady. “Enough. I’m not your pawn, Ethan. And Jax doesn’t pretend this is about me. This is your ego talking.”
Silence.
Both boys glare at each other over my shoulder, but neither moves. For the first time, it feels like they actually hear me.
"Why exactly are you guys fighting?" I ask, even though I knew I didn't want to hear the answer.
“Yeah, Ethan, why are we fighting?” Jax ask, a smirk lighting his face.
Oh I would do anything to wipe that dirty smirk off his face.
Ethan stared at us for a while, his eyes staring daggers at Jax. Boy if looks could kill, Jax would have dropped to the ground by now.
“Is this how we are going to do this now? What has come over you, Ava?” he asks.
I scoffed. Now he has a pet name for me?
“Ethan, please if you don't mind, we were practicing,” I said, sighing. I don't have time to deal with this right now.
“Really?” he raises his brow, unsure of what I just said.
“Really, Ethan,” I say, staring at Jax so he wouldn't say anything more.
Ethan leaves eventually, muttering something about “bad choices” and slamming the door. The sound echoes long after he’s gone.
I sag with relief, turning back toward the ice. Jax is watching me, unreadable.
“You’ve got more fight than I thought,” he says finally.
I bristle. “Don’t sound so surprised.”
We finish the drills in tense silence, the rink slowly emptying as the night deepens. By the time I unlace my skates, the place is deserted just me, Jax, and the echo of our blades on ice.
He steps closer, too close. My breath catches.
“You’re scared of me,” he murmurs, voice low enough to sink straight into my bones.
I force myself to hold his gaze. “I’m not ”
“Good.” His smirk is slow, dangerous. “You should be.”
The words hang between us, sharp and electric.
And for the first time, I can’t tell if he’s warning me… or daring me.
Avery's POV"What?" I couldn't control the volume of my voice as Dylan disclosed the information.All the other players turned to us and Dylan's eyes widened in panic."What's going on there?" John asked with a small frown grazing his face.Dylan glared at me before turning to the other players. "There's nothing going on here, Captain.""We don't get our official jersey?" I asked to cut Dylan off.Dylan tried to cover my mouth, but it was difficult to reach me as I had veered away from his reach.John's frown deepened as he crossed his arms on his chest."Yes," John replied. "The school only gives us a certain amount of budget, so we can't give second-string players their own jersey. It has been like this since the club has been established.""Aren't we a part of the team too?" I asked as it seemed unfair how we were being treated differently."You are," John sighed while massaging the bridge of his nose. "But we are not in any league or competition at the moment, so the school decide
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Avery's POV I didn't want to see Dr. Monroe after class. Seeing his scary face would not only ruin my day, it would also mean I would be late to my very first Hockey practice.I was already late to the tryouts, so I definitely didn't want to repeat history.I looked around and observed my classmates' faces. Then, I stared right back into Dr. Monroe's eyes. Thankfully, he didn't notice that I was glaring at him.If I accepted my score, then it would confirm that I, actually, cheated on the assignment.If I chose the other option, then I was sure I was going to be late to my first Hockey training.However, in those two options, I knew I was going to be doubted either way.So, I shrugged and sat back down in my seat to show that I had accepted my score of zero. My classmates looked at me with judging expressions even though most of them copied other people's homework.Dr. Monroe smirked as he walked over to the board. Then, he shook his head while muttering to himself, "That's what I th
Avery's POV Dr. Monroe entered the classroom with a face that couldn't be painted. He always looked like a sheep that had been milked a couple more times than the ordinary, but today, he appeared even more dehydrated.It seemed like I wasn't the only one who noticed the shift in his attitude. Everyone in the class became quiet as soon as he entered the classroom.The old man placed down his belongings on the table in a way calmer than we had anticipated. The action made all of us even more nervous as we all seemed to be wondering what had gotten into the old man's head."First, let us deal with the answers to your assignment," he said and turned around to write on the board.One brave soul raised her hand and asked a question."Aren't you going to give us back our papers, sir?"Dr. Monroe turned around with a subtle glare in his eyes. The girl swiftly zipped her mouth shut and stopped prying further.Dr. Monroe wrote down the answers on the board and rapidly discussed the rationale b
Avery's POVI looked down at the extra shoes I planned on bringing to school. I couldn't help but sigh when I felt the hardened glue on its soles. It was ruined on the day of her tryouts and I hadn't gotten around to replace them yet.The only other pair of shoes I had was made out of canvas. It was in better condition but it didn't really befit me.I stood from my bed and went to Grandma Jo to ask her to buy me a new pair of shoes.However, as I got to the kitchen, I saw Grandma Jo sniffing while counting the money she earned yesterday. Her eyes were welled up with tears while a stack of money danced in her hands. She wiped her eyes with her hands but it only made her tear up even more.I pursed my lips as soon as I saw this. Grandma Jo must not have made enough money yesterday."I can't ask for anything now. I had to contact my parents but they are still angry at me," I whispered and went back to my room to quickly pack the worn-out rubber shoes. I also packed the jersey that Bee ha
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