'BEEP BEEP BEEP'
My alarm woke me from my sleep to another day in hell. I quickly showered, got dressed and grabbed my bag. Off I headed in the direction knowing I'd have to put up with more sneers and snide comments from my mate.The day went by as usual, but when it came to lunch I went to sit under my usual tree, avoiding everyone in the halls and lunch room. It was peaceful out here.well that is until I heard him, Zach. Laughing his head off as he made his way over to me. "Hey piggy." His cold voice sliced at my heart yet again. "Why are you out here all alone? Scared of the big bad wolves?" He laughed at himself as if he was the best comedian in the world.
"Just go away Zach, I don't care what you think of me, just leave me alone." I sighed to myself, proud that I didn't stutter.He looked pissed when I glanced up at him, "who gave you the right to talk to me like that? You're a no good, fat bitch and nobody wants you here." He growled.I got up and walked away without another word, hearing anyone else say that I could deal with but when it comes from your mate you can't help but be shattered. "I didn't say you could leave!" He screamed from behind me.
"You asked me to leave so I am." Was all I replied with before I ran home again, leaving school early for the second day in a row, I was sure to get a call from the Alpha to discipline me but I didn't plan on being around for that.I quickly ran up the stairs when I made it home, sobbing as I gathered my necessities. "This is it," I said to myself, "I can't take this anymore. I'm leaving... for good."I looked at my bedside table and lifted the frame that sat there, I popped it open and placed the photo in my bag. I couldn't leave without the photo of my parents with me. I loved and missed them so much. But I couldn't stay here anymore and I hoped that they could understand that if they can see me.I pulled out some pen and paper.
'Dear Adam,I can't pretend to not care anymore, I'm hurt and angry and I miss our parents so much but you're not the brother I once looked up to.
I'm finally leaving... I've had enough of everything that's happened. Of you all treating me worse then shit. This is what you wanted anyway, right? For me to leave?
Either way, it's what I wish so it's what I'm going to do. Even after everything, I hope you have a wonderful life, meet your mate and live a long happy life together.
I hope deep down that you are happy knowing I'm finally away from this dreadful place I once called my home.
If he happens to ask, which I know he won't, tell him I reject him as my mate and I am going to move on when I find a new home. Tell him to mate someone else because I'll never come back. I don't belong here anymore.With love,
Raven.I quickly grabbed something to cover my scent, and was on my way. I walked for a bit until I reached the edge of the woods, signaling the end of our town. There was only one thought on my mind as I took my first step into the thick foliage and took a deep breath, "I'm finally free."As I continued through the woods, the feeling of freedom left me as dread settled in.Maybe I should have stayed home.Maybe this was the wrong idea.The thought quickly left my mind as I remembered my treatment. No, I am confident I made the right choice, I only felt depressed in that prison. I shifted and continued to run but a few hours later I began to feel plagued with fatigue, my bag lay awkwardly on my back, sticking to my fur as I was sweating from all the running.Suddenly I noticed a small stream and as I tried to drink I narrowly avoided face planting. My eyes began to droop as I slipped in and out of consciousness, slightly perplexed when I began imagining three different wolves in front of me.
Oh shit, what? I was snapped back into full awareness as I realized my situation. Hesitantly, I took two small steps backwards.-Stop!-A sharp, deep voice barked in my mind. I immediately stayed where I was, terrified of what would happen if I took another step. I threw my duffle bag down, and lay down as if I had been caught. Which, I guess in some ways I was.–Who are you?-The same voice spoke again. I considered lying, but came to the conclusion that, in a situation like this, lying was probably a horrible idea on my part. So I just told the truth.–A nobody, honestly. I'm sorry I didn't realise this was a packs land, I'm just passing through.-They looked at me, shutting me out of the mind link then turned their heads towards me.-Follow us, the Alpha wants a word Rogue.-I nodded, as I decided they probably would have hurt me already if they wanted to. We reached their village in no time, following the same stream I nearly fell in. Changing back, I blushed when I realized I had no clothes on. I left my duffle back there, too."If you're embarrassed, there's no need to be, we are all wolves here." A smooth, deep voice spoke. I turned around, mortified at the smiling boy. I quickly covered any exposed part of myself that I could. "What's your name? I'm Dylan." He put out his hand for me to shake. I swallowed hard, my cheeks enflamed more than ever. Dylan was fully nude in front of me.
