LOGINNicole Harper
~•~ The week passed by in a blur. I spent most of my time in front of my mirror. It didn’t take long for me to move as fluidly as I used to back in my freshman year. Clara showed me a basic choreography which I learnt in no time. On the night of the gig, I was pretty nervous, but Clara assured me that I’d be alright. Even if I wasn’t dancing properly, as long as I seemed confident, I was okay apparently. I took her word for it. I followed her to the club she worked for and we met with her boss and three other girls. I wasn’t entirely sure what Clara said to her boss but I was the only new face and they weren’t even scared I’d fuck it up. If this ended well, I’d owe her. We got a whole speech about how we couldn’t be forced to do anything and could say no if we weren’t interested which reassured me that her boss genuinely cared about our safety. Then it was time to leave. An SUV took us to the location. The girls chatted during the ride while I stayed quiet, looking out the window. They didn’t seem anxious. Then again, it wasn’t their first rodeo. I could only hope I didn’t fuck this up for them. The SUV pulled up behind a high-end apartment. It was in the area where all the buildings were tall. Six of us filed into the elevator; me, Clara, her boss, and the two other girls. All five of us girls were dressed in identical lace sets as well as lace masks that made it hard for anyone who didn’t know us to recognize us later. The lingerie was covered with a long coat. When I caught my reflection on the mirrored wall, I could barely recognize myself. My blonde hair was loose and had a wet-hair vibe. My lips were painted dark red. I looked like I belonged, like I’d been doing this for years. That made me a little more confident. Clara bumped my shoulder slightly. “Breathe, Nicole. You’ve got this.” I nodded. The elevator ride was quick and in no time, the doors opened into the penthouse. My eyes went straight to the round couches arranged over a raised platform with poles. Five poles to be precise. The room was huge and dimly lit. Low laughter filled the air. Cigar smoke curled towards the ceiling. There were seven men. All in suits. Even if their backs were to us, they felt imposing already. It was obvious they heard us come in. It was hard not to, but they didn’t bother to greet us. David, Clara’s boss, led us around them to a room directly beside the platform. There, we touched up our makeup and let go of our coats. I waited for the girls to pick their poles before making do with the last one at the corner, right next to Clara. Standing in front of them was even more nerve-racking. The chatter had died down by now. Unable to help it, my gaze ran through the semi-circle. Six out of seven of them were staring at us, waiting for us to start, but the one in the middle caught my attention immediately. He sat dead center, legs spread, and arms draped over the back of the couch like he owned the space. Was he the groom? He didn’t look up right away. He just stared at the platform, his jaw tight, his fingers drumming against the back of the couch. Then his eyes lifted and locked on me like he knew I was already watching him. I averted my gaze immediately. Clara gave me one last nod, then the lights dimmed even further. The music shifted to something slower and much sultrier. I started along with the other girls. We all rolled our hips, dropped low, parted our thighs, and rose again in a slow grind. Some of the men whistled. Bills fluttered onto the platform immediately. My lips almost broke into a smile. Was it that easy? Having experience in both ballet and pole dancing, it wasn’t hard for me to spin around the pole. I stopped thinking and let my body take over. The man at the center never looked away. His eyes tracked my body like he had the right to. I caught his gaze through my mask. Being a lot more confident than when we first started, I held it for a while, then I smiled. His jaw ticked. I laughed to myself and continued dancing. There was something incredibly thrilling about making a man lose control. Especially the ones that appeared to be dark and brooding. Unlike his friends, he hasn’t said anything since we stepped on stage, and that made me want to tease him even more. One of his friends leaned in to tell him something, but he didn't respond. His friend merely hit his shoulder lightly and laughed. Not once did he take his eyes off me. Was he interested in me? Did he want more than a pole dance? On the other hand, was I interested in him? I’d been staring at him since I started dancing and there was no way he didn’t notice. Was he going to do anything about it? It was almost like the world blurred and it was just him and me in the room. I’d never been attracted to older men, but there was something very hot about this man, who seemed at least fifteen years older, who looked like he was forced to be present. There was something about him that made my thighs clench. I couldn’t entirely tell if it was the song, the mood, or his intense gaze. I watched him as he raised a finger. David ran straight to him. He said something to David while watching me and in the next second, David was walking straight to me. My heart was pounding as I watched him approach me. “He wants you,” David said to me, his voice low. “Private.” I didn’t even have to ask who. Clara had told me I could refuse, but did I really want to?Nicole Harper~•~I leaned against the railing of the yacht, a glass of champagne in my hand, watching the city skyline in the distance. It had been two and a half years since I became the owner of a yacht but I still hadn’t gotten used to calling it mine, especially since Tristan upgraded a year ago as a graduation present.The man got off on giving me luxurious presents and it offended him whenever I tried to refuse.Two and a half years. That was how long it had been since the scandal broke, since the world tried to keep us apart and we actively refused. We chose each other every day, which was why we were here today.At twenty-five, I finally felt like I had my life together. I had completed my master’s in Data Analytics a year ago, graduating with honors this time after pouring everything into the program. The degree had been something I could use to prove that I was capable. It gave me purpose even when everyone believed I only got a job at Tristan’s workplace because I was slee
