LOGINHe surveys the five of us women who stand shoulder to shoulder, then turns and looks at the men across from us.
And then, turning in a slow circle, he takes in the entire pack around us. “Every year,” he says quietly, “our pack grows older.”
This is met with silence. We all know what he means, and yet the story is an important part of the ceremony. He’s reminding us of why tonight is the greatest night for our pack.
“In the first year following the Lunar Reversal,” he says, “our pack had a full generation of children. We counted ourselves lucky then. We called ourselves survivors because we had managed through strength and cunning to evade the natural disasters and wild elements that eliminated so many after the Moon Casters did their evil.”
I look up at the moon. It looks perfectly normal to me, of course, but the Lunar Reversal happened twenty years ago. I don’t have any memory of what things were like before.
My mother, before she died, told me that the other side of the moon used to face the Earth. She told me that it was farther away from us too, demonstrating by holding up her thumb. She told me that when she was a child, she could blot out the moon by covering its position in the sky like that.
I hold up a fist now, and the moon still shines around the edges of my hand.
It’s the only moon—the only sky—I’ve ever known. But even so, I know every time I look up at it that it isn’t right. The Moon Casters violated the natural position of the moon when I was just a baby.
“It took us several years to understand what we now know and accept,” Bruce says. “For reasons we don’t comprehend, the Inverse Moon has affected our ability to bear children. In the twenty years since the reversal took place, only six new children have been born to us.”
This time I’m not the only one looking away from my Alpha. Everyone’s eyes find the children.
When I was younger, we came to the ceremony with family or sought out our friends. But now, because our few children are so precious, they’re minded constantly by Bruce’s mate, Melinda. We can’t risk that a parent would decide to try to leave the pack with a child.
“The Moon Hunters are a proud pack,” Bruce says. “We survived the Lunar Reversal, when so many were killed. And we will survive whatever blight has caused us to struggle to produce our next generation. We’ll survive by creating the best and strongest mate bonds possible, giving each of you the best chance to produce children who can survive in this new world.”
I survey the men standing across from me.
As usual, my eyes go right to Kaely. Tall, fair-skinned, blond hair that he keeps cropped close. Even though I know that tonight is about my Alpha mate, he’s the only one I can’t wait to be with. After this ceremony, I’m allowed to mate with anyone I want, as long as I go to my Alpha mate’s bed when I am most fertile. But no matter what, I am determined to mate with Kaely.
“When I call your name,” Bruce says, addressing the women now, “step forward to receive your mate.”
My heart skips again. This time it feels like it’s beating too quickly. It feels like my blood is rushing through my body, moving too fast, like a river rushing downstream. Can anxiety really cause such a thing?
I’m not even that nervous.
I wish I understood why my body was reacting strangely—but maybe that’s normal the night of the Mating Ceremony. I should have taken the time to ask Jess if she was experiencing anything similar.
“Jessica, daughter of Verne,” Bruce says.
Jess squeezes my hand, then lets go and steps forward.
I’ve seen this play out so many times, but it’s different this time. It’s my best friend.
Bruce takes her hand in his. “Jessica, our pack honors your kind heart and gentle nature,” he says. “Your mate will be the man whose kindness is equal to your own—Harley, son of Peter.”
A smile breaks across Jess’s face as Harley steps forward to meet her. I’m happy too. Harley is a great match for my tender-hearted friend. He’s a total sweetheart. But he isn’t someone I would have wanted for myself.
Bruce leads them through their vows to one another. When the words have been exchanged, they kiss briefly, then go over and start another line—the mated pairs.
There are scowls on some of the men’s faces now. One woman is gone, and they haven’t been chosen yet.
Kaely doesn’t look upset, though. His expression is one of extreme confidence.
He should be confident. I can’t imagine he won’t be chosen.
One by one, the women around me are called forward and assigned their mates. Finally, I’m the only one left in the line.
There are six men still standing across from me. Some of them are looking at me like their predicament is my fault. I raise my eyebrows at them. As if I can help the fact that there are more men than women in this pack!
“Lyra, daughter of Elizabeth,” Bruce says. “Come forward.”
