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I looked down at myself as I left the house. I was a mess. But I didn't even have enough time to go back to the pack house to change before heading over to Alpha Ryder's pack. I had to go there now so I would be there on time. I sighed and started my journey. It was a long and tedious walk, and by the time I got there, it was eight p.m. on the dot. I panted hard. I was a mess. I knocked on the door and a woman opened it. "Hello, dear. Are you okay?" She looked concerned. "I am fine. I am Feyre. I have an appointment with the Alpha." "Oh, yes, he told me. Come with me, dear," she told me. I nodded and went inside the house. She led me to a room. "Wait here. The Alpha will be with you soon." "Thank you, ma'am." "You're welcome, sweetie." She left, but she returned shortly with a tray which she set in front of me. "Here, have some tea, dear. It will make you feel warm." "Thank you, ma'am." "You're welcome, dear." "You may leave now, Evelyn," Alpha Ryder had entered the room. "Okay, Alpha." She smiled at me before leaving. I stood up and bowed. "Good evening, Alpha." "Why do you look like a mess?" he asked. I looked down. He was very blunt, just like he had been when he first made me this offer. "I, uh, had a little accident." My feet ached. I winced as I tiptoed. "Sit down." He gently pushed me to the chair as he crouched in front of me. He took my feet in his hands and examined them. "Did you walk here?" he asked. I nodded. He frowned. "Why didn't you shift?" I lowered my head in embarrassment. "I don't have a wolf. I have never shifted." "I see. If I had known, I would have had someone come pick you up." "I am sorry," I told him. "Why are you apologizing? You did nothing wrong." "I don't know." "Evelyn!" he called. "Yes?" she replied as she came in. "Take her to get a shower and some fresh clothes. Also get ointment for her feet," he instructed her. "But what about our talk?" I asked. "We can talk over dinner," he told me. "Come with me, dear," she told me as she led me away out of the room. She showed me to a room and showed me the bathroom inside. "Take a shower, dear. There will be clothes on the bed and medication for your feet when you get out." "Thank you, ma'am." She touched my cheek fondly. "Call me Evelyn, dear." She left the room and I got into the shower. I allowed the water to wash over my skin as I thought about the first time I saw Alpha Ryder. It was at a general Alpha meeting which had been held at our pack. Anna had been there with her late mate and Grant had been so angry and irritated. He had almost gotten into a quarrel with Alpha Ryder that day until I stepped in. That night, before he left, he had made me an offer. He wanted me to be his mate, not for love; it was a contract. I had been so obsessed with Grant that I hadn't even considered it. But now, I was considering it. I needed to leave Grant and everything that had to do with him. Alpha Ryder could be my escape. I got out of the shower and, as Evelyn had said, there were clothes on the bed and medication. I put them on, applied the medication to my feet, and made my way out of the room. Evelyn was waiting outside. "You look way better, dear. Come on, the Alpha is waiting." She led me down the stairs to the dining room. "Sit down, Feyre. Let's eat," he told me. I sat down nervously and looked at the food on the plate. It looked delicious. The only time I had tasted food like this was when Grant gave me leftovers. "Don't you like it? Evelyn can prepare something else," he asked me. "It's fine. It really is." I started eating. It tasted so good. I moaned while taking a bite. I looked up, embarrassed. He simply smiled and continued eating. "Alpha Ryder, about your offer?" He held up a finger. "We will talk after dinner." After dinner, he led me back to the room. "So about my offer. I want you to be my mate for two years." "Why two years? That's kind of specific," I asked. "My pack, especially my father, wants me to get a mate and produce the next alpha." "So why can't you just get a mate? You are an Alpha. You have lots of female werewolves after you." "That's my business. But rest assured, you will be rewarded handsomely for it. I won't sleep with you or touch you inappropriately." "I just want three things." "And what are those three things?" He was looking at me with interest. "First, you help me escape from Alpha Grant. Two, you help me take care of the orphanage I grew up in. Third, I want to go to the Imperial Werewolf College next year." "I can do the first two things, but not the third," he told me. "Why?" I asked. "As my mate, you will be Luna. You can't be away from the pack. After the two years, you can leave for the college. I will give you all the support you need." "I really need to go next year. In high school, I was very good with the old ancient werewolf languages. The werewolf professor who specializes in this language retires in two years, so I have to go next year." "That can't happen. I am really sorry, but if we do this, you can't go," he told me. "I am sorry, Alpha Ryder. I can't accept your offer." "It's okay, Feyre. You can think about it and give me a response later." "Thank you." I stood. He stood up. "One of my men will send you home." "Send me home?" I asked. "Yes, he will give you a ride home." "Thank you, Alpha Ryder." "You're welcome. I do hope you can think about my offer and give me a favorable response." I nodded. He escorted me outside the house. A car was already waiting outside. "Have a safe ride home. If you do change your mind, you can text me." "Thank you," I said again. As the car sped along, I thought about Alpha Ryder. He was so considerate to me. If not for the college, I would have accepted his offer.FEYREI froze for a second, then gave a small nod, quietly acknowledging his words.So