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Leilani's POV The buzzing of the locker room lights was doing my head in. It was a sharp, annoying flicker that felt like it was poking at my brain. I’d had a headache for seven days straight—ever since the night I walked out of VIP One. I buttoned my white silk shirt, my fingers shaking so bad I almost popped a button. Seven days. For a whole week, I’d been jumping every time a customer moved too fast. Every time the heavy velvet curtains at the entrance moved, my heart ended up in my throat. Raffy, the manager, wasn't helping. He’d been watching me from the corner of his eye all week, like he was just waiting for me to screw up again so he could fire me. The door creaked open, and that expensive, flowery perfume hit me before she even spoke. It was a smell that reminded me of people who never had to check their bank accounts. "Lei? You in here?" I froze, leaning my forehead against the cold, dented metal of my locker. I didn’t need to look. It was Cynthia. "I’m here," I said, my voice sounding flat and tired. I turned around. Cynthia looked perfect, as usual, wearing some designer linen outfit that probably cost more than my mom’s meds for the whole year. She looked like she felt bad, but it was that "rich person" bad—sad, but not enough to actually change anything. "I’ve been calling you," she whispered, clutching her bag. "For a week, Lei. I even came by the other night, but Raffy told me you were busy." "I wasn't in the mood to talk, Cynthia," I told her, trying to keep my voice steady. "I’ve spent the last week wondering if I was going to lose my job because your cousin decided to get me back for that slap." "Oh, Lei, I’m so sorry!" Cynthia stepped closer. "I swear, I didn't send them you. I’d booked a girl from an agency as a surprise for Timothy. They canceled at the last minute, and those guys... they’re just idiots. They saw a pretty girl in a white shirt and just assumed. I never wanted you to be treated like that." "It wasn't just a mistake, Cynthia. It was the way they looked at me," I said, feeling that heat rise in my chest again. "They didn't see a person. They saw a toy. And your cousin was the worst. He sat there and called me 'delusional' just because I wanted some damn respect." Cynthia winced. "Timothy is... well, he’s never been told 'no' in his life. Especially not like that. Honestly, Lei, everyone in our circle is talking about it. You’re like a celebrity for being the girl who actually stood up to him." "I don't want to be a celebrity," I snapped, slamming my locker door shut. The loud bang made her jump. "I want to pay my bills and go home to my mom without feeling like I’m trash. If Timothy made one call to the owners, I’d be done. And my mom wouldn't have her heart meds. Do you get that? He literally holds my life in his hands." Cynthia’s face softened. "He didn't make the call, Lei. He did the opposite." I frowned. "What?" "He wants to see you. For real," she said, the words coming out fast. "He’s been quiet all week. He told me he wants to apologize for the 'misunderstanding.' He’s coming to the club tonight, Lei. Not the VIP room—just a regular table. He said he owes you an apology." I let out a dry, pathetic laugh. "An apology? Men like Timothy don't apologize to girls like me. He’s probably coming to see if he can buy me off so I don't tell anyone what an asshole he is." "He was really serious about it," Cynthia pushed. "He’s coming tonight. Just talk to him, please? If you don't, he’ll just keep coming back. You know how his family is—they don't stop until they get what they want." "That’s exactly why I can’t stand them," I whispered. But I knew I didn't have a choice. The night was a blur of loud music and spilled drinks, but I felt like my skin was on fire. Every time the front door opened, I felt a phantom sting in my palm—remembering how it felt to hit him. Raffy caught me at the bar, his face stressed. "Table four. He asked for you." He leaned in, his voice low and threatening. "And Lei? Keep your hands to yourself tonight. I can't save your ass twice." I swallowed hard and straightened my apron. My legs felt like lead as I walked toward the back of the lounge. Timothy