Its time to wake up Benny, our family and friends need us a voice said and I grumbled shaking my head keeping my eyes shut
Stop being stubborn Bennett. We need to go home the voice insistedI don't want to. It's peaceful and warm here. Why do we need to go back? It's not like we're wantedI replied and I heard Bailey huff in exasperation. I could feel him trying to wake me up but I was to stubborn to listen. I mean what was the point in waking up when I wasn't needed? Wanted? My mate rejected me when I didn't even know we were mates. I still had a year to find out but he rejected me right in front of everyone and he didn't even bat an eye when he did it. He even smelled like sex and that hurt even more than the rejection had. I mean you knew you'd find your mate that night so why sleep with some one else? It was stupid. I would have never done that if I were in his place. I don't understand why our ancestors made that treaty all those years ago when the first born of the King pack mated with the youngest Savage. It was ridiculous if you asked me.Stop thinking so negatively Bennett. We have our friends and family who want us and care for us. And so what if we got rejected? We'll still live because we have the support of our loved ones. We'll move past this one way or the other, I promise you that Benny. You're my human as I am your wolf. We're in this together always.Forever right Bailey? Together forever and ever?Forever and ever Bennett I can promise you that but it's time to wake upOkayI heard the sound of beeping beside me and I frowned not remembering where I was and blinked my eyes open only to shut them when the bright light assisted my vision. A voice somewhere in the room orders someone to lower the lights before a shadow was standing over me"Bennett? Can you hear me?" The voice asked and I blinked my eyes open to come face to face with Dr. Kennedy "how are you feeling Bennett?""Good. Just a bit sore" I murmured and he nodded"That's completely understandable Bennett. You've been in a coma for nearly 2 months now" He said making my eyes widen and he gave me a soft smile "you were having a panic attack and your wolf was dying so we had to put you in a clinically induced coma until you were fully recovered. We thought you weren't ready but I guess he helped you huh?"I nodded not knowing what else to say. Bailey has been my backbone from the very begin. Ever since I could remember he was always watching out for me and the thought of almost losing him tore my heart upDon't blame yourself for something that you had no control over Bennett. The inky one responsible for this is DimitriBailey growled and I swallowed the lump in my throats and gave him a mental nod the the returned before laying down and closing his eyes to sleep. The door to the room burst open and in came my parents followed closely behind by my older brothers and their mates as well as my friends. My mother was the first to reach me while my dad and the doctor talked by the door before he left"Oh baby. What did that asshole do to you?" My mom asked with tears in her eyes making my friends and brother bite their lips to keep from laughing."I'm okay mama, I promise" I reassured her but she refused to listen as she practically smothered me in kisses and hugs that nearly had me losing my breath with how tight she was hugging me"That's enough Lilith, you're going to suffocate him to death" Papa said as he pulled my mother off and I gave him a thankful smile that he returned and my mom was about to protest but he raised a brow and she huffed pouting with her arms crossed"How are you doing bud?" Dad asked and I sighed running a hand through my hair"Good, I guess. I mean I'm tired and sore all over. Like I feel like I was hit by a truck but I know for a fact that didn't happen" I replied and he nodded"That's understandable. Vincent explained to us what was happening so there's nothing for you to worry about other than getting better so you can go home" he said and I nodded"When do you think I'll be able to leave?" I asked and he shrugged"He didn't say but I'm sure it won't be long" he reassured and I nodded.~*~*~*~*~A week and two days later, I was back home with the doctor telling me to take it easy. That I can go back to school in three days which means I'm going back tomorrow. I was looking forward to going back because I missed so much already that I don't want be held back because of it.I'm the talk of the school and everyone is practically calling me suicidal and attention seeker which is dumb. I bet they won't be saying the same damn thing if it had happened to them or someone close to them. They only say that because to them I'm a nobody. A nerd that was rejected by his mate and became the laughing stock of the school because of it."I hate Dimitri" I murmured and I felt Bailey stand in the back of my head and nodThere's nothing wrong with that Bennett. You have a perfectly good reason to feel that way and I'm not going to make you change your mind he said and I smiled leaning back on my mountain of pillows and closed my eyes.Get some rest now, we have a long day tomorrow he said and I just sighed with a yawn before tossing some of the pillows away some falling to the floor but I didn't really care. I just needed sleep. So with that in mind, I let my body succumb to the dark void called sleep."