CHAPTER 1
Lessie's Standpoint.
My heart pounded so hard I thought it might burst through my chest. The moon shone bright above me, like the Moon Goddess was mocking me in my helplessness.
Each breath burned in my lungs, but I couldn't stop. This was the price for freedom.
“Princess Lessie!” An angry voice called somewhere behind me. “Your father demands your return!”
I pushed hard, my wolf, Alexa, urging me to run faster. “Faster, Lessie. They are getting closer, I can smell them.”
My long brunette hair whipped behind me as I dodged between trees and leaping over fallen trees. For nineteen years of my life, I had been the perfect Princess of Wales Moon Pack, doing everything my father commanded. Nineteen years of “yes, father” and elegant dresses and proper etiquette.
And for what? To be handed over like property to some Alpha I've never met? To someone I don't love?
“I won't go back,” I whispered to myself as I ran, the words fueling the rage in me more. “I won't go back!”
The border of our Pack came into view, it was only a few blocks away. Once I crossed it, I would be beyond my father's immediate reach.
Of course, being Alpha Shane's only child meant he wouldn't give up on me easily, but I needed time to disappear, to build a new life where I could find my true mate.
The howls and screams behind me grew more distant as I ran towards the border. My father's warriors were strong, but I was faster. I had always been faster, though few knew it. A Princess wasn't supposed to outrun her guards during training sessions.
I crossed the border at a sprint speed, and an unfamiliar feeling washed over me as I left my home Pack. For the first time in my life, I was truly alone, terrified and tired.
No maids to call or guards to yell at. It was just me.
I slowed to catch my breath, resting against a thick oak tree. My dress was torn at the hem, my feet were dirty and scraped. I had left with nothing but the clothes in my backpack and the small pouch of valuables hidden in it.
“We did it,” I whispered to Alexa with a half smile, her happiness mingling with mine. “Now, we just have to find our true mate.”
Finding my fated mate has been my dream since childhood. I had grown up on stories of that perfect connection, that moment when the world stops and stares for a while when two souls recognize each other. My dad called it a foolish fantasy, I called it my destiny.
I dipped my hand into my side pocket and brought out a small leather pouch. It contained some money, a diamond necklace that had belonged to my mom and a fake identity card I got last week.
I opened the card and my fingers crapped over the new name. According to the Identity card, I was now Kayla Green.
I thought of my dad's face when he told me of my engagement to Alpha Noah of Blue Nicoline Pack. His eyes were cold and distant, just as they had been over the years, and his voice echoed sternly, leaving no room for my opinion.
“You'll marry Alpha Noah next month,” He said while we were at the dining table, chewing his meal gently. He didn't even spare me a glance. I guess that was how much of a coward he was.
I barely had time to process his words, but he continued. “Your marriage to him will form an alliance that will strengthen our position.”
Our position? I let out a disbelieving scoff at the thought. This was about him, about his position as the Alpha.
“But father,” I pleaded as I looked at him, hoping he would look at me too. “I haven't even met him! What about finding my true mate?”
He slowly lifted his gaze from the meal with a brow raised, before he let out harsh laughter that echoed in the room.
“True mate? And what would that do for you? Would that make our Pack whole again? Return it to what it used to be?” The laughter on his face faded completely, and he chewed the meat in his mouth with rage that made me clutch to my dress.
“And even if you get one, duty comes first. Always! The Pack survived a coup fourteen years ago. We lost your brother, and I won't let sentimentality weaken us again.”
I saw the pain that flashed across his face as he mentioned my brother. His death during the coup, as his only heir, had changed my dad, left him damaged. But it also changed my view of life.
Life is too precious and too fragile to waste it on things I didn't want.
So, I nodded, played the obedient daughter and planned my escape.
I walked further into the Pack with my hands clutching my fake identity card and the address of my destination; Silver Crest University. It was the perfect place for me to find my true mate…
I halted in my steps as my dad's words echoed in my ears. “True mate are fantasy… Fantasy that would never become reality.”
“What if he was saying the truth, Alexa? What if we can't find our mate?” My voice was barely above a whisper, tired.
“Then you'd get a fair trial to fall in love with someone you know, not just being thrown off like a bargaining chip.”
The Pack was nothing like the Wales Moon Pack, the Silver Crest Pack was artistic and beautiful that I stopped to stare around. Everyone went about their businesses without a fuss. Nobody bowed as I passed, and no one looked at me twice.
“This is awesome,” I screamed, a part of me seeking for an attention I didn't get.
As I stood in front of the Silver Crest University, squeezed my eyes shut for a moment and took in a deep breath as the cold morning breeze hit my face.
“It's breathtaking, isn't it?” An excited voice whispered close to my ear, startling me as I pulled back to the present.
“Who are you?” I snapped at him, my lips curled in disgust and my voice clouded with rage. Being a spoiled princess made me that way.
Rather than getting angry at me, the boy standing in front of me stared for a second before smiling.
“Relax,” he laughed and shifted his gaze to the school building. “You're nervous. You must be a new student.”
“Transfer student,” I lied smoothly and quickened my steps, but the boy followed me.
“I'm Trent, by the way. I just moved in from the Red Moon Pack, you?”
I stopped abruptly and turned to him, realizing I wasn't prepared for the question. “Oh… I'm from… far away. Just a small Pack, nothing interesting.” I said and continued walking.
He shot me a curious look but followed me. “Well, Silver Crest is a good school. Tough Alpha running it, though. My cousin says professor Duaine is a real hardass.”