was there. He wasn't with his loud, annoying friends tonight. He was sitting by himself in the dim light, wearing a black shirt with the sleeves rolled up. He was staring at a glass of water like he was thinking about something heavy. When I got to the table, he looked up. The look in his eyes made my breath hitch. He didn't look mad. He looked... like he was really seeing me for the first time. "You’re late," he said. His voice was lower than I remembered, not as sharp as it was before. "I’m working, Mr. Beckett," I said, trying to sound like a normal waitress. "What can I get you?" "Just call me Timothy. And sit down," he said, pointing to the chair across from him. "I’m not allowed to sit with customers." "I already told Raffy it’s fine," he said. Typical. He didn't ask; he just made it happen. I sat down, but only on the very edge of the chair, ready to run if I had to. "If you’re here because you want me to say sorry for hitting you, you’re wasting your time. You deserved it." A tiny, weird smile touched his lips. "I know I did. That’s why I’m here." He leaned forward, and I instinctively moved back. He didn't touch me, but he felt too close. "I was a prick that night. My friends are morons, and I shouldn't have talked to you like that. I’m not used to being called out, Leilani. But you were right." I stared at him, trying to find the lie. "Cynthia said you wanted to apologize. You did it. Now, can I go?" "Not yet," he said, his eyes locking onto mine. "You think you’re being nice," I said, my voice shaking. "But you’re just showing me you’re the same guy. You think everything has a price." I stood up so fast the chair scraped the floor. "I don't want your money, Timothy. And I don't want your pity," I hissed, leaning over the table so he could see how much I meant it. "I’d rather work every single night in this loud, smoky club and owe a scumbag like the procurer than owe a man who thinks I’m just a problem he can pay off." I turned and walked away, my heart pounding against my ribs. I didn't look back, but I knew he was watching me. It wasn't like before, though. He wasn't looking at me like I was a waitress. He was looking at me like I was something he couldn't have—and I knew, for a guy like him, that only made him want me more.Chapter 36 Leilani's POV The air in the BGC studio was thick with the scent of expensive espresso and the sharp, chemical tang of high-end hairspray. To, this wasn't just another task in a busy schedule; it was a strategic coronation. Every person in the room, from the lighting technicians to the creative directors, understood the gravity of the shoot. This was the moment they would bridge two worlds: the mysterious, brooding allure of the literary phenomenon L.L. Ni and the cold, unyielding power of the Parker heiress. As I sat in the makeup chair, I watched my reflection as the stylists worked with precision. They weren't just applying pigment; they were constructing armor. The girl who once wore a polyester waitress uniform was gone, replaced by a woman draped in structured silk and diamonds. I looked every bit the queen my fans imagined, but the iron in my gaze was meant for the boardroom, not just the back of a book cover. The creative director hovered nearby, adjusting
Chapter 35 Timothy’s POV The city of Makati looked like a graveyard of lights from the sixty-eighth floor. I didn’t turn on the lamps in my office; the blue glow from the three monitors on my desk was enough to see by. It was 2:00 AM on a Sunday, and I was exactly where I had been for the last three years: burying myself in a grave made of spreadsheets and acquisition contracts. "Sir? The cleaning crew is asking if they can—" "No," I barked, not even looking up. "Tell them to come back when the sun is up. And get out." My assistant, a man who had lasted longer than the previous five only because he knew how to move like a shadow, disappeared without a word. I knew what they called me downstairs. The Grump. The Ice King. The Beast of Beckett Industries. I didn't give a damn. Three years. I had poured millions into private investigators, tech specialists, and trackers. I had followed leads that ended in dead-end alleys in Singapore and empty apartments in Paris.