-ett, Bennett, sweetie" a soft voice called as they shook me gently making me grumble and shift in the bed and I heard them chuckle "Sweetheart if you don't wake up you're going to be late for school and I don't think Uriel will wait for you any longer"I sat up at that and looked at my clock before jumping out of bed early colliding with my mom and rushing to my bathroom to wash my face and teeth before returning to my room to see that my mom had opened the blinds on my room to let the sun in. Rummaging through my closet I picked out a pair of black skinny jeans, a white graphic t-shirt and a red and black plaid shirt and my black vans. I quickly through that on before grabbing my glasses from the night stand along with my phone and ran out my door with my backpack over my shoulder. I shouted a 'see you later, love you' over my shoulder and exited the house and walked to Uriel's car and got in the back since Raine, his mate, was sitting in the passenger seat."Good morning to you too" Raine scoffed making me grin before sitting straight up and kissing his cheek before turning to Uriel and doing the same before sitting back down"What did I miss yesterday?" I asked as Uriel drove to school and they shrugged"Nothing really other than ummm" Raine began to say but stopped making me frown"Other than what?" I asked making both boys look at each other before Uriel sighed"Other than Dimitri having Victoria hanging of his arm like nothing's happened" he replied and I nodded biting my lip. The rest of the car was silent other than the sound of Hotline Bling by Drake playing in the background. I shouldn't even be surprised that Dimitri would have her by his side even after he knew we were mates even if he did reject me.Sighing, I leaned my head against the window and watched the scenery blur by as Uriel drove down the street to Lakeview High.~*~*~*~*~*~I was walking out of my last period class of the day when I bumped into a hard chest and looked up to see Dimitri standing there with a clenched jaw and eyes as cold as ice making me sigh with an eye roll before walking around him. An obnoxious giggle made me turn around which was the worst mistake I could have made and saw Victoria and Dimitri in a lip lock outside of Mrs. Plainfield's class and I swallowed the knot in my throat and turned around"Wait until everyone's gone before you kiss this bimbo" I heard a voice say and looked over to see Riley glaring daggers at Dimitri only for the future Alpha to smirk and practically devour Victoria's mouth.I bit my lip to keep from making any noise but it was stupid and a soft whimper left my lips causing everyone to look up at me with wide eyes."Bennett" Riley yelled while Dimitri looked like a deer caught in the headlights with wide eyes and mouth hanging open."Next time have the fucking decency to make out where no one will see you. You fucking asshole. God I can't wait to be 18 so I can reject you back. I hate that I'm mated to a douche bag like you who gives two shits about no one but himself and his popularity" I yelled as tears rolled down my cheeks before I was running out of the school and before shifting into my all black with a small patch of white wolf and running toward the pack house. I could hear my friends all yelling after me and telling me to wait but I was to far gone to listen.Slow down Bennett, take deep breaths Bailey said as he began slowly my run to trots and I whimpered my eyes filling with tearsHurts so bad Bailey, I don't want to hurt anymore I whispered and he whined as my heart felt like it was being ripped out of my chest.Bennett, baby is that you? My mothers voice questioned and I whimpered looking up at the sound of a branch breaking to see my parents walking out of the trees(Dakota, Lilith's wolf)What's wrong pup? Dad asked and I shook my head as I leaned against them and they licked my snout. My mother was a beautiful white wolf with striking blue eyes that can freeze you and make you crumble to her feet.(Chronos, Morgan's Wolf)Hurts Papa I whimpered and they only licked my snout as a form of comfort. My father was a russet colored wolf with amazing leave colored eyes that remind me of the rain forest on a summers day.Let's get back home so you can rest puppy mama said as they turned around and I nodded following behind them.I have to get out of this country so my wounds can heal. With that in mind, I made my decision in leaving Canada and move to Texas with my aunt and uncle, my dad's brother and sister in law, it's time to start my new life away from here and if I have to move homes than so be it.I'm not going to let you rule my life anymore Dimitri King. I hope you find the happiness that you couldn't find with me as I will do the same without you.I groaned as I was slammed into the wall by Chris first thing Monday morning. I glared at the Beta as he sneered down at me with blue eyes filled with hatred. I could feel the power coming out of him like smoke and I clenched my teeth to keep from lashing out. Even though I was the next Alpha, the Savage pack were much stronger than the King pack and Christopher could easily take me and knock me out."You're the worst person I've ever met in my life Dimitri and I sure hope that my brother moves on from you and decides to officially break the bond between the two of you because he deserves a better than a man whore like you who doesn't give two shits about anyone but himself" he snarled and I gulped looking at him as Gray sat back and watched the whole scene without even trying to help me push Chris off of me You made your bed and now it's time to lie on it he said when I asked him why he won't help and I glared at my wolf. So much for being strong and brave.You rejected my mate Dimi
"AHHHH!" I screamed as a blinding pain traveled through my body as tears rolled down my face. I could hear Bailey whimpering and clawing trying to stop the pain. It's been a year since I left Canada and every passing day it was harder to move. The sound of loud pounding making their way to my room made me feel like an asshole for worrying my family. I moved back home when I turned 18 and ever since then there was this burning pain in my chest as if I was feeling what Dimitri was feeling. Is that what this is? Am I feeling what he's going through? Is this his pain I'm feeling? What is going on with him? Why is he hurting? He rejected me then why is this happening to me? I want this all to go away.Tears blurred my vision as my door slammed open before Benji was pulling me into his arms as I began thrashing as I clawed at my chest as the burning pain intensified. I could hear my poor mother and Bonnie choking on a sob as they watched me as my brothers and father tied to stop me from cl
