Few weeks have passed and I've never set foot in Queen's. The girls didn't ask me and I know they're just waiting for me to tell them what happened.
I tried to keep myself busy by going out with Xander and my friends to forget about Kyle. Xander is so nice and has taken care of me ever since that day. He also didn't go out with another woman but me. He didn't ask further about Kyle.
Months passed and somehow I feel like Xander is slowly having a soft spot in my heart. I still think about Kyle though and the times that we were together. It was just short but I don't know why I fell in love with him. Maybe they're right. You easily fall when you're young. Maybe because we were together almost everyday, and he was the first person who easily understood me.
Xander is somehow different from him. He was serious and a gentleman. He will always agree with me. He would never argue with me. Kyle was funny and honest. If he thinks I'm wrong, he will tell me I made a mistake. He always has a say in everything I do that sometimes leads to an argument.
Well, I really am thankful that Xander helped me. He was like a prince who saved a damsel in distress. He's tall, good looking, rich and a gentleman. I also enjoyed his company and my family likes him. If he'll be my boyfriend, my life would be easy.
Today, Xander asked me out again. We'll be meeting at Emperor's Lounge Hotel & Restaurant. He said he'll send someone to pick me up. I was surprised to see a limousine outside my house and now I'm on my way to meet Xander riding in it.
The limo stopped and I could see Xander just outside the restaurant's entrance. I walked towards him and he was just standing there looking at me, smiling.
"I was imagining you were walking down the aisle and I was waiting for you at the altar so I didn't move here." He said when I got closer.
I blushed. My heart suddenly skipped a beat. For a moment, I felt like time stopped. And we are the only people around. Xander put his arms around my waist and guided me inside the restaurant.
I was surprised that there's no one inside but a few staff and a violinist who were playing sweet music.
"Did you rent the whole place?" I asked.
"Yes." He said while kissing my hand.
I felt a sudden spark run through my body because of his kiss. My heart feels at peace and happy. Am I really starting to like him?
Our dinner was smooth and I was overwhelmed with how Xander treats me. We chat and laugh with each other. And I was already at ease in telling him almost everything.
"Emily, I'm falling in love with you." Xander suddenly blurted.
I was shocked and wasn't able to speak for a moment. I don't know what to say to him. I don't really know what I feel about him. I like him, yes. But I'm not sure yet if this is the same as what I felt with Kyle.
"Xander, I -"
"Emily, I know you're in love with someone else. I don't care. I'm willing to take that risk. I'll do everything for you. To make you happy. I'll make you fall in love with me. We've been dating for a while so I want us to be more than what we are now." He said.
Then he suddenly kneeled down and took out a red box with a ring in it. It was a 10-carat marquise-cut diamond ring surrounded with 24 smaller diamonds.
"Emily Blair Nitori, will you marry me?" He asked seriously.
Xander has been very nice to me ever since we started dating. He knows I'm in love with Kyle but he's still willing to take a risk and love me without asking to love him back. Instead, he will do everything to make me fall for him. One might think he's an idiot and stupid, he's everything every woman could ask for, but he fell in love with a woman who love someone else. And worst of all, he asked her to marry him. But for me, it was sweet, selfless and pure.
Without knowing, I was already sobbing. He frowned.
"Hey. I'm sorry. If you don't like it, I won't force you." He said in a gentle voice while he wiped my tears.
I smiled. "No. I am happy. Thank you Xander. For not forcing me. But my answer is yes!" I finally said.
Xander's eyes widened and gave out a big smile. I reached out my hand so he could put the ring on my finger. Then he suddenly wrapped his arms around me. Kissing me on my forehead and on my cheeks. I waited for him to kiss me on the lips but it didn't happen. I wasn't disappointed though. Again, he's being a gentleman and he respects me so much as well as my family.
"Emily, you don't know how you made me happy!"
Then he pulled me inside the elevator and stopped at the top floor. When the elevator door opened, I was surprised that a lot of people were inside. They were clapping and smiling at us.
I looked at Xander confused. "Surprise! This is our engagement party." He said.
My heart was overwhelmed with different emotions. I saw my whole family smiling back at me. My mom, grandma and aunts were crying. I saw my brother winked at me, as if he's teasing me. I giggled.
"Emily!" It was Peggy's voice. They were in the front. All my friends were there greeting us with applause and smiles.
Alora and Luke were also smiling at me. But then beside Luke, a man who I never expected to be there. He wasn't smiling nor clapping. He was just standing there looking directly at me. It was a glare to be exact. His face was dark but I couldn't read his whole expression. The man who I first fell in love with. It was Kyle.
