I DIDN'T MEAN IT 5

TAYLOR MACKENZIE

I increased my pace to my room, I didn't just share a kiss with Diego, what was I thinking? It definitely wasn't a deliberate act, it was an accident.

I slammed the door to my room shut, sat on the ground and hugged my legs. What did I just do? I hope he understood it was a mistake, I just wanted to thank him for saving my life, the falling into the pool to see his reaction just came up and wasn't part of my plan. I was going to swim out when I saw him dive in, he came to get me, seems like the Salvatore children were going to be my liberation, I just needed to be on their good side all the time. I already got Olivia and soon I'll get Diego.

The next morning, I woke up to myself sleeping on the ground. I must have forgotten myself while thinking and slept on the ground. I stood up and headed to the bathroom.

When I was out, I was informed by Emy that Donovan has gone out for an emergency meetup, I was grateful he was gone, the man gave me the scare of my life.

"Take this juice to Mr. Diego in the sitting room."

"Huh?" The words rushed out but Emy didn't repeat herself. Could someone please tell her, I was avoiding him.

I put the drink in a tray and left her presence. Sometimes I wondered why Emy behaves the way she does, if she didn't like her job, she could as well quit and not act like she's doing anyone a favor.

I clutched the tray tight as I approached the sitting room. Diego was seated, his eyes shut close but I needed no angel to tell me he was far from sleep.

I walked in and dropped it carefully so as not to make a sound, just as I tried tiptoeing out, his voice stopped me.

"How long are you going to hide? That's a game you don't want to play."

Before I could say a word, he grabbed my arm and forced me to face him, our chest collided and he trapped me in his embraced.

"What are you doing? Olivia will see us," I said.

"Olivia pays no attention to me."

"Uh, Emy- she wouldn't want this," I said.

"Would she? Except she's tired of living her miserable life, then she's free to meddle in my business."

"I'm sorry, yesterday was an accident and I hope it doesn't happen again. I mean, I'm a nanny and I-"

"Shut up, Taylor!"

I shut my mouth close immediately.

"You gave me something to think about yesterday, it's only fair I do the same for you."

"What?" I whispered and he lowered his gaze to my lips. "Don't make a sound, just feel."

When those words came out, I clenched my fist as I felt wet heat coating between my legs, how could words make you feel suddenly wet. I was in anticipation as his fingers brushed my lips parting them as he stared into my eyes.

He claimed my lips and I melted in his embraced, I opened my mouth, feeling his tongue against my mouth. Was a kiss supposed to be this good, this was as a matter of fact, my first kiss and thank the heavens it was perfect. He deepened the kiss, hungry and insistent as he grinded his hips against mine, plunging his hand in my hair and pulling my mouth against his. I made a sound of need from deep in my throat in return and he smiled.

"You feel that," he whispered against my mouth and I nodded, cause hell yes, I felt it.

He smiled and pulled my hair back, his fingertips brushing over the soft skin of my neck and making goosebumps prickle out all over my body. He started trailing his lips and teeth over my sensitive skin and kissing when he felt like.

This was wrong, I was sold to his father who wouldn't ever approved of this but it felt good. My thoughts were disrupted when I felt his hand raising my gown and his finger trailing my thigh.

I shot him a confused look, my breath coming out in a ragged gasp, but he doesn't seem to stop, not like I wanted him to. His hand reached for my panties and he started pulling them aside.

Shit, what in the world was he doing. He thrust in a finger and heaven knew I almost fell as my legs gave up but he held me firm, when he added another finger, my world shattered, I almost didn't remember who I was because Diego Salvatore was in the game of making me come all over his hand.

"You like this?" He whispered against my ear, his teeth biting on my earlobes and causing me to make moaning sounds.

Just when I was anticipating the third finger, he stopped. He pulled out his fingers and took a step backwards.

"Something to think about," he said putting the two fingers into him mouth, licking and sucking. I was bewildered. He didn't say another word and moved to the table. Taking the juice, he walked out of the sitting room.

Once he was out of my sight, my legs gave up and I collasped onto the ground. I was trembling slightly as between my legs were aching. Was it because I was new to this, or something else.

"What are you doing on the ground?"

My head whipped to the door and I saw Emy standing there. I immediately stood to my feet, trying hard to hide my flushed face due to what happened between I and Diego.

"I'm sorry," I whispered.

She stood there for a while, staring at me, I really hope she didn't witness what happened. After a while, she walked close. "You're a servant girl, Taylor. You shouldn't ever imagine that something wonderful would occur between you and Mr. Diego Salvatore, you'll only hurt yourself because you're a nobody, he has women waiting in line for him, women who can satisfy him more than you. Whatever happened now better not repeat itself. Else, Mr. Donovan will be the first to hear it."

"To hear what?" Donovan's voice came from the door.