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I woke up in a bed that wasn’t mine. The sheets were silk, cool against my bare skin, so smooth they felt like liquid luxury. For a long second, I lay there, my mind tangled in the fog of sleep, my body sore in places I hadn’t felt in a long time. Then, like a slap to the face, it hit me. I’d let a man have his way with me. Without a fight. No overthinking, no self-sabotage, no last-minute exit strategy. Just... me, him, and a night of reckless passion. I exhaled sharply and turned over, expecting to see him beside me, but the bed was empty. A tiny, pathetic part of me was relieved. Because if he were still here, wide awake, looking at me like a mistake he didn't want to make again, I wouldn’t have known what to say. I sat up, clutching the sheets to my chest, and glanced around. The suite was massive. High ceilings, floor-to-ceiling windows that displayed a breathtaking city view, the kind you only saw in magazines. The morning light poured in, illuminating sleek, modern furniture, all in deep, masculine tones—charcoal greys, blacks, and rich browns. To my left, a sitting area featured an L-shaped couch so big it could double as a guest bed. A glass coffee table sat in front of it, a whiskey decanter perched on top, next to an expensive-looking watch. Sports memorabilia decorated the walls—signed jerseys framed in black, a gleaming trophy in a glass case, and an autographed basketball on a shelf. The man I’d slept with wasn’t just rich. He was someone. An athlete, maybe. Or someone who lived and breathed sports. A ridiculous laugh bubbled in my throat. Only I would have a one-night stand with someone wildly out of my league and not even get his name. I got out of bed, my legs still unsteady. Spotting my crumpled dress on the floor, I pulled it on, wincing as I smoothed out the wrinkles. My worn-out shoes were by the couch, and my tattered purse was on the marble counter near the minibar. Grabbing them, I took one last look around before making my exit. I stepped into the elevator, inhaling the faint scent of cologne that clung to my skin. The ride down was silent, but the second the doors slid open, I was reminded of exactly where I was. The lobby oozed wealth. A massive chandelier hung overhead, its crystals catching the light. The air smelled of fresh roses, expensive perfume, and polished wood. People moved with an effortless grace. I pulled my purse strap higher, suddenly hyper-aware of my cheap dress, the smudged eyeliner under my eyes, the way I stuck out like a sore thumb. The doorman gave me a once-over but didn’t say anything as I slipped outside. Cold air hit my skin, waking me up completely. Time to go home. Home wasn’t a high-rise hotel with a view of the skyline. It wasn’t silk sheets, crystal chandeliers, or whiskey decanters. It was a cramped apartment in a building that smelled of fried food and regret and so much misery I wanted to barf at the thought of it. I had only spent one night away from my home, and I felt the difference and didn't want to return. As I walked through the streets, the shift in the atmosphere was jarring. The roads were cracked, littered with cigarette butts and crushed soda cans. Streetlights flickered weakly, barely illuminating the figures loitering on corners. A group of men whistled as I passed. “Where you going, mami?” one called, his voice thick with suggestion. I ignored him, walking faster. “Hey, don’t be like that,” another chuckled. “We just wanna talk.” I turned a corner, heart pounding. This wasn’t the life I envisioned. I’d come here chasing something better, yet here I was—dodging catcalls in a neighbourhood that felt more like a trap than a stepping stone. Finally, I reached my building. The moment I saw my door, my stomach sank. A bright orange notice was taped to it. FINAL NOTICE: RENT PAYMENT IMMEDIATELY OR EVICTION WILL PROCEED. I groaned, ripping it down. Of course. Because one night of pleasure meant reality had to slap me twice as hard. I stepped inside, tossing my purse on the couch. The walls were thin, so I could hear my neighbour yelling at someone over the phone. The faucet in my kitchen dripped, the air smelled faintly of mildew, and the ceiling had a crack that grew longer every time it rained. Collapsing onto my bed, I stared at the ceiling. I needed a better job. **** And for the next few days, I job-hunted like my life depended on it—because it did. I scoured online listings, handed out resumes, and even considered picking up extra shifts at the bar. Just when I was about to lose hope, an agency posted a vacancy. I applied immediately, and by some miracle, I got an email. Interview