I tensed. I felt my knees weaken. Why is he here? Did Xander invite him? I felt Xander squeezed my waist. I looked at him and he was smiling. As if he understands what I'm thinking. He then got closer to me and whispered in my ear. "Hey relax. Focus on me." He said. I felt his warm breath in my neck. It gave me chills. I nodded and smiled. I took my eyes away from him and just followed Xander as he guided me to our seat. Everyone was so happy and greeted us. Xander introduced me to his family as well as to his friends and business partners. Xander is the eldest son of the Remington. His family owned the largest convenience store chain worldwide named Remington's and various restaurants in the country.
"What?" I was dumbfounded from what he said. Did I hear him correctly? He's in love with me? Why would he tell it to me now? Is he trying to confuse my feelings? "Emily, I've been in love with you for a long time." He said it again. I frowned. My heart was beating so fast but my blood boils. "Why are you telling this to me now? A-Are you playing with me?" I asked, almost shouting. "No I wasn't. It's the truth." He said in a serious tone. "Don't you dare tell me that it's the truth. You have Lily. I saw you kissing after the date." "She kissed me. And yes, we're dating. But she knows I'm in love with someone else. She just didn't
Kyle was crying when he left me in the garden. When he turned his back and walked away from me, I wanted to chase him. But I know it would be harder and more painful to both of us if I did. I broke down crying. If only I have the courage to turn my back from my family. If only I wasn't the first born of the Nitori Clan. I could freely love him. I felt someone touched my shoulder. I thought Kyle came back but it was Alora and the girls. Peggy kneeled and hugged me. I cried and cried. I don't know how long but they let me cry and didn't say a word. I know they're waiting for me to tell them what happened. "It hurts so much. Why does it have to be like this? Why did it end like that? For once, I hated being a Nitori. If only my family would understand this pain. I have so many questions in my mind."
I stayed in my room for a couple of days and never went out. The maids will just bring me food from breakfast till dinner. I know Alora ordered them to take care of me. I decided not to leave Queen's even though Kyle lives here. The girls were trying to cheer me up, asking me to hang out with them but I'm not really in the mood. Xander was very understanding and gave me time to think about everything. He sends me messages everyday reminding me to eat properly, sleep early, he tells me that he misses me and he loves me. I was laying on the bed when someone knocked at the door. It was Alora. Somehow, I feel like she wanted to tell me something. She walked inside my room and I was just looking at her. She was like a queen when she entered, her usual cold aura added to h
I woke up from the sound of the alarm clock on the bedside table. I turned it off and saw it was 7 in the morning. Miriana, one of the servants, went in after a few knocks. She was holding my dress and my shoe. Today is our graduation. After this, we will be college students. "Is everyone downstairs already?" I asked, holding my head. She nodded. I had a few drinks last night with my staff to celebrate my company's anniversary. I went home late. Alora was sending me messages, reminding me not to get drunk and go home early. She was worse than my mother. I was still living here in Queen's. I have my own house like the others but for some reason it became our routine to sleep here everyday. Luke and Alora don't mind at all. Alora was still under psychotherapy and
I was in my room when Alora and the girls came in. "Are you okay?" Alora asked. "I'm fine. I was just surprised that I'll be working with both of them." I said. "I'm the one who asked Luke to give the project to you. Emily it wasn't my intention to mess up with you, I sincerely believe you are the best choice for this project." Alora said while she held my hand. "Thank you. I know that but I wasn't sure if I could face him now." "Are you still in love with him?" Peggy asked. "No. I don't have feelings for him anymore. It's just a bit awkward after what happened." I answered, looking at Peggy. "I think it's more awkward if you wo
"Xander! It's nice to see you again!" I said sincerely. He kissed me on the cheek and handed me a bouquet of tulips. "Oh thank you! Another one huh?" I smiled. "I thought I'm not going to make it. I was in a meeting and rushed here after." He said while smiling back at me. For some reason, I missed his smile. "Sister, why are you blushing?" My little brother suddenly asked. I cupped my cheeks in embarrassment and glared at him. My family laughed and teased me. "Xander, why don't you join us for dinner tonight? For old times sake." Dad asked. I looked at him and at first he was hesit
I wasn't able to respond for a moment. I thought I saw a ghost. He's a lot different now. He's more mature and manly. He's hair was longer, tied up in a ponytail with some loose strands when he removed his helmet. "Emily, it's me Kyle." He said while knocking on the window again. I tensed but opened the window for him. He was looking at me, staring into my eyes. "What happened? Why are you here?" He asked. "M-My car won't start. I-I'm on my way to Wisteria, to my parents." I tried not to stammer but I feel like my lips were trembling. He parked his motorcycle in front of the car and walked towards me. I was just watching his every movement. "Can you move to the other side? I