I’m the only one to be called by my mother’s name instead of my father’s, of course. I’m the only one here who never knew my father. He wasn’t from our pack; my mother told me when I asked and refused to say another word about it. I learned pretty quickly to stop asking questions.
I step forward, and Bruce takes my hand.
“Lyra,” Bruce says, “our pack honors your warrior spirit and the fighting skills you’ve honed throughout your life. One day, you’ll no doubt be one of the best female hunters our pack has ever known. Your mate will be the man who can hunt by your side, our greatest warrior.”
I know then. I know I’m going to get my wish.
He knows it too. I can tell because he starts to move forward a moment before Bruce says his name.
“Kaely, son of Thomas.”
Yes! Inside, I feel triumphant, but I don’t allow anything to show on my face besides a smile.
Bruce takes Kaely’s hand and places it in mine. As soon as we touch, I feel hot all over. I want him immediately.
He looks at me hungrily. I’m pretty sure he feels the same way. I bet he was hoping for this outcome just as much as I was.
“Kaely,” Bruce says. “Do you accept Lyra as your Alpha mate?”
“Hell yeah, I do,” Kaely says.
Fuck, even the sound of his voice feels like foreplay. I had no idea the moment of my Alpha mating would be this powerful.
“And Lyra,” Bruce says. “Do you accept Kaely as your Alpha mate?”
“Yes,” I say. I’m staring into his blue eyes, feeling the heat coming off his hand, and I don’t think I’ve ever wanted anything so badly in all my life.
“As the Alpha of the Moon Hunters, I bind you,” Bruce says. “You have accepted one another of your own free will. Now I order you to do all you can to produce children for this pack, beginning tonight and continuing throughout your lives.”
I feel the weight of his order settle around me. More than ever, my body is hungry for Kaely’s. I’m being drawn toward him magnetically, almost gravitationally. It’s not just about what I want anymore. I need him. I’m starving for him. I didn’t think it was possible for me to want him more than I did, but here we are.
It’s not required to kiss at the end of this part of the ceremony, but most new mates do, and I can tell already that we’re going to be no exception. If I could, I’d tear his clothes off and throw him down right here and now.
But that’s not how the ceremony goes. We have more to do before I can finally enjoy my prize.
He pulls me to him, though, and kisses me fiercely, crushing his lips to mine. I can feel him everywhere at once, his lips bruising mine, his teeth sharp and eager, his tongue hot and reckless and hard. I lose myself in the intensity of it, and the heat inside me begins to build.
Then, grinning, he lets me go.
“Let’s hunt!”
Chapter 173 CASSIAN'S POV I can’t stop checking out the Standard Moon. It looks so weird. It’s like a painting or something. It’s like our sky is gone and was replaced by a different sky. Someone else’s sky.Eventually, I’m sure it’ll start to feel like home, but right now, it creeps me out. Even after two months, I’m not used to it.“You’re staring at the moon again,” Lyra tells me, taking my hand. “You’re obsessed.”“It’s strange, that’s all.”“Yeah, I know,” she says. “But it’s supposed to be like that. Come inside. We’re having venison.”“Who killed a deer?” That’s usually my job.“Steele did it,” Lyra says.“Steele’s a terrible hunter.”She shrugs. “He’s been practicing with his darts.”“Darts.” I kind of can’t believe that’s a weapon we actually use. But all the conventional weapons in the stores that sell that kind of thing were picked over a long time ago, and besides, none of us has any idea how to use a gun. Bows and arrows would be cool, in my opinion. But Wilder says the
Chapter 172LYRA'S POV “Do you really think I can do this?” I ask, staring up at the full moon overhead.“I think you can do it if anyone can,” Steele says.“Because I’m his daughter?”“That’s a big part of it. I’m not going to lie to you. But if it means you can use your power for something that benefits the whole world, then that’s good, isn’t it?”“It would be nice to put my power to good use,” I agree. “But it just seems so far beyond me. And how will I know if I’m doing it right?”“I was there when the Lunar Reversal happened,” Steele says.“You’d have been just a little kid,” Cassian says. “Do you really remember enough about it to tell Lyra what to do now?”“I’ve also heard Lord Enorio telling stories about it for most of my life,” Steele says. “There’s nothing he liked better than bragging about what he did to the moon. I think we can reverse it. If you guide it and I tell you how, you should be able to put it back.”“But what if I make things worse?” I ask. “What if I…I don’