Chapter 34: Leilani's POV Sleep was a luxury I couldn't afford that night. My mind was a relentless engine, spinning through strategies and "what-if" scenarios until the silence of the Manor felt deafening. I had already finished my night routine, the cool weight of a facial mask pressed against my skin as I lay staring at the intricate crown molding of my ceiling. In the dark, everything felt sharper. The stakes. The secret. The inevitable collision. I had spent years building a fortress around the name L.L. Ni. To the world, I was a ghost—a collection of words and a signature on a contract. To Timothy, I was a missing prize. But as I peeled off the mask and massaged the remaining serum into my face, a new thought solidified in the quiet. It’s time to give them a face. I sat up, the moonlight spilling across the silk sheets. A book signing was a start, but I wanted more. I wanted an announcement that would echo through every boardroom and social club in Manila. I wante
Chapter 33: Leilani's POV The following days were surprisingly quiet, a fragile peace that felt like the eye of a storm. Zain was thriving. The initial shock of the Manila heat had faded, replaced by a fascination with the vibrant colors of the tropical garden and the constant attention from his doting grandparents. To watch him laugh as he chased a stray butterfly across the patio was the only thing that kept my frayed nerves from snapping. But the silence was deceptive. I knew that every hour I spent in hiding was an hour Timothy spent narrowing the search. On the fourth morning, as the sun began to burn through the early haze, I found my father on the veranda, nursing a cup of barako coffee. He looked peaceful, but I was about to shatter that tranquility. "Papa," I said, sitting across from him. "When can I be officially introduced?" My father nearly dropped his cup. He looked at me, his eyes wide with a mixture of confusion and sudden alarm. He hadn't expected me to
Chapter 32: Leilani's POV The heavy, humid air of Manila hit me the moment I stepped out of the pressurized cabin. It was a thick, familiar embrace—scented with jet fuel and the distant salt of the bay. It was the smell of a life I had buried three years ago, a scent that made my skin prickle with a mixture of nostalgia and pure, unadulterated dread. Beside me, Zain gripped my hand tight, his small fingers digging into my palm. He was wide-eyed, blinking against the harsh tropical sun streaming through the terminal windows. At three years old, his world had been defined by the cool, organized streets of London. This chaotic heat was a sensory assault he wasn't prepared for. "We’re almost there, baby," I whispered, smoothing back a stray lock of his dark hair. Even under his little baseball cap, the resemblance was enough to make my heart skip a jagged beat. Every day, his face became a clearer map of the man I was trying to forget. Navigating the airport felt like walking
Chapter 31 Leilani's POV The timeline had stretched, the seasons bleeding into one another until three years had quietly passed since that desperate flight from Manila. Those three years had transformed me. I was no longer the girl who arrived in the Alps with nothing but a secret and a suitcase; I was a woman with a degree from one of the most rigorous institutes in the world, a flourishing career, and a reason to wake up every morning. Zain was no longer a tiny infant. At two years old, he was a vibrant, walking reminder of the world I had left behind. "Mama! Look! Big boat!" I turned away from the balcony view of Lake Geneva, my heart performing that familiar, painful somersault. Running toward me with a wooden toy in his hand was my son. He was a whirlwind of energy, his laughter echoing against the high ceilings of the villa. I knelt to catch him, pulling his sturdy little body into a hug. As I pulled back to brush a dark, unruly lock of hair from his forehead, a
Chapter 16 Leilani's POV The lunch was finally over, but the weight of it followed me back into the kitchen. My hands were shaking as I scraped the leftovers into the bin. I just wanted to hide in a corner and breathe, but the Manor never allowed for rest. "You look like you've seen a ghost,
Chapter 15Leilani's POVThe back entrance of the Beckett Manor was always cold, but today, the air felt like it was made of needles. I was kneeling in the grand foyer, a bucket of soapy water beside me and a small brush in my hand. Mrs. Gable had insisted that the intricate marble patterns neede
Chapter 14Leilani's POVThe exhaustion wasn't just in my muscles anymore; it was in my bones. Every morning, I woke up in Timothy’s silk sheets feeling like I’d been beaten. My hands were beginning to look like they belonged to someone twenty years older—red, chapped, and perpetually smelling of
Chapter 13Leilani's POVThe hardest part about lying to Timothy wasn't the words—it was the way I had to push him away to make the lie work.Two days after my mother was moved to a standard recovery room, I stood in the middle of the penthouse, watching Timothy stare at a stack of documents on t