scheduled for tomorrow. For the first time in weeks, I went to bed with a little bit of hope. The next morning, I dressed in the best outfit I could put together—cheap but decent. It wasn’t a designer, but it was clean, pressed, and made me look employable. The agency’s lobby was sleek, modern, and definitely somewhere rich people visited. Why did everything remind me of my impoverished life? I almost let the thought weigh me down enough to have me turning back and going home, but I beat it out of my system and approached the receptionist, a blonde woman who barely looked up from her nails. “Excuse me,” I said politely. “I’m here for an interview. Where should I wait?” She glanced at me, lips curling in distaste. “Sit anywhere. If they bother calling you.” I blinked. “Right. Thanks for the warm welcome.” She scoffed, turning away. Before I could sit, a woman rushed in, clipboard in hand. She looked frazzled, eyes scanning the room until they landed on me. “You,” she said. “Come with me.” I hesitated. “Me?” “Yes, you. The old cleaner left without a word, and there’s a lot to do.” I stared at her. Then at my clothes. Then back at her. Oh. She thought I was the cleaner. I let out a breathy laugh, looking down at myself. Well, that was humbling. And she was definitely right. “Um,” I said, “I thought there would be an interv—” “How soon can you start?” she interrupted. I sighed. “Right now, I guess.” “Great. Let’s go.” Turns out, the job paid more than my previous ones combined. I wasn’t about to complain. The staff, however, sucked. Most were snobby, looking at me like I was invisible. But I kept my head down, focused on scrubbing floors, wiping down desks, and pretending I wasn’t dying inside. By the end of my shift, exhaustion clung to me like a second skin. I grabbed my bucket, ready to leave when I heard a voice. It was deep, commanding, and so damn familiar. I felt myself being transported back to that night. I froze. My stomach flipped, a strange déjà vu sweeping over me. I knew that voice. Slowly, I turned the corner and crashed straight into him. It was the man from that night. The nameless man I had let seduce me, and I damn well recognised him. “Shit.”IsabellaI began packing the few things I had in Logan's mansion as soon as I entered the room. I'd put a call through to some house agents and asked that they help me get a mini-apartment. “What's happening, Isabella?” Nina walked into the room and asked me. A smile that didn't reach my face tugged at my lips as I met her gaze. Her eyebrows furrowed as she stared at me. “I'm travelling for a while, Nina.” My lips lied to her. I didn't want her to know that I was leaving. At least not yet. I don't know what I would do if I told her I was leaving and she crashed out in my presence. It's better than she found out after I had left. Nina crossed her arms below her breasts and glared at me. “You are travelling?” She asked, disbelief and confusion clouding her features. I could tell that she hadn't believed what I had just said. My excuse was truly unbelievable, because where would I travel to after just opening a restaurant in a few weeks? “Yup, Nina.” I bit my lower lip as the lie
LoganAfter receiving Isabella's call, I drove straight to her restaurant. I didn't know what I hoped to hear from her, but it definitely wasn't her ending our arrangement. The moment she said those words about ending our arrangement, I felt a full ache settle in my chest— slow, deep and suffocating. My fingers clenched into fists around her desk, not to lash out at her, but to keep myself from falling apart, because it felt like I was about to. After the death of Anastasia, I'd built walls high enough to keep women out, yet somehow, she'd slipped through. And now? She was leaving a hollow ache in my chest. I didn't break. I never do. But damn, it hurts. Even more than I ever imagined. I always knew nothing would last forever and a day like this would always come. But I never thought it would hurt this way. My chest tightened painfully as I trudged out of her office. I couldn't force her. If she wanted the arrangement to end, then so be it. I never force women to do things agains
IsabellaLogan stood by the window, both hands in his pants pockets as he stared outside. I stopped in my tracks, watching as his shoulders tensed as though he had sensed my presence. Of course, he would have. Swallowing the invisible lump in my throat, I said, “Hi, Logan.” A forced smile tugged at my lips despite my nervousness. My legs shook beneath my body as he slowly turned around, his gaze boring into me like he could see every thought I was trying to hide. His eyebrows furrowed, a flicker of something unreadable passing over his features. For a moment, he just stared blankly at me, causing my heart to pound heavily against my chest. After what felt like forever, he gave a small nod, and I walked towards the chair, my mind in turmoil of emotions. I perched on it with a loud sigh. “You don't look fine,” Logan stated the obvious, his tone void of any warmth.“I'm fine.” I countered, eyes flashing with defiance. I wished I could let him know that I wasn't fine, but I couldn'