I didn't put my hand out as I spoke, "I'm Raven." I finally managed to get out."Hello, Raven. You are currently talking to the Alpha of this fine pack. My father recently passed away." He looked down solemnly."Oh, I...I'm so sorry. My parents are probably gone too; I haven't seen them in years.""My condolences." He replied. I nodded."I need you to come with me, you don't smell like a rogue and I can tell you've been in a pack before but I need to understand why you're on my land, and whether you pose a threat or not. I'm sure you understand." He said, a stern yet friendly face replacing his grin from moments before."Um..." I awkwardly looked down at myself, "Do you have clothes?""Um..." I awkwardly looked down at myself, "Do you have clothes?""Of course," I followed him into the largest house in the small village. He called his mother who came down setting clothes out for me. She smiled, but her eyes held a mournful look. I felt bad for her, even though I was rejected, she lost the one she loved. She lost her actual mate, the one that accepted her. I couldn't help myself from pulling her into a hug, "I'm sorry to hear of your loss."She returned my embrace and sniffed, "thank you my dear," she pulled back, "now lets get you dressed." I blushed as i noticed i'd hugged her to my naked body.Quickly changing in the bathroom Dylan showed me, I came downstairs to be greeted by three boys who I could tell were the wolves from before.They were now dressed too, including Dylan. They introduced themselves as Jace, Ash, and Ethan. They were all good looking, but that only lead me to think about Zach. Tears welled up in my eyes fo
I finally got home at night from a party. It was pretty boring, so I tried to decide what to do with the rest of my Friday night.Mmmm... I'm hungry I know that much. Walking into the house I called out to Raven. No answer. I called again. "Maybe she's sleeping." I said to myself, "if you're asleep Raven you'll pay I swear." I shouted ahead of myself so if she woke she would know what was coming.I walked upstairs to see the door slightly ajar. Opening it, I could see no one in the room before me. She never goes out, she has no friends, we made sure of that!I turned on the light to see a note on the bed. My eyes widened and I quickly grabbed it to see what it said.Shit, shit, shit, shit!Oh goddess what was I going to do, selfishly I wasn't even worried about what was going to happen to her out there. But instead I was worried about Zach and his reaction. It's not my fault, we all did this to her but I would have to let him know.
The people in Dylan's pack were all so nice, especially considering they are a warrior pack.They all accepted me without so much as a frown or worried glace. It was incredible how close they all were and how much respect they had for Dylan as a leader despite his young age. They trusted him whole-heartedly so when he said i was staying they knew his judgement was sound.We were just getting back from a pack camp fire. It was nice to finally be surrounded by people that cared. This pack was amazing, we never held pack events like that just for the sake of it. I felt like everyone else, and couldn't believe I even thought this was a bad idea earlier.With everything that has happened, the campfire just kept my mind off of things."Hey come on, let's get to bed." Dylan said. I nodded and he brought me up to an empty room in the packhouse. "This room is yours, you can do anything you want with it, I hope it's ok?" i nodded, taking it all in. "My room is right
This girl was blowing my mind. No wonder she was meant for a Luna position, she was sweet and caring, funny and so eager to learn and do more for the pack. She was stunning in a natural, minimal effort sort of way and by goddess was she slowly creaping into my heart.I didn't think it would be possible after losing my mate, i wasn't overly close or bonded to her but i felt the pull and knew one day we would be close and in love. We just didn't get the time together to develope as mates.But here was this young woman with no bond to pull me in, completely baffling me.She stayed in my room on her first three nights here but last night she didn't. I would be lying if i said i wasn't dissapointed. In fact i almost went to her as i couldn't sleep in the end, but i thought better of it. If she was getting comfortable i didn't want to get in the way of that.Laying here in bed, she consumed my thoughts as usual. How has she drawn me in so deeply? Just as
Shopping with his mother seemed to go by in a blur! She was so sweet and friendly and she kept complementing me and telling me which colours were for my skin type! She was a great person to go out with, if she were human I can imagine her being a person shopper to the stars! Haha, she was so excited about the date I think she was even happier about it then I am.I put on the black skater dress I bought for tonight (well technically he bought it as his mother put it onto his account, apparently at his request) along with some red stilettos that matched my lipstick. Placing the red belt around my waist I glanced at myself in the mirror. My curled wavy hair flowing half way down my back now, I hadn't even noticed it had grown but I loved the new length! I hardly recognised myself, I had lost my puppy fat, my cheekbones seem to have made an appearance and I was dressed up and looking... dare I say it.... beautiful! I'd never felt so happy staring at myself in a mirror before.
He leads her to a small table in the quiet restaurant. He pulls out her chair. She sits. He sits across from her. The only light is from a few well placed candles. A waiter approaches and, without saying a word, pours them wine and leaves the bottle. No menus. He has ordered for them in advance. There will be no interruptions from wait staff aside from the bringing and clearing of the courses.He watches as she sips the wine. She notices. Blushes, a shy smile slips out. He loves watching her. He smiles warmly back as if to comfort her. It does. She begins to enjoy his gaze. Soaking it in, feeling his eyes move over her. From her eyes to her nose, cheeks, lips. The curve of her neck. Slope of her shoulders. Her chest. The tiny bit of cleavage just peeking out from her dress. Again, she blushes. This time, so does he. They g
The date was amazing, she had fun and so did I. The contradiction between the car rides and the restaurant were almost laughable. On the way to and from the date we blared music and sang along like children, but on the date not a word was spoken out loud and yet every action from both of us seemed to speak volumes. It seems so natural with Raven, everything with her feels how I imagined everything to feel with a destined mate... except the touch though, but even that would come if we chose to mate each other.That’s all I want, to mate her and make her mine. She’s too perfect to let go but I don’t want to scare her off, she just got here and is still shattered on the inside. But there’s also the fact that she wasn’t officially rejected, our bond would be amazing and strong but there will always be a bond there with her past.
Everything was amazing, I had been here at the Forest Warrior Pack for about 4 months now. Dylan and I were still dating and it was going so well. I couldn’t believe I could care this much for a wolf who wasn’t my destined mate. I care for him more then I could ever see myself caring for Zach. I still have the boys as my best friends, even if Dylan can get a little overprotective as we haven’t made anything about mating official. But I have also met an amazing she wolf called Mia, she’s not like most which I suppose is why we get on. We still love to shop and gossip but we are a lot less bitchy and we love sports and training as much as any of the men. She’s like a sister I never had really, we wake up at 5am to run, then go to the training fields and spa with each other. We head home to eat breakfast then meet