"How bad do you want it? Is it strong enough for you to become my pet." His hands wrapped around her neck, and his voice a low growl as a deadly smile played on his lips. *** Bella knew the Mystery Cafeteria Boy was trouble from the first time she saw him. He was the one that was going to blow up her cover and uncover her past. Stuck in the same grade she had no other choice but to make a deal to become his pet. Could he bully his pet? Yes. Fall in love with his pet? Hell no.
View More"Stinky fat head," I cursed, slamming the door of my locker with as much strength as I could muster.
"Brainless ant."
Every other person probably burst into tears when they were humiliated in class but not me. When I'm so angry, I curse and plan millions of ways to stab out the perpetrators eyes even though that was all I can do.
My name is Bella and I hate school. Which isn't news, considering the fact that almost all teenagers do. But, I am not your regular teenager, not in the smart, genius way. Quite the opposite, this was my second year in this class, because I failed the grade.
I hate school because I suck at it.
This year I had to go to classes all alone. All my friends have moved on to the 12th grade.
Class today consisted mainly of new students and Mr Charles kept calling me to answer questions since I was an old face in the class, even pointing that out in a joke that wasn't funny to me at all.
After digging out my lunch ticket I made the way to the school cafeteria, wishing this day could go as fast as it can so I can get to Basketball practice.
My school, Crest high school, was divided into sections. Everybody had their own group or clique.
To my far left was Maya, Trisha, Molly and Dolly. The queens of Crest high. Maya was already a full blown I*******m influencer and model with more than hundred thousand followers on I*******m. Her beautiful face however could not make up for her foul personality.
"Babes," A semi high pitched scream came from Tammy short for Tamara, my best friend in the whole world. She and James were actually, but James was not in school today.
My lips stretched into a wide smile and it felt like I could finally breathe. Finally, someone I knew.
"I missed being in the same class as you so much already," her voice a low pitched whine and her cupid bow lips jutting for a pout.
"Tammy, it's just one day of school." I smiled trying to placate her, but feeling so good inside. Someone cared enough to miss her.
"Doesn't matter. I sat through Literature class alone listening to Chucky stuff his mouth with doughnut and Maya showing off." She flipped her bone straight jet black hair with purple highlights backwards and huffed.
This girl with her loud voice and riotous hair was such a vibe.
I watched her as she continued to rant animatedly while I stuffed my mouth with the greasy pizza that was on the menu today and pushed off my curly hair that kept falling over.
In contrast to Tammy I had red brown curly hair which was so difficult to tame and often felt like it could drown my small frame.
Suddenly she stopped talking, her mouth forming a round, O shape in surprise, and her eyes almost popping out of the socket.
The cafeteria was also quiet. I followed her direction turning towards the door to the source of her astonishment till I saw it. Not it, him.
A huge brown haired boy with cinnamon brown eyes and a bandage at the side of his eyes walking towards where we sat.
He passed us quickly, with his own tray of food and going to an empty table.
What was the fuss and mystery about?
I returned my undivided attention to the pizza and the rumors started.
"Luka is back. Luka Donatelli is back." I heard someone whisper.
"Who is he? Who is Luka?" I asked Tammy.
She just shrugged coldy, "No one you should know Bells."
I could see Maya moving towards his table and I rolled my eyes at the originality. Trust Maya to walk to the finest mysterious, new kid on the block and stake her claim.
What I didn't expect was for him to wrap his arms around and hug her tight. Too tight. I rolled my eyes again.
Well, anyone that is close to Maya is bad news.
Luckily for me the bell rang, and every other thought was shoved down.
******
I looked forward to practice all day.
I loved throwing hoops.
I could throw a ball around all day and pretend that I was a normal student. That this wasn't my fourth high school, with this being my longest one yet. I could spend time away from home and focus on one thing. Which is making sure the ball goes into the nets.
No complications. No failures. No monsters to run away from.
I practiced the usual drill starting with a little warm up and stretches to get loose followed by jump shots which Coach has been complaining of throughout last year.
"Bella," Coach called loudly. I spun dribbling an imaginary opponent and throwing the ball into the net before I walked towards him
"I'm sorry Bella, but you cannot play this year until I see improvements in your school grade. The goal of the school is to make sure that no part of your academics suffer, and that even sport students are well balanced."
"But Coach, this is a new year. We haven't even started taking tests yet. You're asking me to sit on the bench through out the year, to focus on my academics. Why can't I do both?" I asked in anger.
"Because you didn't successfully do both last year. You're stuck in the non promotion zone already, no major college will take you with flunked grades." He cajoled and I rolled my eyes. I bounced off the balls off my feet, I felt like running away.
This. He was taking basketball away from me at this point.
"So what if I pass my mid terms? What if I pass my mid terms well? Will you re evaluate letting me back into the team by then?" I asked.
"Yes. I see no reason why not. But Bella this is only if you..."
I didn't wait for him to finish before answering, "I will pass my midterms."
Even if it costs me blood and sweat, I will pass my midterms. This was the longest time we have spent in one town. Now that it finally feels like we could stop running, I will do anything to get into a college with a good women's basketball program.
