It’s finally Friday and I wake up feeling very good about it. It’s the end of the week. I connect to my speaker and take it to the bathroom with me. After my simple morning routine, I head back to my room and look for an outfit to wear. I put on dark blue shorts, a black vest accompanied by a scotch flannel and my favourite Vans sneakers. I look at my phone and find messages from Dean.
Dean: Are you up yet?
Dean: When you get my messages, please respond.
Dean: We really need to talk.
Dean: Hailee?
I roll my eyes and toss my phone onto my bed. “Hailee?” My mom calls from my door. “Lisa is here.”
“Okay, thanks mom.”
Lisa comes in smiling from ear to ear. “Feeling happy too?” I chuckle and nod at her. Friday is inevitably the best day of the week. I pick up my phone and respond back to Dean.
Me: We’ll talk later.
Dean: Sure thing.
I slide my phone into my back pocket and smile at Lisa who’s shaking her head to the music still playing in the background. “Let’s go.” I say before switching my speaker off.
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When we get to school, I can’t help but notice Halsey talking to Dean. I know what the conversation is about, but Dean shows no expression of being bothered by it. Although, I’d say she’s doing both of them a favour. I mean, Dean did confess to me that he likes someone else.
Halsey then walks up to us with a smile, surprisingly. “Hey ladies.” We greet her back. She stands next to me. “I know I should be sad, but I’m so excited about tonight’s party.” She squeals. Lisa looks at me, confused. I shrug at her.
“I guess everyone is. Where is it anyway?” Lisa asks.
“Dean’s place.” Halsey answers, looking everywhere but at us.
“Oh, okay.” We walk into the school after the bell and part ways to our different classes.
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During lunch, I head to the cafeteria. Unfortunately, Lisa’s and Halsey’s lunch periods are different from mine. I order only a Yogi Sip and head for the tables outside. I take a seat on one that anyone barely uses in the corner. Just as I’m about to take a sip, I feel fingers running through my hair from behind. “Can I help you?” I ask without turning around.
“Yeah, if I stop, you’ll listen to me. Deal?” “Okay.” I answer awkwardly. I pull my hair onto my shoulder and turn around to catch blue eyes as clear as the ocean, perfectly tanned skin and perfectly cut brunette hair.
“You okay?” Dean asks. I nod and look away, noticing that I’m admiring him. I turn around in my seat. Dean seats himself across from me, taking my Yogi Sip and placing it next to him on the table.
“Why would you do that? Bring it back.” I say with furrowed eyebrows. “Hailee, I…” He stutters. I look at him, a frown still on my face. “What, Dean?”
“Remember when I had told you that I like another girl?” He asks, getting a slow nod in response. “Well, that girl is you.” He admits, scratching the back of his neck and avoiding eye contact.
In shock and clueless on how to feel, I stand up and grab my yoghurt before scurrying away. Dean jumps from his seat and follows me. When he eventually catches up, he’s stopped by Jake, his best friend. I continue on to my next class and save a seat for Lisa.
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Lisa notices my change of mood as we walk out of our shared class. “Hey, what’s going on with you?” She asks.
“I’ll tell you on the way to the house, before the party.” I calmly respond.
She nods and pulls me, rushing to hear what I have to say. “Out with it.” She says facing me. I take a breath before informing Lisa on what had happened during my lunch break between Dean and I. She starts laughing. “I knew you liked him too. And don’t you dare deny it.” I look away and shake my head. That’s all she’s gathered from what I’ve told her. I didn’t even say anything of that sort.
I start my car, realising I’ve just wasted ten minutes of my time. I drive us to my place and we go upstairs to start getting ready. “Right on time, ladies.” Halsey says with a warm smile. I tie my hair into a quick plait and as soon as we’re all ready to go, we drive off to the party.
Dean’s P.O.V.
“Jake, can you plug in the speakers for me, please?” I ask him as I place the drinks and cups on the kitchen counters. “No problem.” He replies.
Twenty minutes later, the party has commenced and the house is getting extremely packed. There’s people everywhere, so I sit on the kitchen counter and enjoy a cold beer while talking to my friends.
An hour into the party, I recognise a familiar face in the kitchen, preparing a drink. “Hey.” I greet Hailee after jumping off the counter. “Hey. Cool party.” She responds, a calm expression on her face.
“Thanks. You look great.” I say, taking her in from top to bottom. “About earlier, are we going to talk about it?” I ask her, shouting through the loud music. She comes closer to me and leans against me, our bodies touching.
“What’s there to talk about?” She smirks. I grab her hand and take her upstairs. “Where are you taking me?” She asks. I open the door to the guest room and pull her in before closing the door. I ask her to sit down on the bed with me.
“I need you to understand that I really like you and that I’ve always felt this way. I don’t know the exact moment, but now I need to know how you feel and what you think. Please.” I tell her, maintaining eye contact between us. “I-” is all she can muster. I quickly lean in to kiss her.
Hailee’s P.O.V.
“I-”, I don’t know what to say to him. But before I can come with something to say, he kisses me. My stomach immediately fills with butterflies, my legs begin to weaken and my eyes close. He pulls away, leaving me even more speechless than I already was.
He pushes strands of hair behind my ear and whispers. “I know you like me too, and I won’t give up until you’re mine.” I blush. I look down. Why am I blushing? Dean smirks at my rosy cheeks and caresses them with his warm hands before kissing me again.
