FAZER LOGINSenior year looks exactly the way it’s supposed to for Madelyn Vance. As cheerleading captain with the perfect grades, she’s Lucas Maverick’s assumed future. Her life has been drawn out by those who love her but never bother to ask her what she wants. She has never questioned it either because it seemed easier that way. Until she gets stranded and meets Flynn Cahallan for help. He is the kind of boy mothers warn their daughters about and the kind daughters can’t stop thinking about anyway. Madelyn is drawn to him exactly because of that but he wants nothing from her, not anymore at least. When Madelyn is introduced to a version of Flynn that only exists in private, she’s pulled to him in a way she can’t explain, almost like her body is trying to remember something her mind has forgotten. Because it is. There are things Madelyn doesn’t remember about the year she turned fourteen, things her parents buried, things Flynn has carried alone for three years, and the closer they get, the more the truth threatens to surface. She thought she was rebelling. She had no idea she was finding herself again.
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~•~ I was more than happy when my parents told me I couldn’t attend the after-party tonight, as that was a good enough excuse to give to my friends for skipping it. I didn’t know why my parents didn’t want me to go since they didn’t care every other night. Still, they also wanted to stop me from attending the game tonight, which was impossible because apart from the fact that it was the first game of the season, I was also cheer captain and I wasn’t going to leave my team in the dust. But maybe I should have listened to them. If I had, I wouldn’t be standing in front of the school building, shivering, and trying not to cuss out Los Angeles drivers for the continuous hike in Uber prices as the weather worsened. As if I wasn’t already irritated enough, my phone buzzed with a text from Lucas. [Lucas: Sorry, Mads. The scouts are taking forever. Catch a ride with the girls?] I gritted my teeth in annoyance. What girls? The same girls I told that Lucas would drive me home so they could go to the after-party guilt-free? My eyes swept around the parking lot again, trying to see if I could spot anyone I knew that I could ask for rides. It wasn’t exactly ideal standing outside in the surprisingly cold weather in my cheer uniform, but that was what I got for forgetting to pack extra clothes because I wasn’t attending the party. Because of the atrocious weather, it was hard to get an Uber. Even without the prices, I had to be in a waiting line just to get a cab. The parking lot was mostly empty, but a bike caught my eye just as the owner of it closed the hood of the van beside it and dusted his hands. I didn’t need him to turn for me to know who that was. There was only one student with a motorcycle at Northridge High. Flynn Cahallan. I’d heard a lot about him, but I’d never spoken to him directly. The rumors I’d heard of him though? It wasn’t anything I wanted to repeat. As if he could feel my eyes on me, he turned around, his green, very green eyes piercing mine even through the dim light in the parking lot. I froze. I’d been caught staring. Was this the part where I averted my gaze or sucked it up and asked for his help? From everything I’d heard about him, he was bad news and since he never bothered to clear up the rumors, I had no choice but to go with it. I also had no choice but to go to him when I realized he was my only option as it wouldn’t be long before the rain became a lot more serious. The signs were already there. As my feet propelled me forward, I made a mental note to never rely on Lucas again. His eyes narrowed slightly as I neared him and I didn’t blame him for the apprehension. I’d never spoken to him before and was suddenly making a beeline towards him. If I were him, I’d be wary too. I stopped in front of him and suddenly didn’t know what to do with my hands. His gaze was intense and his eyes made a show of dragging slowly across my body. When his eyes met mine again, they were cold enough to almost kill the bit of confidence I’d mustered on the way here. But desperation won and I forced my mouth to move. “I need your help,” I said blankly. He arched a perfectly shaped eyebrow. “Uh,” I cleared my throat, hating that a simple action from him was causing me to forget my words. “My ride bailed on me. Lucas is stuck with the scouts, my friends already left, and I can’t seem to get an Uber.” He merely continued staring at me blankly as if to say that wasn’t his problem. I continued anyway. “Any chance you’re heading towards the foothills? Can you give me a ride?” Flynn looked around the empty parking lot like he was half expecting a camera crew to jump out and tell him that I was pranking him. When that didn’t happen, he leaned against his motorcycle and crossed his arms, his muscles straining underneath his black shirt. The material was thin but he didn’t even seem bothered. Didn’t he get cold? Now that I was up close, I could even see a tattoo peaking out from his underarm. He took the reputation of a bad boy seriously, didn’t he? “Why?” My eyes snapped up to him. I hoped he didn’t catch me ogling his arms. “Huh?” “Why should I help you?” I blinked in surprise. Maybe because I was stranded and had no choice? Maybe because I was his classmate even if we had never spoken to each other? There were so many words at the tip of my tongue but I didn’t want to be rude, especially not when I needed his help. “Because you’re a nice person?” I offered. Flynn scoffed and pushed off his bike, turning away from me. My cheeks burned in embarrassment and I took it as an obvious dismissal and turned to leave. “Get on.” I paused, then turned back to him. He outstretched his hand, holding his helmet out to me. I took it slowly, unsure if he’d go back on his word just for the sake of it. When the helmet was safely in my hands, I hurriedly put it on. When I finally got it buckled, he swung his leg over the bike and started the engine. I climbed on behind him, unnecessarily aware of how short my skirt was or how close I had to press against him or how he faintly smelled of… oil? I slid my arms around him tentatively. But his hand held mine, adjusting my grip so it was tighter around him. Goosebumps erupted