LOGINSera
I spent the rest of the day in my room while servants packed my life into trunks. Dresses, shoes, jewelry I'd never worn. Things a princess was supposed to have.
I sat on the windowsill and didn't say a word.
When they left, the room looked half-empty. My whole life sorted into boxes like I was already gone.
Three days. Two now.
I kept thinking about Fenris at that table, talking to my father like I wasn't even there. The way he'd looked at me at the end—that cold assessment.
The sun was setting when I heard the knock. Soft, barely audible. Three taps, pause, two more.
Nadia's knock.
I unlocked the door, and she slipped inside.
"How are you holding up?" she asked, looking at the half-packed room.
"How do you think?"
She sat on my bed and was quiet for a minute. Then she said, "Do you remember three years ago? When I helped you get out the first time?"
"Of course I remember."
"My father's cabin is still there. Still empty." She looked at me. "Nobody's used it in years."
I turned to face her. "Nadia—"
"Just listen. The guards are going to be watching for you to run. They know you did it before, they'll expect it again." She stood up and grabbed my cloak from the chair. "So we give them what they expect. I wear this, walk through the gardens tonight. They'll think it's me trying to leave."
"They'll catch you."
"That's the point. While they're dealing with me, you get out." She was talking faster now. "I know someone who can help. Drives supply wagons for the kitchens. He'll be at the south servants' entrance with a wagon. You hide in the back, he gets you through the checkpoints."
"And when they figure out it was you in the garden and not me—"
"I'll tell them I was sneaking out to meet a boy. They'll believe it because I've done it before. I'll get in trouble but that's all." She grabbed my hands. "They want you, Sera. Not me. I'm not the one with a contract."
I wanted to believe that but I wasn't sure.
"When?" I asked.
"Tonight. Late, after midnight. I'll go through the gardens around one. You leave through the servants' entrance at the same time."
"What's his name? The driver."
"Willem. He owes my father a favor." She squeezed my hands. "Pack light. One bag, things you actually need."
* * *
The hours crawled. I packed practical clothes, money, a few things that mattered. At midnight exactly, Nadia appeared wearing my cloak.
"Ready?"
"Yeah."
"Five minutes after I leave, take the south entrance." She squeezed my hand once. "Please be careful."
Then she was gone, my cloak trailing behind her.
I counted to three hundred and slipped out.
The servants' passages were worse than I remembered. The air was thick with dust that made me want to cough, and I had to breathe through my mouth to avoid the smell—mold and damp stone and something else. Something dead. I nearly stepped on a rat carcass, long decayed, just bones and fur in the corner where the passage turned. Cobwebs caught in my hair and I had to keep one hand on the wall to feel my way through the darkness.
I'd used these passages as a kid, but I'd forgotten how disgusting they were.
Down two flights of stairs, through the corridor that ran behind the kitchens, where the smell shifted to old grease and rotting food. Almost there—
Shouting.
From outside. The gardens.
I found a narrow window and looked out.
Guards. Six of them, surrounding someone.
Nadia.
She was on her knees and one of the guards was yanking my cloak off her shoulders.
No.
They had her. I had to—
Someone grabbed my arm.
I spun. A man I didn't recognize, fifty maybe, wearing servant's clothes.
"Princess," he said quietly. "I'm Willem. We need to go."
"They caught her—"
"She knew they would. That was the plan." He pulled me down the corridor. "Don't waste what she just did."
"But—"
"Move. Now."
I looked back at the window. Couldn't see Nadia anymore.
Willem led me to a small door, and we were outside, on the south side of the palace, where supply wagons came in. A wagon waited with two horses already hitched.
"In the back. Under the canvas. Don't make a sound no matter what."
I climbed in, and he covered me with canvas and sacks. Cramped, dark, making it hard to breathe
The wagon lurched forward.
I pictured Nadia with those guards. My father's fury when he found out. But we kept moving.
Voices after what felt like forever. Guards at a checkpoint.
"Where are you headed?"
"Market run," Willem said, sounding bored. "Kitchen needs supplies."
"A bit late for that."
"Yeah, well, Cook just remembered. You want to explain to her why she's not getting her flour tomorrow?"
Pause. "Go ahead."
We rolled on. Another checkpoint at the palace gates, same conversation, same bored tone.
Then we were through.
The road changed under the wheels, got rougher. We were outside the palace grounds.
I'd actually done it.
Hours passed under that canvas before Willem said, "We're clear."
I pushed it aside. We were on a country road, the palace just a dark shape on the horizon.
"There's a village two miles ahead," Willem said. "I drop you there. The cabin's another five miles through the woods."
I knew the way. I'd walked it before.
"Thank you."
He nodded and didn't say anything else.
The wagon rolled on and I watched the palace disappear. Thought about Nadia on her knees in the garden. My mother sitting silent at breakfast. Lyra, who would be devastated if she found out she had run again.
Willem stopped the wagon. "This is it."
I climbed down. The village was small, everything dark and quiet.
"Cabin's that way," he pointed toward the trees. "Old hunting trail."
"I know."
"Good luck."
He turned the wagon and left.
