Chapter 4: Sex with him

“Go home now, babe. I'll just send you.”, I said to her, she shook and turned pale so I frowned at her.

“Hey what happened? Does anything hurt? why is your face like that? ”, I asked in wonder, I approached her and examined her whole face.

She shook it and quickly took her bag.

“I'm okay, I have to g-go.", She said nervously and quickly left.

I frowned and chased her.

“Hey, what's wrong?”, I asked her.

She shook and then looked away from me.

“I-i have to g-go. I-I still have a lot to do, let's just meet tomorrow. ”, She stammered and then kissed me on the lips before leaving.

I followed her with my gaze before she disappeared from my sight completely.

I sighed weakly and was about to leave when I saw the woman I hated in the garden, she was lying but I ignored her and just went to where my staff was waiting for me now.

When I got there I saw them ready to attack.

(Sachi Pov)

I woke up because I felt hungry. When I opened my eyes I saw that I was still in the garden, I had fallen asleep here.

I got up and arranged my clothes and then went inside.

I saw no shadow of Kibb, maybe it's in his girlfriend's condo again.

Tsk ... that bitch! 

I went to the dining room and saw that there was a lot of food on the table so I smiled sparingly.

I immediately sat there and started eating. After I ate I immediately went to Kibb’s office because I wanted to talk about it earlier.

It wasn't me who slapped that bitch but herself. She’s always really right timing, when Kibb is there she always makes way for me to always be bad in my husband’s eyes.

You think that someone kind also hides evil in the body.

When I arrived at Kibb's office I immediately knocked on it but no one answered so I just opened it. I looked around the office.

This is the second time I have entered his office.

I looked at its clock. 

It's already 11:56 pm but he's still not there. At least he only goes home once because he sometimes sleeps there in his mistress condo.

I sighed weakly and just left. I just went to my room and rested. I knew he would sleep there in his mistress condo, so I could do nothing but wait for him until he returned.

That's what always happens. At night there he sleeps with his mistress and when it is morning, he goes home here.

I lay down on my bed and smiled bitterly.

I accept that I'm not really the one who loves him but my heart is really the only problem because no matter what I do and even if it's too much pain, it's still the one that I love.

I close my eyes because I am so tired and in pain now and I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep.

I was startled when I felt something crawling on my thigh.

“W-what are you doing?”, I asked in surprise and sat down.

I leaned back on my bed and looked at Kibb, who was now staring at me.

I knew he was drunk because of the smell of it, I could see its grin and its gradual approach to my face.

I was swallowed up in no time.

I just closed my eyes when the two of us suddenly kissed.

I no longer knew what to do because of what he was doing.

His two hands traveled all over my body.

Until his hand reached my womanhood.

“Fuck!”, I muttered softly.

I didn't realize that we were both naked.

“Damn!”, He moaned.

We can only hear grunts in this room.

Until we reached what we want for, he suddenly kissed me on the lips again.

“I love you, Tiffany.”, He said softly, which broke my heart.

Suddenly he lay down next to me and fell asleep.

I didn't realize that my tears were already dripping.

“W-why?”, I asked weakly, while looking at the man next to me.

“Why don't you just love me?”, I added.

I couldn't stop crying when I remembered what he said.

“I love you, Tiffany.”

“I love you, Tiffany.”

“I love you, Tiffany.”

“I‘m not tiffany and I will never be tiffany for him because the only one he loves is tiffany.”, I said softly.

I sat down and looked at the man I loved.

I smiled bitterly at him.

“This is the first time he had sex with me without protection.” I said in my mind and laugh a little bit.

“He doesn't want me to get pregnant because she wants tiffany to be the mother of his children.” I added and wiped my tears flowing in my cheeks.

“But it's okay with me as long as he's by my side, and I'm his wife even if he drives me away I don't care.” I smiled while looking at him.

“I just really love him.” I added.

I sighed and wiped the tears from my eyes.

“When the time comes for me to give up you, it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore. My heart is tired that day.” I whispered while still looking at him.

I got up from my bed, even though I still felt a little pain in my womanhood.

I tried to walk out of my room, but before that, I looked at the man I loved, who was sleeping soundly.

“If I give up in our relationship, I think that's would be a good decision for you and me.” I whispered weakly and smiled.

“Even it's for me.” I added.

I smiled bitterly, at the same time I closed the door.

When I entered my room I immediately go to my shower room to take a bath. When I‘m done doing my evening routine I go to my bed and lay down because of the tiredness I immediately sleep.