The Lost Beta!

Hurt, a word we often feel but seldom use. Is it okay? To not talk about it and let it burn your heart down, wear out your body and still put on a smile while you are surrounded by those who hurt you. Is revenge an answer? Hurting back and watching them scream and beg for mercy. To be like them, to be like Leon. Will that ever be the answer?

“What are you scribbling?”, Ethan walked outside the gates and asked.

“Nothing.”, I closed my diary and wiped my tears with the sleeve of my t-shirt.

“Show me!”, he said and snatched the diary out of my hands.

“There was a time when I was sure, you don’t exist.

And even if you do walk this earth,

Just a speck of dust in this storm,

How am I supposed to even find you?

And then rushed in these thoughts,

Are you looking for me with all you got?

Or have you already given up and settled with the next best thing you saw?

Do you love her like you were meant to love me?

Or are you also staring out of the window,

And unknowingly admiring the sa