Chapter Three

Chapter Three: Crushing.

Stella's POV

Oh well, even though I love Writing and Reading as I love the imaginary world a lot but I still can't deny the fact that I do have crushes on guys.

Yeah, guys as I would say.

Though, I don't show it as I realized that I am pretty good at hiding my emotions.

I might be having a crush on a guy now but the guy will never know that I like him as I won't even show it.

But well, I do have crushes allot.

a login seeing a handsome guy for the first time and I'll be like.

Oh, he's so handsome and cute.

But well I never let my feelings get deeper.

I try my utmost best to stay away from those guys.

I have to keep my heart from being hurt.

I am not saying that Boys are bad.

They aren't.

It's just that I hate how they often take advantage of girls and break their hearts.

It's just so unfair.

But why would I even need a guy when I have my best friend Eva? 

I don't and I am sure of it.

I remember the book I am working on which is Titled,  A CRUSH.

The inspiration came to me when I had a crush on a guy and I had to keep it in and let the feeling die.

It's not that I was too scared to confess or anything but I don't want to get hurt and that's why I often avoided relationships as often it usually ends up with one getting hurt.

The book I am working on is about a young Sixteen-year-old Teenager, Adriana who had a crush on A Playboy after he saved her from a great fall.

Adriana was a type of girl who didn't like socializing as she found it Useless.

She preferred being alone, she also loved reading Romance novels.

She was an introvert and a nerd.

She wasn't born this way actually but situations made her turn out this way.

So she ended up having a Crush on Simeon the School Playboy and what was worse is the fact that she had a hard time keeping the feelings in.

So she decided to confess to him.

But unfortunately for her, she was rejected by Cruelly.

She was completely embarrassed and disgraced, she was also mocked by her classmates who didn't like her as they were always envious of her as she was an A+ Student.

She promised herself that she will make Simeon pay.

[ You can read the book A CRUSH on N*******r. ]

Apart from the fact that I didn't want to get hurt.

Steve and I made a promise to each other that we wouldn't let anything or anyone come between our friendship.

How long we are going to keep this promise is what I don't know.

So for now I can keep crushing but I am not going to confess.

I don't want to let my story be like Adriana's.

Though she had a happily ever after but who knows? 

Mine might not be like that.

I remember the last time Steve and I were talking about this crushing stuffs.

" What do you think about Crushing, Stella? " She had asked me.

" Well, I think having a crush is a pretty normal thing for us as a growing teenager but we just have to know how to control our feelings. " I had replied.

" Oh, so you mean that if you end up having a crush on a guy you'll keep it in or will you tell him? ''

" I guess this depends on Whether I am ready for a serious relationship or not, if I am then I'll just confess and see what his replies would be but if I am not ready then I'll just keep the feelings to myself. " 

" That makes sense, I see a lot of girls this day suffering from heartbreak, I Sympathize with them as I can't imagine going through that. " 

" Same here's,  some girls Even go as far as taking their own lives because of it. " 

" Oh my! I can't believe that? Why would they end their life because of a guy? Are they crazy? " 

" I had thought so too but you know when some girls love they love 100% and often forget to leave some for their self so when they are being cheated upon they lose their self and often end up committing suicide, and that's why I often tell people that before you love someone make sure that you love yourself first and when you love to leave some love for yourself too. " 

" That makes sense, I hope all girls know and Realize this fact. " 

" I hope so too. "