Chapter 42

My knee was weak and I was slowly sitting down, but Joseph was quick to support me. He immediately sat me down on the bed, where I held onto dad's body again. I hugged it tightly.

"Papa! Papa! What a trick you are, I thought you were going to take me to the altar? Why are you in such a hurry? Instead of taking me, you want me to take you?"

I did nothing but cry. So much pain in the chest. That's why dad is always looking for me, because he wants to see me before he disappears from the world. That's why he was always smiling, while I was feeding him food. Those were the last smiles I would see. That was the last time we met dad...

Even if it hurts, the time that was wasted cannot be returned. Dad and I didn't get a chance to be together for a long time. From childhood to adulthood I searched for a father's love. Now that papa has realized everything, then he got sick and was taken by God. It hurts so much to lose a loved one, but I'm still thankful because even for a little while I was