ISABELLA Shopping! Shopping! That was the only thing I could do all day. I had decided to take a break from work today because I knew there was no way I could concentrate at work. And I trust my employees to handle things well. Sooner or later, I will have to get an assistant. “Good morning, ma’am.” Efe’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts. A smile that didn’t reach my eyes tugged at the corners of my lips. “Good morning, Efe,” I muttered as he opened the car door for me. He got in and started the car, then I told him to drive me to the nearest mall. “Ma’am?” He looked over his shoulder, his expression a mixture of shock and confusion. “You heard me right, Efe! Drive me to the nearest mall.” I said, my voice barely above a whisper as though I had no strength to speak. I couldn’t stay at home because I knew the thoughts of what happened last night would keep clouding my mind. And knowing that Nina only sleeps during the day, I couldn’t disturb her sleep. She had stayed up with
LOGANThe instant Isabella stormed out of my car, it felt like a part of me was ripped out of my body. I clenched my fists tightly, fingers digging deep into my palms until they drew out blood. She had found out about Anastasia and asked about her. I didn't think she was the type to go against the arrangement we had. Not only did she break the rules, but she went as far as digging into Anastasia. That was something she shouldn't have found out. I didn't know how much she knew yet, but with her reactions, it was obvious she knew how important she was to me. “Bella, Bella,” I yelled through clenched teeth. I didn't know why, but I felt the need to explain things to her. To let her know Anastasia was dead. She couldn't think she could compete with a dead woman, right? But then again, I had no reason to explain myself to her. What we had was just an arrangement that shouldn't have involved us falling for each other. But we'd both broken the rules by falling for each other, even thoug
ISABELLAThe question rolled off my tongue before I could even stop it. I clenched my fists, my fingers digging into my palms as I embraced myself for what was coming. Logan let out a sigh and looked over his shoulder, a flicker of something I couldn't decipher, passing over his features. “What mysterious woman?” His tone was cold, detached like he'd not just acted like he cared about me a moment ago. In that moment, I knew I should not push further. I knew that bringing up the talk would only hurt me more, but I didn't stop. Maybe I needed to hear the truth to feel better and realise that I couldn't get him to open up his heart to me and love me. “The one your fans are always talking about,” I said, my voice barely audible, but I knew he heard me. His eyebrows twitched, and he exhaled sharply through his nose. “You’ve been going through my page, Bella?” He asked, his cold voice slicing through the air like a blade. I didn't respond to his question. I couldn't. And in that mome
ISABELLALogan asked me to wait for him at the driveway where his car was parked, while he dropped his helmet in his locker. I clasped my hands behind me as I leaned on the car, waiting for him. My heart raced wildly in my chest and I took a deep breath to steady myself. I hope that whatever conve
ISABELLA The air between us crackled the moment I stepped through the door, still smiling like a fool because the day had been shockingly perfect, but Logan didn’t smile back. His broad shoulders were squared against the doorframe, arms folded across his chest, and there was a certain frost behin
ISABELLAThe house was eerily quiet that afternoon, the kind of silence that settled deep into your bones and made every small noise stand out like a drumbeat in the dark.I’d spent most of the morning avoiding Logan, pretending my guilt was something I could just ignore but deep down, I knew I cou
ISABELLA The music was suffocating.It boomed in my ears, thick with bass, warped, merciless, each beat pounding into my head like it was trying to split me open from the inside out.My chest was heaving, rising and falling in frantic, uncontrolled gasps, but the air was scented with smoke and che