Nicole Harper~•~“Have you forgiven me?”“Let me go.”“No.” Rhea held me even tighter, her arms locked around my neck. “I’ll let you go after you say you’ve forgiven me.”“But I’ve said it a million times. It’s not your fault.”“Whatever. Just forgive me.”“Fine, fine, you’re forgiven, okay?”“Really?” She pouted.“Yes, yes. Now can you let me go so I can get ready for my date?”“Oh.” She finally let me go. “You should have told me you had a date. I wouldn’t have bothered you.”I chuckled, shaking my head. “You’re never a bother, Rhea.”Tristan had held a press conference where his succession of Michelson Enterprise was announced. During the press conference, he also admitted to our relationship. While the hate wasn’t completely gone, a few hopeless romantics were touched at the fact that he spoke on it and asked people to stop writing bad things about me.A week later, he asked me out on a date. It was going to be our first real date since we started… having sex? Anyway, I was excit
Nicole Harper~•~I felt a lot better on my drive to Tristan’s office. It was almost like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I felt a lot lighter. I wasn’t exactly sure why but I was grateful I didn’t feel like a dark cloud was hanging over my head anymore. Even if I didn’t say it to her, I loved the conversation I’d just had with my mother. It wasn’t perfect. Nothing between us ever was, but we were both making an effort to do better. It was long overdue, but better late than never, right? That small win gave me courage I didn’t know I still had. I parked right in front of the main entrance of Michelson Enterprise with the windows down, texted Tristan that I had arrived, and stepped out of the car. I leaned against the hood of the car and waited openly with my arms crossed over my chest, not caring that anyone could see me.People did glance at me as they walked past, some doing double-takes. A few people whispered to themselves and I could’ve sworn I saw a flash go off,
Nicole Harper~•~I pulled into the driveway of Talia and Julian’s gated house.I knew I had to suck it up soon and return to my apartment but Talia made me so comfortable that I didn’t want to leave. She was even the one going back to my apartment to get my clothes for me. At first, she’d insisted I wear her clothes to work, but she didn’t have much corporate clothes.As I stepped out of the car and walked toward the front door, my mind kept drifting back to Tristan. Today was the board vote. Again. The first one had been cancelled because of Sebastian’s scandal but it was time again. I had wished him good luck before he entered the meeting, but not hearing from him for only thirty minutes bothered me more than I cared to admit.I wanted to know how the vote went. If he won or not. If Sebastian succeeded in ruining his chances or if I truly didn’t have to worry like he had been saying in the past few weeks.I was so lost in thought that when my phone started ringing, I almost jumped.
Tristan Michelson~•~The chairman vote eventually commenced on Friday after work hours.I walked in at exactly 5:00 p.m., wearing my favorite suit. It wasn’t my favorite before today but Nicole had picked it out for me in the morning. It was hard because she had to describe it over the phone while I had to find it based on her description.Sebastian was already seated near the head of the table, adjacent to the board chairman, looking like he hadn’t slept in days. His eyes were bloodshot, his usual smugness replaced by barely contained rage. It gave me a sick sense of satisfaction.Chairman Martin cleared his throat as I took my seat opposite Sebastian. “We all know why we’re here. Recent events have forced us to re-evaluate the succession for the Chairman position. Today, we finally vote.”Sebastian barely waited for him to finish his sentence before he shot to his feet desperately. “Before you cast your votes, I ask you to consider what kind of man you want leading this company,” h
Nicole Harper~•~“Come downstairs with me,” Talia said, pushing her room door open.“Why?”“Just come downstairs.”“I just got comfortable, Talia. Leave me alone please.” I’d gotten back from work about two hours ago and after eating and showering, I was ready to crash, especially because I didn’t want to stay up all night waiting for Tristan’s text.He hadn’t said anything since the emergency meeting earlier today and I was worried for him. Staying awake would only increase the worry.“I need your opinion on something super important.”I raised an eyebrow. “Can it wait? I just want to take a nap.”Talia snorted. “Who takes a nap at seven in the evening, Nicole? Get your ass up.”I pursed my lips. Talia had been very nice and patient with me in the past week. The least I could do was indulge her when she needed it. “Fine,” I sighed, getting out of bed.She had a smile on her face as she dragged me out of her room. We reached the bottom of the stairs and she suddenly shoved me into th
Nicole Harper~•~Tristan was unhinged.I wasn’t sure if he had figured it out or if he just suspected something, but the fact that he dared to confront me about it was absolutely crazy.What did he think would happen? I’d happily tell him that I’d met him some time two months ago and the said meet
Tristan Michelson~•~“It’s just a thought,” Julian clarified. “That doesn’t mean I’m right.”“When are you not right, Julian?” Nico scoffed.His theory was far-fetched, but that didn’t make it impossible. If anything, he clarified a few things for me.If—and this was a very big if—what he said was
Nicole Harper~•~[Me: are you free?]I stared at my screen, waiting to see if he’d respond to my message or if he had finally given up on me as I never really gave him an answer the last time he asked me out on a date.I sat up straighter when the text message was marked red, then the three dots a
Nicole Harper~•~My breath hitched. His thumb came up to rest on the column of my throat, tracing the path as I swallowed against his hold.His lips curved slightly and that was enough to spark the defiance in me. “I said I spent the last two days with Mike,” I continued lying. “And I’d let him to







