“Hunter, please…” I whispered, pressing my palms against his chest. “We’re in the kitchen.”
He laughed bitterly, his breath warm against my neck.
“You’re acting like we haven’t already had sex on this exact kitchen counter, Chris.”
His voice was low, taunting. “You and I both know the bedroom was never our favorite place.”
He kissed just below my ear—his signature spot—the one that used to make me melt.
But not today.
I turned and shoved him away, my voice trembling. “Stop. Your girlfriend is literally outside, and you’re doing this with me?”
I yanked the oven mitts on, pulled the cake out, and tried to walk past him.
But Hunter stepped in front of me again, his eyes dark and burning.
“Alina’s not my girlfriend,” he said. “She’s just a friend who flew in from New York yesterday. It’s fake. We’re pretending—because Dad’s been breathing down my neck about settling down. You know how he is.”
I stared at him, deadpan. “And what the hell does that have to do with me?”
That stopped him cold.
His lips parted, shocked at the indifference in my voice.
He was expecting jealousy. That old version of me who used to crumble every time a girl got too close to him.
Back in college, every time someone asked him to prom or clung to his arm, I’d spend the night crying, spiraling.
And every time, Hunter would find me. Pull me into his lap, whisper in my ear, and say,
“Don’t be stupid, Chris. I only want you.”
But not this time.
This time, I didn’t flinch.
“Chris,” he said, voice softer now. “You know who my real girlfriend is, right?” He leaned in to kiss me again.
I stepped around him like he didn’t exist. Without another word, I walked back to the dining room, set the cake on the table with a gentle thud, and took my seat.
Mom clapped her hands. “Perfect timing!” She cut the cake, smiling brightly as she handed the first slice to Alina.
“Thank you so much, Auntie,” Alina said, taking a bite like she was auditioning for a Hallmark movie. “When Hunter and I get married, you have to teach me your recipes!”
Married.
My lungs tightened, but I forced a smile.
I reached for my bag and stood.
“Mom, I’m heading out.”
Hunter’s voice came immediately. “So early? Doesn’t your college start at eleven?”
My back was still to him. I couldn’t tell him the truth—that I had to go to the visa office.
“I’m going to a friend’s place,” I lied smoothly.
He narrowed his eyes. “Which friend?”
Of course. He knew all of them. Knew their names, faces, parents, addresses. Some of my friends even knew about us.
Before I could answer, Alina giggled and looped her arm through his.
“Oh come on, Hunter,” she teased. “Don’t be such a possessive big brother. Any guy would be terrified to date her with you lurking around.”
That was my cue. I didn’t wait for his reaction. I walked out.
I submitted all my documents at the visa office.
College was a blur. I went through the motions.
When I returned home, it was almost dinner.
I sat quietly at the table with Mom and Uncle Carter.
“Hunter’s not back yet,” Carter said, glancing at his watch.
“He’s probably with Alina,” Mom replied cheerfully. “She’s such a lovely girl. Don’t you think so, Chris?”
I smiled, swallowing the lump in my throat.
“Yeah… she’s great.”
I stood. “I’m going to my room. I’ve got to go back to the visa office tomorrow morning.”
I didn’t wait for a response. I climbed the stairs like I was climbing out of my own skin.
Once inside, I locked the door behind me.
I peeled off my clothes, ran the water hot, and stood under it until I couldn’t feel anything but steam and silence.
When I stepped out, wrapped in a towel, the room was dim.
And then I saw him.
Hunter.
Sitting on the edge of my bed.
My heart slammed into my ribs. “How the hell did you get in? I locked the door.”
He didn’t flinch. “I have keys to every room in this house. You’re forgetting who I am, Christina.”
I turned away, heading to my wardrobe. I didn’t want to fight. I didn’t want to feel.
I opened the drawer, grabbed a sweatshirt.
And then—hands.
Hunter’s grip closed around my wrist. In a single motion, he spun me around and pinned me against the wall.
His mouth went straight to my neck, desperate and wild.
“Hunter, stop,” I said flatly. “I’m not in the mood.”
His lips hesitated. “What’s going on with you?” he asked. “I told you—Alina is just a childhood friend. Nothing happened. Nothing will happen.”
“I don’t care,” I said coldly. “You can be with Alina. Or any girl you want. Doesn’t matter to me.”
That hit him harder than a slap.
“You’re lying,” he muttered.
I stared at him.
“I know you’re upset.” He blinked. “Alright… fine. It’s just been a while since we had a sex. Let’s..”
“I’m on my period,” I said, cutting him off.
His brows furrowed. “What? No you’re not. Your cycle starts on the 26th. Today’s the 14th.”
“Guess it came early. Probably from stress,” I muttered, pulling on my sweatshirt.
The truth? I wasn’t on my period. I just couldn’t take it anymore.
The lies. The games. The pretending.
He stared at me for a long moment. Then stepped back. “Alright. I won’t push. We can wait. Just a few days.”
He tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear gently. That old Hunter again—the one who used to whisper promises in the dark.
I said nothing.
I climbed into bed, pulling the blanket up to my chin.
Hunter lay down beside me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He always did.
“I’m sorry, Chris,” he murmured. “I should’ve told you about Alina before bringing her.”
Tears welled up, hot and bitter.
I didn’t answer. I just let them fall, silent and steady.
“Just a few more days,” I told myself. “Just a few more days… and then I’ll be gone. For good.”
Hunter tightened his hold on me like he could feel me slipping.