* * *
NadiaI woke with a start, the stiff chair accommodating my bruised neck and shoulders. My head swam as I sat up, rubbing the grit from my eyes.Mama was watching me from the bed, her voice rusty as she spoke. "You came back...""Yeah..." I replied, my own voice thick. I cleared my throat and stretched, trying to shake off the stiffness.A heavy silence hung between us. Mama finally broke it. "That chair couldn't have been very comfortable. Did you even move all night?""Not much," I answered, rubbing my stiff neck."You should've gone home to a real bed," she chided.I shrugged. "I'm okay.""Eat anything?"I shook my head without looking at her. "Not since dinner last night.""Where is Toby?" I asked. "Has someone told him about Dad?"Mama's eyes flicked to the window. "He's with your grandfather. And no, I haven't told him."I gripped the bed rail, knuckles white. "You need to tell him."An uncomfortable silence stretched out again. I couldn't bring myself to look at her, couldn't b
LyraA pause. "Oh, Lyra. Oh, Nadia. I'm so sorry. How did he...?""I'd rather not talk about it right now," I said, my voice flat. I felt sick.Sera's tone sharpened. "Something's very wrong, Lyra. Tell me what's going on."Sera's words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken suspicion. I closed my eyes, swallowing hard. "Not now, Sera. Please."A moment of silence passed between us. I could almost feel her frustration through the line. "You're scaring me, Lyra. I just want to help."I shook my head at nothing. "I know. I'm sorry." I drew in a shaky breath. "Can we talk about something else?""Okay..." A pause. "Lyra, I...there's something I need to tell you too."I straightened, my grip on the phone tightening. "What is it?"There was a pause. "I'm pregnant."Laughter bubbled up in my throat, tears of joy welling in my eyes. "Oh, Sera! That's amazing!" I grinned at the wallpaper, my mind suddenly filled with thoughts of baby blankets and lullabies. "How far along are you? Do you know if
LyraI paced my room, unable to stop moving. My bare feet slapped against the carpeted floor with each furious step. My hands clenched and unclenched at my sides. I breathed hard through my nose, but the air didn't fill my lungs."He's a demon," I whispered under my breath. "Demon." I repeated it, louder this time. "Demon!" I nearly shouted.I spun on my heel, turning to face the opposite wall, but I couldn't stand still long enough to look at anything. I brushed past the edge of my bed and my hip caught on the low-hanging canopy. I pushed it away, and it dragged along the carpet, knocking over one of the posts.The room felt too small. I needed to move, to run, to scream, to burn it all down. My father was a demon. A demon in a king's robes, with a crown on his head and a smile on his lying face.I kicked at the carpet, feeling the soft fibers give way under my toes. "Demon!"The morning pressed on outside my window. I wanted to shatter the glass, to let the storm in. I wanted to how
KaneI looked down at the case in my hand. A long, slow breath. "So you're suggesting I send a message."My pen tapped against the file folder. Tap, tap, tap. I held myself still, waiting.Callum nodded, shoulders tense. "Sir Jace is already up there, but nobody knows whether he made it, or whether he's even..."My hand crushed the file as the words left his lips. The pen slipped silent. He was alive. Jace had to be.I drew a sharp breath. The smooth metal of the scroll case filled my palm."Jace is alive, and don't you say that."I turned the scroll case over in my hands, studying the Ironmaw crest. Callum shifted his weight from one foot to the other, then took a hesitant step forward. "I'm sorry for any disrespect, Alpha. I didn't mean to question Jace. I know he means a great deal to you."He paused and tugged at his collar, swallowing hard. "My father told me what a crested scroll like that one means. If you send a message in a case bearing the Ironmaw seal, it grants immediate a
KaneCallum took a step toward me, careful not to disturb the wreckage at our feet. He held out the files. "The Mistwood batch for the month. They need your signature before day's end."Broken chair legs cracked under my boots as I turned to face him. I crossed the room slowly, stepping over shredded curtains and the splintered remains of a child's crib. The painted star constellations on the ceiling blurred as I looked up, my vision still hazy with tears.I took the top file from Callum's outstretched hand. The manila cover was crisp beneath my fingers. I didn't open it. Instead, I stared down at it, mumbling to myself, "We can't continue doing this."My breathing had only just settled from the storm of grief that had torn through me minutes before. My hands still trembled as I gripped the file tightly, the edge digging into my palm. I sensed Callum tense beside me.He cleared his throat. "It's the usual, Alpha. The same rights, the same tithe."I sighed heavily and looked away, not
KaneI panted, trying to steady my breath. I swallowed hard, the lump in my throat stubborn. "Alpha," Callum said again, his voice softer this time. He took a hesitant step into the room.I looked around at the broken rocking chair, the shattered crib, the torn curtains. The toys were scattered across the floor. Callum's eyes widened as they darted from one piece of wreckage to the next. His gaze came back to rest on me.I let out a wrong laugh between breaths, a harsh sound. I wiped my face with the back of my hand and swallowed. "Well," I said, the word coming out rough. "Guess the news is out now."Callum looked at me, confusion clear in the furrow of his brow. "Alpha, I don't understand..." I laughed again, the sound hollow. "We lost the pup," I said, the words catching in my throat. "Yesterday. The doctor... The doctor told Elara yesterday." I took a deep breath, trying to still the shaking in my hands. "Our son is gone."Callum's eyes went wide. He looked around the room again,
SeraNight fell fast, and with it, the temperature plummeted. We had three fires going, but the heat didn't seem to travel more than six inches past the flames. I sat on a log by the middle fire, pulling the wagon fur around my shoulders, shivering so hard my teeth were literally clicking together.
LyraShe ignored me. She dropped to her knees, her hands sliding down to the waistband of my trousers. She shoved her fingers inside the fabric, gripping my hips tight. With one sharp pull, she dragged the pants and my underwear down to my ankles. I stepped out of them, kicking my boots off in the
Lyra"Tell the girl to step into the room," he said."Leave her out of this," I said. My voice came out as a pathetic, raspy whisper. I cleared my throat, trying to find some spine. "She didn't do anything. It was my idea to come in here.""Tell her to step into the room," he said, his eyes going d
LyraThe voice didn't belong to Nadia. It didn't belong to me. It came from the metallic object resting directly behind my hip.Nadia froze. She pulled her mouth away from me and yanked her fingers out of my body. She stood up quickly, wiping her wet mouth with the back of her hand, her chest heavi