I could hear the Snickers from Maya and her mini me's chuckling and laughing from the corner where they had their cheerleading practice going on and I felt even more humiliated.
"Now you're kicked off the basketball team too. Your life must be hard keeping up with so many failures," Dolly said. Her snide comment was loud enough for almost everyone to hear and her crew laughed a little.
Useless Amoeba.
Waste of matter.
I cursed and stalked towards the door angrily with hot tears brimming underneath my eyelids.
I couldn't even leave the gym room because it was still time for Physical Education. I sat quietly brooding wishing I at least had my headphones on. Instead I watched the whole practice carefully, drawing imaginary court plays in my head on how it would have been if I was on the court.
When the bell finally rang, I waited till everyone was out before I dragged myself to class.
We had history class. It was our last one for the day and Mrs Maxine always came late. I could still slip in unnoticed. Not like attending a class with people who used to be your juniors will be unnoticed but at least a girl could dream.
When I reached the class, I was surprised to see Mrs Maxine already in class and the cafeteria mystery boy standing in front of the class.
I felt like having the ground swallow me up when I heard her call my name. "Bella, you and Luka are retaining the grade so you're paired up for the reading for today."
My cheeks reddened in embarrassment. If Mr Charles's earlier announcement was not loud enough it was definitely clearer now. Everyone in this class knew that I was repeating the entire year.
This was going to be one hard year ahead.
Mystery Cafeteria boy didn't seem fazed at all. If he wasn't in our class last year, seeing that I joined the school that year, he must have been a year ahead of us and was taking classes with those two years his junior.
Nothing wiped the blank look on his face, as he stared at the book we were supposed to be reading for the month.
He had this cold, bored look on his face. He suddenly raised his head from the book we shared to meet mine and I looked away in guilt choosing to stick at the pages of the textbook throughout the rest of the class.
Immediately the bell rang, he gathered his stuff and walked right out.
My hands trailed on the rough skin on Bella's thigh with so much concentration that I didn't miss it when she flinched away. The loving and tenderness that I have spent the last one hour coaxing into her skin was gone. In its place was the rigid straightening of her spine and shoulders, an indication of how tense she suddenly became, almost as if she knew what was coming.The last six months we have been living in a bubble. I had accepted that it was okay for her not to say those three magical words that used to make my heart soar back to me, but lately it's been getting to me. Or maybe it's the way she never wants to talk about the 2 year gap in our relationship, or the baby we didn't know we had but lost. I want to know if she still secretly blames me for what happened. If every single time she sees the scars she hates me the way I do myself. I didn't mean to but I sighed loudly, my shoulder drooping before I rolled her body away from mine and got up padding softly to the bathroom
"I'm really sorry for the part I played in this. Especially knowing that you saw everything that happened that night. We staged a ruse and didn't take you into consideration and for that I'm sorry. Luka is my friend, and all I want is for him to be happy. He means so much to me that's why I came here and I told you my side of the story, it's up to you now whether you believe it or not." Erica ended and got up to leave. I couldn't bring myself to nod or acknowledge her. She had shown me proof that she was after all in a relationship with someone then, who was a professor at their school and telling me this could put her in trouble but she had chosen to do it anyway. I don't know what I was expecting to feel when the 'proof' came, but I'm not sure it's this. If I don't have the usual anger or person to blame for all my predicament then where do I stand? What is this deflated feeling I have in my stomach? Like a balloon punctured at the far end. "Bella," Luka began after a whi
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LUKAKnowledge isn't always power, it's sometimes pain. The kind that has you buckled over like you were kicked in the nuts. Nothing about this all consuming pain makes knowing about everything feel powerful. l feel powerless. With no single idea on how to fix this. My eyes burn and my wrist hurts from drawing and painting all day today. I also felt weak all over. When I drove down to Bella's dorm room last night all that was going on in my head was that I needed it not to be true. That there was a way out, a slim ray of hope that still gives me a redeemable chance but it had turned out to be the opposite of that. Not only had the details of what happened over the one year that I had stormed into my dad's office to get, found out to be true there were also more. Like a baby, a child between Bella and I that had miscarried. So much has happened, and I have no idea how I'm going to fix it. I haven't slept in almost 72hours. From the flight down home, to the flight back to going to
BELLA"Who is there?" I snapped. The loud noise coming from the person banging at the door repeatedly and forcefully echoed around my little room. "Who is there?" I called out even louder than earlier and was met with no response, just continuous, loud, pounding on the door. I thought about ignoring the person since they didn't answer me, and also because it was too late at night to be calling on someone since it was raining heavily. I grabbed my phone, "if you're not going to answer, I'm calling Campus security." The knocks and pounding stopped for a while after my threat and I heard the person curse out loudly in a strange language that wasn't totally foreign to me, since I knew the accent. Before I could come up with a solution, the loud knocks continued. I opened the door intent on giving the person a piece of my mind if it was who I thought it was and I was right. It was Luka. He was standing there soaking wet from the rain with his teeth chattering from cold and his eyes re
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