But it was too late.
He’d already lost me.
ChristinaMy gaze hovered almost hundreds of parcels from the restaurant I worked in.“I saw you at the airport when you were carrying the parcel,” Hunter said. His smirk faint but his eyes restless. “I kept ordering since morning, hoping you’d come. I thought you wouldn’t.”My brows furrowed. Before I could respond, he cupped my face with both hands and forced my eyes into his.“Chris, I love you. I finally realized how much I love you. I can’t stay away anymore.” His pupils were dilated.His voice was low.I shoved at his wrists, but his grip didn’t budge.“How many times have you already said this to me?” My chuckle was brittle. Hollow.My heart ached every time he said he loved me, because I remembered—he never meant it.Those words were always empty. Meaningless.“This time I mean every word I say..” He drew me closer until I could feel the heat of his breath. “I even found a place. A country that allows marriage between step-siblings. We would flee there.”My heart pounded.Once
Hunter Twelve Hours AgoVodka tasted like apology and punishment all at once. It was the only thing keeping me alive these days. I poured it down my throat until the burn finally blurred everything into a numb gray. A week since I came back from Auckland and nothing was the same. Not the house, not my appetite, not the way my chest ached like I’d been hollowed out.There wasn’t a single second I didn’t miss her.Chris.I tried all the stupid remedies. Sleeping in her sheets. Re-reading the stupid notes she left on the nightstand. Swallowing the smell of her sweater until my head buzzed with it.But nothing gave me the peace her body gave me. I couldn’t sleep unless my legs were tangled with hers.So I drank. Every night, I drank until my body went numb and my mind blurred. And still, when I woke up in the middle of the night, my hand would reach for her side of the bed. Empty. Always empty.The silence mocked me.She was gone. And she would never come back. Reality screamed even t
As Dr. Sophie brought the injection closer to my arm. My body jolted. Panic crashed over me. The needle glinted under the white lights and I screamed.“Stop!”The doctor froze mid-motion. She pulled the needle away.“I—I don’t want to get an abortion.” My voice trembled. But my decision wasn't. I pushed myself up from the bed and clutched the hospital file to my chest like a shield.“What?” she blinked in disbelief.“I want to keep the baby,” I whispered. My words spilled faster than my tears.Her brows furrowed. “Are you sure? Christina, this decision—”“I’m sure.” My voice was firmer now. “It’s my baby. Mine.”When I stepped out of the hospital, my hands were trembling around a paper bag of vitamin supplements and folic acid. My brain screamed at me about society. The shame society was going to throw at me. But my heart whispered louder. I’ll protect him. I’ll protect us.Back at my dorm, I found Shasha and Lena were having their nap. I changed quickly and sat on the bed, starin
ChristinaIt had only been a week since Hunter vanished from my life, and yet his ghost still clung to me like a second skin.“Chris…” Shasha’s voice broke through the fog. The door smacked open. I quickly wiped my mouth and rushed out.She and Lena were standing with grocery bags in their arms. They stared at me wide-eyed.“Are you okay?” Lena frowned. Her eyes darted from the half-eaten noodles to my trembling hands.I forced a bitter smile. Even though my stomach was in knots. “Yeah. Just… didn’t sit well.”Their worried stares made my skin prickle. I hated being looked at like that. Fragile and breakable. I tossed the noodles into the trash.“Here,” Shasha dug into the bag and pulled out a packet of sour candies. “I swear by these when I feel sick. Try them.”Normally, I hated sour things. But the moment I ripped one open and let the tang hit my tongue, my chest heaved with relief.It was wrong. This craving. This sickness. This… feeling. Panic clawed at my throat. I couldn’t b
ChristinaTwo Months Ago“Hunter, please take care of Chris. She’s very reckless,” Mom said, her voice warm but firm.She was dragging her trolley toward the door. Uncle Carter was loading bags into the trunk, already whistling for her to hurry up.“Don’t worry, Auntie.” Hunter’s hand landed heavy on my shoulder. Possessive. Like I was already his. “You two enjoy Spain. Don’t ruin your trip worrying about us.” I said as I gave a tight hug to my mom.But inside, my pulse was racing. I was too eager for them to leave. Because when it was just Hunter and me, everything would change.We don’t have to sneak around anymore. No hushed whispers. No stolen kisses in dark hallways. No pretending to hate each other at the dinner table.For four whole days, we wouldn’t have to hide. We’d sleep tangled in his sheets without fear. We’d shower together. And fuck and kiss anywhere without worrying about getting caught.Mom kissed my forehead. “And you—don’t trouble your big brother too much. Liste
It had been a week since Hunter left.A week since his shadow stopped chasing me.A week since I tried to convince myself I could finally breathe again.That’s what I felt after his disappearance from the cafe.I loaded my bags into the back of the taxi and forced my hands not to tremble.“Chris, I wish you could stay a few more days.” Auntie whispered. She pulled me into her arms like she wanted to stop me from leaving. “It felt so good having you here. You became just like a family.” I swallowed the lump in my throat. “I already extended my stay ten days longer than planned. You were too kind to me. But I’ll visit on weekends. I promise.”When Auntie was around, the ache of missing Mom dulled. She had no idea how much I clung to that.“This is your home,” she kissed my hand. “Come back anytime. Anyway… Asher’s always here. He’ll look after you.”She winked, and my cheeks warmed despite the heaviness in my chest.I smiled and nodded. “Take care, Auntie.”The cab rattled to life and