“Professor Duaine?” My curiosity got piqued.
“Yes, Alpha Duaine Bert. He teaches at the university, despite being the Alpha of the Pack. It had been that way for like fifteen years.”
An odd chill ran down my spine around the name. “What is he like?”
Trent shrugged. “I'm also new here, I've never met him personally. My cousin says he's brilliant but strict. He's totally devoted to the Pack. Word is he helped build Silver Crest from practically nothing after some big Pack war years back.”
Chapter 82Duaine's POVAfter our conversations, Lessie left closing the door quietly and for an instant the silence filled me. I took a deep breath and placed my hands on the edge of my desk, allowing the weight of everything that had transpired sit on my shoulders. Her words still echoed in my head, I think it’s better if I go back to my father, she had said.No. That was not going to happen. Not in this lifetime.I paced deliberately across the room, step by measured step, in a bid to abate the storm raging inside me. My wolf ached to tear something apart. How dare she even think of leaving? Did she not realize that she was mine? That the possibility of her leaving was destroying my very existence?Even the thought was sufficient to provoke my wolf shift into restlessness beneath me, snarling in anger. Remain calm, I told myself, but the effort was pointless.Dave had left almost immediately after having a quick discussion with me about pack issues to run some errands, it was s
Chapter 81Lessie's POVThe office was so heavy in silence. Alpha Duaine fixed me with a cold, hard stare like two blades slicing through the entire length of my head."What did you tell him?" He queried, his voice even surprised me.I took a deep breath, my own heart pounding away like mad in my chest. Dave stood leaning against the wall, his arms crossed and his eyes were shifting back and forth between I and Alpha Duaine as if he was anticipating the detonation of a time bomb.The last thing on the earth I wanted to do was upset Alpha Duaine especially since he already had too much to trouble him."I…I, I stammered. I caught my breath and continued. "I had a run-in with Dr. Nathan when I went for a walk."Immediately I had said the word, something flared in the eyes of Alpha Duaine. I curled up my fingers and continued. "It was not on purpose," I informed him, tapping my fingers together in frustration. "I was walking and I bumped into him. He asked me who I was.""That's it?" Al
Chapter 80Duiane's POVI needed to get my head around things.All of it, the council, Nathan's scheming, Shane's imminent attack, all of it had been roiling inside me like a rock I couldn’t dislodge. My blood was boiling, I felt like doing something to release the tension within me before it hurt me badly. I had no course of action yet but I was working on it.So I did the best thing I could for myself at the moment.Which was taking a walk. I walked beyond the school building , left the familiar walls surrounding the school and headed straight into the main village in my pack. I walked through the busy market square where peddlers called upon customers with wide grins, their baskets were filled with fresh meat and fresh fruit.This was my existence. My own pack and people. They trusted me, they depended on me. And now, due to one girl who is my mate, it was all coming apart.Lessie, I said her name aloud.I shoved my thoughts aside as I intended to enjoy every bit of my walk, so
Chapter 79Lessie's POVDave's words kept ringing in my head, "The only way you can lessen Alpha Duiane's worry is by taking care of yourself." He'd said.The tone he'd used, so final, so abrupt had registered in my head as almost threatening to me. Or dismissal? Was he hinting that I was to stay here was for a short period of time? That one day I'd have to leave this pack?My chest tightened with anguish. That was what he really meant.I stared at him for a moment, trembling hands at my sides but firm tone. "Dave, what do you actually mean? Are you saying I would not last long here that’s why I need to take care of myself? Or because you just can't get along with me?" I asked him.He turned to me immediately, his eyes wide with shock. "What are you saying?" he asked."So you heard me," I said to him moving so close to him that we almost were nose to nose, I was looking at him with the best scowl I could manage. My heart was pounding in my chest, but I was not going to let fear stop m
Chapter 78Lessie's POVThe moment the recess bell rang, I did not even think twice. I shoved my books inside my bag in a hurry. My heart was pounding so fast. All that was running through my head was to go to him. To see if he's okay.He was taking too much. I needed to go see him. I needed to say something to him. I hadn't even worked out what to say to him yet. I just needed him to know that he wasn't fighting this alone.And so I hurried along the corridor which led to the Alpha's office.I reached the door and grimaced briefly, panting before I knocked and went in.His scent hit me immediately, the scent of his aftershave that always caused my knees to buckle. But as I looked the room, my hope plummeted to the floor.He wasn't in his office. But Dave was, he was sorting through some papers."Dave," I said his name softly.He raised his head as he gazed at me, shock on his face. "Lessie, what brings you here?" he asked."I wanted to see Alpha Duiane." I replied calmly.Dave shook
Chapter 77Lessie's POVThe following day, I woke up early to prepare for school, it felt as if a shadow was looming over me. The moment I got to school and was walking along the hallway heading for my class, I heard whispers all around me. I tried to ignore it initially. Maybe their glances and whispers was all in my mind. Maybe I was paranoid due to what had been happening between Alpha Duiane and the council members all because of me. But then I heard someone say it clearly."She's the reason he could lose the throne." Someone whispered. "She's wicked. I don't understand what spell she must have done to him." Another said."Have you ever heard of an Alpha trying to loose his throne over some woman."Those words they said, each of those words felt more painful than the last. I felt rooted to the spot, I wanted to run back home. To hide in my room and never come out again. But what would that get me? It would get me nothing. They'd just have something else to talk about, maybe t