*WARNING TRIGGERING*The sound of a door slamming closed rang in my ears as I tried to figure out where I am. I don't even know where the fuck I'm at. The only place that I can ever get in touch with Bennett are in my dreams. He looks so different from the boy from a year ago. God I was such an asshole to him and I won't blame him if he rejects me as well even if I had already accepted him as my mate all those months ago. I rejected him without thinking and I know that's no excuse but I was stupid and I thought that I had it all but when I lost him I lost myself. I lost Bennett even before I had him and I hate myself for what I did. I hope these bastards kill me so the pain of losing my mate will go away. "I see you're awake" a voice said and I looked up even though I had a blindfold on so I couldn't see the assholes face and I clenched my jaw glaring in what I'm hoping is in his direction. A chuckle was my answer and I sneered at the bastard. I don't even know why I'm here."What sh
Blood. All I could see and smell was blood and I could feel Bailey clawing at my insides to get out, to go in there and get our mate. No matter how much I wanted to hate and reject Dimitri, I just couldn't. I loved him to much at this point to give up on us. Call me crazy for loving the man who hurt me and rejected me but I couldn't help but do so. My heart already belonged to him even before we knew we were mates. I had fallen in love with him over the years regardless of who he was and what he did to me. Call me a masochist for loving my abuser but I couldn't help it. Dimitri was something, someone, that had my heart from day one. A year ago I may have reacted the way I had because I wanted to make myself believe that what I felt for him was just a silly crush and that I could move on even if we were mates. I wanted to see if wha to felt for him wasn't just because of the mate bond. The longer I was away from him, the harder it was to move on. My heart bled for him every waking mom
It's been exactly 8 weeks since I was back home and every day is hard to move past what happened to me for 6 months. It scares me just how much I've changed over that time. My family can't even hug me without me breaking into a panic. The only person who can hug or hold me without triggering my attacks was Bennett and god bless his soul for putting up with me for this long. He could have rejected me when I was at my lowest her he stood by my side and helped me through everything. I started going to therapy to help me with my nightmares and my anger problems. Nights have become my enemy because whenever I closed my eyes, I would be back in that warehouse, tied to a chair with a bag over my head as voices talked about what they would do to me. I could feel them in me, I could still taste their fluids on my tongue and it would cause me to throw up even if I had nothing in my stomach. I would wake up covered in cold sweat with Bennett's arms wrapped securely around me, whispering that ev
"Would you like to stay for dinner?" Dimitri asked once we crossed into the backyard of his house and I smiled nodding."If it's not to much trouble" I murmured but he shook his head "You're always welcomed to join us whenever you want" he assured and I nodded giving him a small smile before linking with my parents and brothers to let them know I will home late this evening to which they said to be careful. Closing the mind link, I followed Dimitri up the steps to the kitchen once we were dressed."Dinner will be ready soon, why don't you boys go and freshen up?" His mom said and we nodded and so with that, I followed him to his room ignoring the whispers of a few of the pack members and he clenched his jaw as a few words were harsh."He should have killed""He's a weakling no wonder he didn't get the Alpha title handed to him" "He's so pathetic, I mean look at him. He walks with head down" I clenched my jaw so hard I was surprised my teeth didn't crack with the force and I could f
"Hey" I looked up from my computer to see Jeremy, Riley and Monica standing in my doorway and I raised a brow"We were wondering if you wanted to come to the movies with us? You can invite Bennett if you want?" Monica said with a hopeful expression that the guys copied and I smiled. This is the first time in a couple weeks that they've tried talking to me again. The first time was when I was found and brought home, they had tackled me in a hug which had been the worst thing they could do as I broke into a panic attack and they've kept their distance since not knowing what to do. I kind of missed hanging out with my best friends and I know they feel horrible for what happened and have been scared to come see me so as to not cause me another panic attack. I've been slowly getting back to my old self and that's thanks to Bennett and my family. "We miss chilling with you Dimi" Jeremy said when I didn't answer making me blink"You can meet our mates also" Riley said and I raised a brow ma
It's been a few days since I went on a group date with Dimitri and I was going over today to go to the park with his friends as well as mine along with their mates. I was currently getting ready to head out since the others had left a few minutes ago and Dimitri was coming to get me in 10 minutes to head out. "What time do you think you'll be home by?" Benji asked as I grabbed my keys and wallet from my desk and I shrugged "No later than 10 I think since we're going to eat dinner then come home after that" I said and he nodded "I'll call if anything changes or happens""Alright and keep your phone on loud in case something happens and we need to get in touch with you" he said and I furrow my brows but nodded before leaving the house when I got a text form Dimitri saying that he was here."Hey" I murmured leaning over and kissing his cheek making him smile before reversing out of the driveway "How was your day?" He asked as he drove to the park "Good. Benji had us train from 5 to 1