Chapter 171LYRA'S POV “C’mere,” Cassian says, his voice a husky growl.I let him pull my body into his, my back against his chest, his hips pressed against my ass. He’s hard as hell, and I haven’t gotten any in days.I rock back invitingly against him, letting him know that I’m ready, that I want it.He reaches around to cup my breast.I sigh happily. Just that touch sends sparks of pleasure through my body. He kisses his way along my shoulder and up the curve of my neck.“Sometimes I can’t believe all this,” he murmurs.“All what?” What I can’t believe is that he wants to talk right now.He rocks against me slowly. I feel the heat and hardness of him pressing up against me and close my eyes, trying to control my breathing. I want him so bad it hurts.“Everything we’ve been through,” he says. “Remember when we first met? I was locked in a cage, and you let me out.”“Hard to forget.”“And you didn’t even like me at first.”“Well, you were going to turn me over to Kaely for a reward o
Chapter 170STEELE'S POV “Dinner!” Milo yells.“You hear that, Savannah? Jamie?” I ask. “Dad’s got dinner ready. Think we better go inside?”The babies just stare at me, wide-eyed and unprocessing. At three months old, they’re incredibly healthy and growing at an impressive rate. We spend as much time outside with them as we can, letting them soak up the sunlight during the day and the moonlight at night. But they still don’t know what’s going on around them most of the time.“Don’t worry.” I scoop one up with each arm and head toward the stairs. “You’ll get it once there’s a plate of spaghetti in front of you.” Even though the twins are still breastfeeding, they’re obsessed with noodles, and we usually give them a plate to play around with.As we go inside, I catch the scent of marinara sauce heating up over the wood-burning stove. My mouth waters.“That smells amazing, Milo.”“There are vegetables, too,” Milo says. “Cassian’s out harvesting.”“Something’s actually ready to harvest?
Chapter 169WILDER'S POV “One more day should do it,” Cassian says. “I think we’ll be back home by tonight.”“I honestly feel fine,” Lyra says. “We could have traveled faster. Milo healed me so well that you’d never know I just gave birth.”“Yeah, well, don’t push it,” Cassian says. “You’ll have plenty of opportunities to run around, but for now, we want to make sure you’re completely healed.”“Besides, we can’t race home with the babies,” Milo says. “And then there’s Steele to think about.”“What about me?” Steele demands.“You’re slow,” Milo says amiably. “And you’ve never lived wild before, so you don’t know how to be quiet. You stomp through the woods like an elephant.”“Keep shit talking and I’m going to creep up on you when you’re sleeping and dump water over your head. You’ll never hear me coming.”“Please,” Milo says. “Nothing has ever crept up on me sleeping. I wake up when the wind blows.”“Well, I can be as stealthy as a shadow when I want to be. Don’t forget, I’m the one
Chapter 168MILO'S POV Lyra is panting.“Hurts,” she moans.“I know.”“This shouldn’t be happening, Milo. It’s too soon.”“It’s okay,” I say again, automatically. The truth is that I’m just as scared as she is. I knew it was a bad idea to let her get anywhere near this fight. Even though she wasn’t hurt, the excitement has triggered early labor, and I have no idea if she or the babies are going to make it through this.But the blood moon feels like it’s on our side. I let the power of it fill me and channel it into Lyra, and into the babies.“Do you think Lord Enorio did something to her?” Cassian asks.“What?” Lyra struggles out of Steele’s arms.“Shut the hell up, Cassian,” I snap. “Steele, for fuck’s sake, hold her. Lyra, stay calm. Lord Enorio’s gone. He can’t hurt you or the babies.”“But what if he did something to them?” she cries. “He could have used magic against us. The babies could be dying because of him—”She breaks off with another moan of pain.“They’re not dying,” I s







