Dean and I drive to the park with our own cars. I park next to him and we both jump out at the same time. He hurriedly walks to the cafe whereas, I’m doing the complete opposite. “Can you perhaps walk faster?” He says to me, pulling me by my hand. I look at our hands together, not noticing that we’ve already made it to the cafe.
“This coffee is too strong.” I hear a familiar voice say. I look up from our intertwined hands and see Halsey spilling coffee onto the ground. I pull away from Dean’s hold and rush to her. I grab her by the arm, stopping her from spilling any more. Halsey tries to escape it but I tighten my grip.
“What are you doing?! Leave me alone!” She shouts. “Help!” She adds.
“Shut up!” I yell back. My face goes red from anger. Dean keeps his distance. “What is this? What are you doing, Halsey? I let you out thinking I could trust you. I shouldn’t even be here, you’re grown up. Now, do me a favour and stop fighting and let’s go home.” Halsey starts looking sorry but I don’t buy it, still frustrated by her actions. We walk to my car together and both get in it.
“I’m sorry.” She softly says.
I sigh. “It’s okay.” I say with a small smile. “Just don’t let that happen again.”
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When we get back home, I go upstairs to my room, leaving Halsey to my mom. My phone starts vibrating.
Dean: I’m sorry about your sister.
Me: Why are you talking to me? It’s not like she’s dead.
Dean: It seems like you’re always pushing me away, even when I try to help.
Me: Maybe because I don’t need your help.
Dean: Hailee…I know you don’t like me very much, but I also…
Me: You also what?
Dean: I like someone else, is what I want to say.
Me: I’ve always known you were wasting Halsey’s time.
Dean: How exactly?
Me: No guy hangs out with his girlfriend’s friends and leaves her out. You ignore her calls and I’m sure you know the rest.
Dean: Quite observant you are.
I sigh, getting bored of talking to him.
Me: Yeah, whatever. I have to go. I’ve got better things to do.
Dean: Goodnight, Hailee. Sweet dreams.
I roll my eyes and put my phone under my pillow. My door slightly opens before Halsey’s head peaks through the opening. “Hailee, do you mind if we talk?” She asks shyly.
“Sure, come in.” I say, patting the space next to me. She hurries to me and hugs me. She starts to cry.
“I think Dean is cheating on me. That’s why I was behaving the way I was. I saw him flirting with a girl at the park and I’m sure they exchanged numbers.” Halsey tells me in tears.
“I- “ I hesitate to come up with anything to comfort her, thinking I’ll probably be helping to excuse him. Halsey sits up and wipes her tears. “I’m breaking up with him tomorrow.” I bite on the inside of my mouth.
“Do what your heart tells you to.” She nods and leaves my room. I sigh and get under my blanket as I let sleep take me.
I softly knock on Hailee's door. Music is playing from the inside just loud enough--sad music. I knock again a bit louder than the first time. The door finally clicks open.I hold my breath from anxiousness, but I'm met by a face I didn't want to see come to the door. "Hey, what are you doing here?" He asks me.I clench my jaw. "I need to speak to Hailee."Gale shakes his head. "Sorry man. Doesn't seem like she wants to speak to you yet."I place a hand on my hip and the other combs through my hair. "Why are you here, man?"He lifts an eyebrow. "What's it to you?" He steps out, closing the door behind him."Look, Gale. I know Hailee and I aren't necessarily together right now, but kid, I'm telling you right now that I don't want you around her." I nearly spit.Gale chuckles. "Firstly, never call me a kid again, and it's a good thing that isn't your choice to make. Right now."We stare into each oth
The next morning, I find Dean on the hockey field practicing his shots. I take a seat on a bench and wait for him. He seems to be deep in thought about something. It's not like him to miss five times in a row, at such close range too.He crouches, his hockey stick in his hands. I stand up, ready to approach him. As I'm about to take one step, Madison comes running in his direction. I stop in my tracks, my chest grows heavy and tight.Dean gets up to hug her. I shake my head and walk back to my room.Dean's P.O.V.I sigh as I get up to give Madison a hug. I look to my side and spot Hailee walking away from the field. I'm sure it's her. How long was she here? I fight running after her, I'm still sceptical about a conversation. I don't know what to say, especially now that Madison's in my arms.Madison squeals as she hugs me. "I've kind of missed you, you know?" She breaks the hug. I give her a brief smile. She frowns. "Ar
