It never goes away

To say I'm shocked would be too little compared to what I actually feel. This has never happened before, my wolf has never shown interest in any man I have ever been with, not even alphas.

I think the poor creature is confused by my lies, so I just take big breaths and try to calm her down. This is definitely not the right man to get excited for.

‘He could be,’ she says.

‘You’re still on drugs, baby girl. Go to sleep again,’ I order and focus on my dessert that finally arrived after waiting for it for ten minutes.

Even though it’s my favorite and I really should take advantage of a good meal after eating paper food for so long, it tastes like nothing and I have to force myself to eat it.

My lips are still tingling and there is a feeling from my twisted stomach to my heart beating like crazy that I know how to identify.

It's the same thing I felt when my father finally let me go to a human university to study fashion design. It's the same thing I felt when I kissed my first love, Jua