Alle Kapitel von My Unofficial Rejection : Kapitel 1 – Kapitel 10

I slowly trudged through my normal morning routine, dreading the next part of my day... School... it was probably the worst thing I've ever had to go to. Maybe I could just skip today; I thought as I looked in the mirror. I think this every morning but as always I knew someone would catch me, they always did. The same empty and lifeless green eyes stared back at me as I looked in the mirror. My wavy hair stretched down slightly past my shoulders like it always had. My baby fat still hadn't decided to leave my body yet, even though I was already in year 12. As a werewolf baby fat was very rare so I stood out like a sore thumb! The same hate filled thoughts crossed my mind as I thought about how much I loathed the person that I was looking at. I sighed grabbing my bag, and slowly walked outside. The halls of my school were crowded, but as usual I felt isolated. I was an outcast because I was made fun of by him. The one guy that everybody followed, be

"Um..." I awkwardly looked down at myself, "Do you have clothes?""Of course," I followed him into the largest house in the small village. He called his mother who came down setting clothes out for me. She smiled, but her eyes held a mournful look. I felt bad for her, even though I was rejected, she lost the one she loved. She lost her actual mate, the one that accepted her. I couldn't help myself from pulling her into a hug, "I'm sorry to hear of your loss."She returned my embrace and sniffed, "thank you my dear," she pulled back, "now lets get you dressed." I blushed as i noticed i'd hugged her to my naked body.Quickly changing in the bathroom Dylan showed me, I came downstairs to be greeted by three boys who I could tell were the wolves from before.They were now dressed too, including Dylan. They introduced themselves as Jace, Ash, and Ethan. They were all good looking, but that only lead me to think about Zach. Tears welled up in my eyes fo

The people in Dylan's pack were all so nice, especially considering they are a warrior pack.They all accepted me without so much as a frown or worried glace. It was incredible how close they all were and how much respect they had for Dylan as a leader despite his young age. They trusted him whole-heartedly so when he said i was staying they knew his judgement was sound.We were just getting back from a pack camp fire. It was nice to finally be surrounded by people that cared. This pack was amazing, we never held pack events like that just for the sake of it.  I felt like everyone else, and couldn't believe I even thought this was a bad idea earlier.With everything that has happened, the campfire just kept my mind off of things."Hey come on, let's get to bed." Dylan said. I nodded and he brought me up to an empty room in the packhouse. "This room is yours, you can do anything you want with it, I hope it's ok?" i nodded, taking it all in. "My room is right

Shopping with his mother seemed to go by in a blur! She was so sweet and friendly and she kept complementing me and telling me which colours were for my skin type! She was a great person to go out with, if she were human I can imagine her being a person shopper to the stars! Haha, she was so excited about the date I think she was even happier about it then I am.I put on the black skater dress I bought for tonight (well technically he bought it as his mother put it onto his account, apparently at his request) along with some red stilettos that matched my lipstick. Placing the red belt around my waist I glanced at myself in the mirror. My curled wavy hair flowing half way down my back now, I hadn't even noticed it had grown but I loved the new length! I hardly recognised myself, I had lost my puppy fat, my cheekbones seem to have made an appearance and I was dressed up and looking... dare I say it.... beautiful! I'd never felt so happy staring at myself in a mirror before.

The date was amazing, she had fun and so did I. The contradiction between the car rides and the restaurant were almost laughable. On the way to and from the date we blared music and sang along like children, but on the date not a word was spoken out loud and yet every action from both of us seemed to speak volumes. It seems so natural with Raven, everything with her feels how I imagined everything to feel with a destined mate... except the touch though, but even that would come if we chose to mate each other. That’s all I want, to mate her and make her mine. She’s too perfect to let go but I don’t want to scare her off, she just got here and is still shattered on the inside. But there’s also the fact that she wasn’t officially rejected, our bond would be amazing and strong but there will always be a bond there with her past.