After an episode of drama and tears, Gale and I go out to get some ice cream. Sunglasses are covering my eyes to cover how swollen they are. We both take a seat on a bench. "You're going to make me fat." He says with a mouthful of ice cream. I giggle. "It's your choice to join me."He shakes his head. "Wouldn't be quite polite to let you eat on your own." I smile. "Especially at a time like this." He adds. He's not wrong there."It is a beautiful day though, isn't it?" He nods. "Yeah, besides the fact that I've missed three classes already." We both chuckle. I had even forgotten that there were classes to attend."Well, I wouldn't want you to miss the last few that you have." He shakes his head. "I'd miss anything to make sure that you're doing okay." I smile at him. "That's so nice of you." He moves strands of my hair from my face, brushing them against my ear."So, how about a movie later?" He asks. "Not a bad idea. What should we watch?"He shrugs. "Ladies choice." My smile
I'm woken up by the ringtone of my phone. I groan as I stare at the screen with Gale's name displayed on it. I place it upside down on my bedside table. I flip onto my back, noticing that my shoes are still on. I sigh, my eyes feeling heavy and swollen. Dean definitely kicked the bucket this time. How could he do such a thing? All that trust thrown out just like that. I place my hands on my face as my chest pains and tears start to roll down my cheeks. My phone rings again. I ignore it and lightly start sobbing. I can't find any solid reason for why he would run to Madison. Yes, I have problems with Madison, but it wouldn't feel any better even if it was anyone else-he could've picked anyone else though. I'm making my own assumptions constantly about why he really asked for a break. Everything is just so frustrating and confusing.A knock sounds at my door. I suck in my breath so my cries aren't heard on the other side of the door. It sounds again and again. "Go away!" I shout."Hai
The sun is finally setting and campus looks almost empty as everyone is gone to prepare for the next week of doom. Except me. I'm outside by the school fountain staring at the sky. I don't know what I'm looking for or waiting on. My phone suddenly rings. It's my mom. "Hey Mom.""Hailee, how are you?" She asks, concern covering her voice. "Uhm, I'm fine, Mom. Are you?" She sighs. "I heard about the break up." I close my eyes. "Oh." I don't want to ask her who told her because for all I know, it could have been Dean himself. "I didn't tell Halsey. Figured she already knows." Mom says. "No, Mom. She doesn't know about it. I'd like it to stay that way for a while." I tell. The line stays quiet. "Just make sure you don't wait too long and give someone else a chance to tell her." Mom warns. I nod. She's right. Halsey wouldn't like that. After going on and on about almost everything, we finally say our goodbyes. I make my way back up to my room. I walk in and find a small not
Hours later, I wake up to a different wallpaper and bed sheets. I turn my head besides me and...Madison? I close my eyes and sigh, nausea swimming in my stomach. I sit up and look at our clothes scattered on the floor. If Hailee find out about this- A hand touches my back. "Hey." Madison smiles. I smile back at her. She moves closer towards me, sitting herself behind me, placing kisses on my back. "I had fun last night." She whispers."Me too." I say."Come back to bed. It's still quite early. Plus, it's Sunday." She slips back into the duvets, pulling me in. I move back in and close my eyes. Hailee's P.O.V. I wake up feeling much better than yesterday. I check my phone and Halsey has sent me photos of herself. Plenty photos. I groan and think about my space. I turtle out of my bed and walk to the bathroom. I call Gale as I brush my teeth, curious about what he has planned for the day. "See you soon." I say to him over the phone. I put on a tank top and a high-waist