Mag-log inThe day I find out my wife, Astrid Miller, has cheated on me while pregnant with my child, I begin to suffer from depression. The 99th time I take the pill, hoping to end my life, my baby daughter, Naomi Sage, wails in her stroller. My buddy, Ethan Wilde, digs the pill out from my throat. When Astrid sends me to the ER, she makes me a promise out of sheer guilt. "Charlie, I want you to write down a wish for every single day you remain alive. When you finally get better, I'll grant all your wishes." The day I write down my 1000th wish, the psychiatric hospital releases me. Elated, I go home early to surprise my family, only to find my wedding photo has been replaced with a wall of unfamiliar pictures. Ethan, Astrid, and Naomi smile and pose like a happy family of three in those travel photographs. Beneath an empty frame, a caption reads, "Wonderland". I log into my burner account to browse Ethan's TikTok. The latest video is taken in Wonderland. "This is the last time I'll spend time with you and Naomi. I hope we can be a proper family in our next lives." The comments are filled with lament. There are mutual friends of ours, a colleague of mine… At the bottom is Astrid. "Ethan, thank you for providing me a safe space to breathe in these last three years. If we meet again in our next lives, I hope you'll be my husband." My fingers are trembling as I tap into Ethan's main profile. Thousands of other videos alike fill the screen. For more than three years, he has never once been absent from Astrid and Naomi's lives. I quietly take out my wish list. I erase the last entry, "Being with you forever," and replace it with "I hope you get what you want." Astrid doesn't need to wait for this life to end. Ethan can easily replace me and step up as the better husband and father now. The only catch is that I'll be the first to leave.
view moreCharlie's POVAstrid took out a photo album. Inside were the magazine covers I modeled for years ago.I froze. I had searched everywhere for them before and thought they were gone for good. I never knew she had secretly kept them all this time.Naomi opened the album, her fingertips tracing each picture of my face. Tears fell onto the pictures, leaving little wet flowers behind. She panicked and hurriedly wiped them away."Oh, no. I can't get Daddy's face dirty."Astrid's eyes were rimmed red too. I simply watched them coldly and let out a silent sigh.The next day, Ethan was taken to court. He was charged with falsifying my medical records, which indirectly led to my death.Knowing there was no way out, Ethan decided to expose everything he and Astrid had done over the past three years in front of the reporters."Astrid, you really think you're so innocent? For three years, while Charlie was locked away in that hospital, you and your daughter traveled all over the place with m
Charlie's POVIt wasn't long before Astrid had a court summons served to Ethan.That same day, someone pounded on the front door. The moment she opened it, Ethan dropped to his knees. His face was deathly pale, and he was sobbing uncontrollably."Astrid, I messed up. I really know that now. For the sake of the four years we spent together, please forgive me."He pulled out a ring, the sight of it glaring. It was exactly like the one Astrid gave me years ago.Back then, she had smiled and told me it was called the "forgiveness ring". Whenever we argued, and I made her angry, all I had to do was show her the ring, and she would forgive me.I smiled and promised I would, but she had not only given that ring to me, but also to Ethan.Astrid's body trembled. Seeing an opening, Ethan pressed on through his tears."Astrid, I was Charlie's best friend. His death wasn't entirely my fault. If you send me to prison, there'll be a huge scandal. Charlie's already dead anyway. Why not just l
Third-Person POV"No, you can't!" Ethan bellowed. "That's my baby too! You have no right to abort it!"Astrid didn't look at him. Her voice remained calm and flat. "And you don't get a say. "If you hadn't done this, I would've bought you a villa and made sure you could raise our child properly. They would've grown up healthy."Her voice faltered. Charlie was dead, and her heart had died with him.Humans were strange. When they loved someone, they took them for granted. It was only after they lost the other person that they desperately tried to make up for everything they failed to give that person.Realizing Astrid wasn't joking, Ethan finally panicked. He turned to Naomi, who had been standing silent nearby, and grabbed her shoulders."Naomi, you like me, don't you?" he cried. "I'll buy you all the snacks and toys you want. Please, help me talk to your mommy. If I actually go to prison, I'm finished."Naomi no longer obeyed him the way she used to. Tears still streaked her
Third-Person POVEthan's heart missed a beat.Indeed, there had been something wrong with Charlie's medical report earlier that day, but Ethan hadn't taken the time to read it. He simply had someone alter it.He only wanted to see whether Astrid still trusted him the way she used to. Conveniently, it would also force Charlie to understand where he stood. Maybe then he would finally give up his place as Astrid's husband.He had imagined many scenarios, but the one he had never pictured was pushing Charlie to the point of no return.Ethan forced a smile. "Astrid, stop joking. Charlie was fine just now. How could he be…"Astrid pulled open her coat, revealing the urn and the death certificate. The bright red official stamp cut into his eyes like a knife.Ethan's heart sank even further. His hands started trembling uncontrollably as he desperately tried to suppress his panic."Astrid, whatever happened, let's go home and talk about it. But first, I left something at the hospital.


















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