He stands up and pulls me up too. He opens the door and we both step out, going back to the party. We both walk onto the dance floor and dance together with Lisa. I then wonder to myself, where is Halsey?
Hailee's P.O.V.I walk back into the room and smile at Gale. He's sitting on the edge of the bed, his hands intertwined. He sighs. "So, are you back together?"I shake my head. "No, we're not." Gale presses his lips together before parting them, not saying anything. I look at him as his gaze falls to the floor. "But, do you think you'll get back together?" He asks.I shrug. "I mean, maybe, maybe not. I still love him. It makes things a little harder when it comes to letting him go." Gale keeps his eyes on the ground. "Why are you asking me this?" I get closer to him. His eyes follow my feet as I close in on him. I pause. "It doesn't really matter." He says in a whisper. "Gale, no. Talk to me, what's wrong? Is it because I tied my hair?" I try to joke. He doesn't smile nor laugh. I've never seen him like this. It's kind of saddening to see him like this. "Does it have to do with Dean?" I softly ask even though I know it is.He shuts his eyes and clenches his jaw. His adam's apple be
I softly knock on Hailee's door. Music is playing from the inside just loud enough--sad music. I knock again a bit louder than the first time. The door finally clicks open.I hold my breath from anxiousness, but I'm met by a face I didn't want to see come to the door. "Hey, what are you doing here?" He asks me.I clench my jaw. "I need to speak to Hailee."Gale shakes his head. "Sorry man. Doesn't seem like she wants to speak to you yet."I place a hand on my hip and the other combs through my hair. "Why are you here, man?"He lifts an eyebrow. "What's it to you?" He steps out, closing the door behind him."Look, Gale. I know Hailee and I aren't necessarily together right now, but kid, I'm telling you right now that I don't want you around her." I nearly spit.Gale chuckles. "Firstly, never call me a kid again, and it's a good thing that isn't your choice to make. Right now."We stare into each oth
The next morning, I find Dean on the hockey field practicing his shots. I take a seat on a bench and wait for him. He seems to be deep in thought about something. It's not like him to miss five times in a row, at such close range too.He crouches, his hockey stick in his hands. I stand up, ready to approach him. As I'm about to take one step, Madison comes running in his direction. I stop in my tracks, my chest grows heavy and tight.Dean gets up to hug her. I shake my head and walk back to my room.Dean's P.O.V.I sigh as I get up to give Madison a hug. I look to my side and spot Hailee walking away from the field. I'm sure it's her. How long was she here? I fight running after her, I'm still sceptical about a conversation. I don't know what to say, especially now that Madison's in my arms.Madison squeals as she hugs me. "I've kind of missed you, you know?" She breaks the hug. I give her a brief smile. She frowns. "Ar
After an episode of drama and tears, Gale and I go out to get some ice cream. Sunglasses are covering my eyes to cover how swollen they are. We both take a seat on a bench. "You're going to make me fat." He says with a mouthful of ice cream. I giggle. "It's your choice to join me."He shakes his head. "Wouldn't be quite polite to let you eat on your own." I smile. "Especially at a time like this." He adds. He's not wrong there."It is a beautiful day though, isn't it?" He nods. "Yeah, besides the fact that I've missed three classes already." We both chuckle. I had even forgotten that there were classes to attend."Well, I wouldn't want you to miss the last few that you have." He shakes his head. "I'd miss anything to make sure that you're doing okay." I smile at him. "That's so nice of you." He moves strands of my hair from my face, brushing them against my ear."So, how about a movie later?" He asks. "Not a bad idea. What should we watch?"He shrugs. "Ladies choice." My smile
I'm woken up by the ringtone of my phone. I groan as I stare at the screen with Gale's name displayed on it. I place it upside down on my bedside table. I flip onto my back, noticing that my shoes are still on. I sigh, my eyes feeling heavy and swollen. Dean definitely kicked the bucket this time. How could he do such a thing? All that trust thrown out just like that. I place my hands on my face as my chest pains and tears start to roll down my cheeks. My phone rings again. I ignore it and lightly start sobbing. I can't find any solid reason for why he would run to Madison. Yes, I have problems with Madison, but it wouldn't feel any better even if it was anyone else-he could've picked anyone else though. I'm making my own assumptions constantly about why he really asked for a break. Everything is just so frustrating and confusing.A knock sounds at my door. I suck in my breath so my cries aren't heard on the other side of the door. It sounds again and again. "Go away!" I shout."Hai
The sun is finally setting and campus looks almost empty as everyone is gone to prepare for the next week of doom. Except me. I'm outside by the school fountain staring at the sky. I don't know what I'm looking for or waiting on. My phone suddenly rings. It's my mom. "Hey Mom.""Hailee, how are you?" She asks, concern covering her voice. "Uhm, I'm fine, Mom. Are you?" She sighs. "I heard about the break up." I close my eyes. "Oh." I don't want to ask her who told her because for all I know, it could have been Dean himself. "I didn't tell Halsey. Figured she already knows." Mom says. "No, Mom. She doesn't know about it. I'd like it to stay that way for a while." I tell. The line stays quiet. "Just make sure you don't wait too long and give someone else a chance to tell her." Mom warns. I nod. She's right. Halsey wouldn't like that. After going on and on about almost everything, we finally say our goodbyes. I make my way back up to my room. I walk in and find a small not