on my skin that had nothing to do with the cold and I tried not to make a big deal out of it. “Hold on,” was all he said before the bike skidded out of the parking lot. I gasped at how fast we were going and tightened my arm around him just as the downpour increased. I wanted to ask him how he could see without his helmet, but I doubted he could even hear me with how fast he was riding. It was scary but exhilarating at the same time. The ride was too short and somehow not short enough when he finally pulled into my driveway and killed the engine. I slid off his bike on shaky legs and handed him the helmet, taking extra care to make sure our fingers didn’t touch. “Thanks for the ride,” I said honestly. “I owe you one.” Flynn leaned forward, his arms resting on the handlebars, watching me with unreadable eyes as rain slid down his face. One corner of his lips tugged up in the tiniest smirk. “Be careful, golden girl.” He said lazily. “I might collect.” My stomach flipped at his words and as he put on his helmet and disappeared down the rainy streets, I realized two things. One, I was in his debt. And two, I didn’t give him my address.Flynn Cahallan~•~“For someone who was so worried about being watched last night, you’re pretty brave coming out on your own.”Madelyn turned around at the sound of my voice. I could barely make out her face because our only source of light was the moon, but I saw her shoulders move in a shrug. “What can I say? My desire to see you overshadows my fear of being followed.”I shook my head. After a full day of ‘bonding activities’ and icebreaker activities that were a little too late for seniors, I was just getting ready to go to bed when Madelyn texted me to let me know that she was waiting for me by the lake.She stood up and approached me, only stopping when our feet were touching. “Hi.”“Hi.” I chuckled.When she didn’t say anything else, we just stared at each other until her eyes dropped to my lips.Before I could overthink it, my lips met hers. She made a small sound of surprise before she kissed me back, her hands finding the front of my jacket, pulling me even closer. I didn’t
Madelyn Vance~•~Flynn’s destination was a clearing with a lake. When I asked him how he found it, he stayed silent. Surprisingly, two chairs were facing the lake, making me wonder if he’d placed those there as well.Did he know I was going to ask to see him that night?He took one and I glanced at the other one before settling sideways across his lap, leaning against his chest.For the first time, he didn’t hesitate to wrap his arm around my waist.We stayed quiet for a while, just watching the water, but I’d never been good with silence so I broke it.“Can I ask you a question?”“You always have questions to ask.” He murmured.“Sue me for being curious about you,” I deadpanned, then added, “Actually, I have multiple questions.”“Shoot.”“Have you chosen what you’ll major in?”“What makes you think I’m going to college?”My eyes went wide and I straightened on top of him. “You’re not going?”“Mechanical engineering,” he answered.I let out a breath. So he was going. “College choice?
Madelyn Vance~•~[Me: Anna and I share a room and she snuck out to meet her boyfriend]I stared down at my phone screen, waiting for him to read my message. He did in a few seconds and it didn’t take long before he typed out a reply.[Flynn: so?]I shook my head. Of course, he was going to act oblivious. [Me: so you can sneak into mine. I’d go to yours if you didn’t have so many roommates]Unfortunately, there were more boys than girls in our class which meant they had to share a room in groups of threes and fours. The maximum number of girls in a room in our cabin was three.[Flynn: I am not sneaking into the girls’ cabin, Madelyn.]I knew he would say that.[Me: So where do you prefer we meet?]Flynn read the text but didn’t reply. Had I stunned him? Or did he just realize I was trying to get what I wanted by asking for something bigger first?When it had been a whole five minutes and he still hadn’t shown any sign of typing, my lips thinned. Was he really going to ignore me? If h
Flynn Cahallan~•~[Madelyn: do you have to put a bag on the empty seat beside you or will people naturally not sit with you because of how antisocial you are?]I pursed my lips as I stared down at the message.[Me: haha, very funny][Madelyn: just put your bag on the seat to be safe. I’ll wait for everyone else to enter before I do.]I shook my head and placed my bag on the seat next to mine.Madelyn seemed to enjoy sneaking around more than she’d like to admit. I didn’t know what exactly we’d been doing, but it had been this way for the past two weeks. She’d find a way to get close to me without anyone suspecting anything but she’d also walk right past me if she was with one of her friends or Lucas.I wasn’t entirely sure how to feel about it yet.For the school retreat, she made sure Lucas and her friends were on a different bus from us. Now, she wanted to be the last person to enter so she’d “coincidentally” sit with me.It seemed like for her, there was a certain thrill about sne
Flynn Cahallan~•~She was haunting me.That had to be it because there was no fucking way I spent two whole years at Northridge High without running into her, but for the past two weeks, I’d interacted with her almost five times.Was she trying to fuck with my head or something?I tried my best to
Madelyn Vance~•~The table was always set by seven as long as someone was at home. Even if my parents were rarely home, the staff set the table by the time it was seven so when I came downstairs by seven on Saturday and saw that the table wasn’t set, I knew something was wrong.“You aren’t dressed
Madelyn Vance ~•~I’d thought it was hot seeing Flynn fix my car without asking any questions, but when it broke down almost nine days later, I wasn’t so impressed anymore.Luckily for me, it was a Wednesday. There was no cheer practice so I didn’t have to stay in school for longer than necessary,
Madelyn Vance~•~Somewhere between the first and second period, I decided that Flynn Cahallan was not someone I needed to be thinking about. He’d given me a ride. I’d said thank you. That was the beginning and the end of it and the fact that I was still thinking about ‘be careful, golden girl’ thr


















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