Ryan and Sarah Chapter 6

Matt came after me. I hate crying but I felt so crappy lately. Matt sat by me and hugged me.

"sweetheart you need rest and you really need to eat. Tell me what's wrong Sarah and why you're not sleeping. You need to tell us honey so we can help you ".

I sighed sadly.

"I can't, I sobbed, I have nightmares every night. I try to eat only to feel like a fat ugly piece of crap so it's hard to eat. Ryan said I was too fat,ugly and too damaged to be with. My dad said you guys never wanted us and we are better off with him. I miss Ryan so much it hurts. I don't want to live without him",I ramble on about different stuff crying loud.

Matt growled and pulled me into his lap. He kisses my head and lets me cry into his chest stroking my back.

"your beautiful Sarah and he is a stupid boy. You need to eat and sleep. If you want I will stay with you while you sleep and as for your dad he will never get any of you. Your our kids now and being alphas we don't take kindly to dumb asses making our ki