not everyone in power was like Grant, twisting right and wrong to suit themselves."Dora? What’s wrong? Why are you crying like that, sweetheart?"A woman walked in, dressed in an expensive designer outfit, pulling a sleek suitcase behind her, her voice filled with concern as her eyes immediately locked onto Dora."Davina!"Dora’s voice broke as she rushed forward, throwing herself into the woman’s arms like she had just been rescued, yet even in that moment, she didn’t forget to shoot me a smug, triumphant look.My chest tightened.So this was her… Davina Crossel.The woman everyone said should have been standing in my place."Ryder, no matter what happened, you can’t scold Dora like that. She lost her mother at such a young age, she’s sensitive," Davina said, her tone gentle toward Dora, but the moment her gaze shifted to me, that softness disappeared completely.Her eyes moved over me slowly, fro
FEYREGrant didn’t say a single word.He just stood there, silent, as if everything that had just happened had finally caught up to him all at once, but even then, he still didn’t stop me.So I didn’t wait.I stepped forward, placed the resignation letter I had already prepared onto the table, and let it rest there between us like a final line drawn, something that couldn’t be taken back no matter what he said or did next.Everything between us… was over.Completely.And as that realization settled in, I felt something loosen inside my chest, like a heavy chain that had been wrapped around me for years had finally snapped.I took a slow, steady breath, lifting my hand to touch my swollen face, the sting still lingering from his slap, before pulling a handkerchief from my pocket and tying it gently around my cheek to cover the redness.Then I straightened my back.Lifted my chin.And walked out.Head high.We were all werewolves.Even if I was an omega, even if I had nothing, no family
FEYREAnna’s knocking grew louder, more impatient, each hit against the door echoing through the office like a ticking clock counting down to something inevitable.Grant didn’t open it immediately.Instead, he stepped in front of me again, blocking my path as if he could still control how this would end, as if offering me a way out on his terms would somehow fix everything he had already broken.He agreed not to force me into mating anyone.He even offered me twenty million a year.Generous, wasn’t it?But the moment the number left his mouth, I didn’t feel tempted, or grateful, or even surprised.Because I knew exactly what twenty million meant to him.It was nothing more than the price of a single piece of jewelry he would casually buy for Anna without a second thought.And suddenly, life felt like the biggest joke of all.When I was nineteen, I hadn’t needed twenty million.Back then, a thirty-dollar cake and a cheap bouquet of flowers had been enough to make me so happy that I cou
GRANTA sharp, suffocating pain spread through my chest, tightening with every second as her words echoed in my mind, refusing to fade no matter how hard I tried to suppress them.Who helped her get that slot?The answer came to me almost immediately.Ryder.It had to be him.And the moment that thought settled in, something ugly twisted inside me, something I couldn’t quite name but couldn’t ignore either.Was she still that close to him?Or worse…Was she planning to become his?The image alone was enough to make my chest burn with a heat that felt dangerously close to losing control.The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, the rational part of my mind slowly being drowned out by something far more possessive, far more irrational.Before I could stop myself, I reached out, grabbed Feyre by the wrist, and dragged her straight into my office, the door slamming shut behind us with a loud, final thud that seemed to seal us into that suffocating space.I turned to her, my expr
FEYREI froze for a brief moment, my thoughts catching on that one name as it echoed in my mind.Davina.Then it all came rushing back at once.Davina Crossel, the Crossel family’s eldest daughter, the prodigy who had shaken the entire region when she translated an ancient letter at just fifteen years old, instantly earning a reputation that most scholars spent their entire lives chasing, and someone I had once quietly admired from a distance as I clung to my own fragile dreams of entering the Imperial College to study ancient languages.The Crossel family itself wasn’t just wealthy, it was powerful in a way that ordinary people like me could barely comprehend, with deep-rooted connections that even extended into the royal bloodline, making them untouchable in most situations."If Davina wasn’t so busy with her work right now, you wouldn’t even have this chance," Dora continued with a dismissive huff, her chin lifting slightly as she looked down on me. "But I’ve already told her every
FEYREI listened closely as Evelyn continued, her voice lowering slightly as the story grew heavier."Alpha Ryder left the pack to study elsewhere, and he took Dora and her mother with him. The three of them lived together for a few years, almost like a real family. Eventually, Sir River couldn’t take it anymore and sent word that he would accept the relationship if Alpha Ryder returned. But before that could happen… she jumped into a river. Her body was never found. Alpha Ryder came back alone, with the child."Evelyn spoke like she was telling a story from a novel, every detail filled with quiet tension.I sat there, completely drawn in.This wasn’t just a love story.It was tragic… and a little unsettling."Why would she do that?" I asked slowly. "Didn’t Sir River already agree to let them be together?"Evelyn sighed softly. "People said she developed depression after giving birth to Dora, and on top of that, she kept thinking she was getting too old for Alpha Ryder. She believed t







