What is wrong with him?

Bonita's POV

I do not know what is wrong with this guy. It looks like he is going crazy under the full moon. Perhaps the full moon affects his brain. Maybe I should run away. I know I cannot run any farther as the silver they injected into me is affecting me, and my wounds are not healing. I know I cannot run any further, but I also feel the bond between Victor Smith and me. The Moon Goddess has gone crazy. I have to agree with him. And I know he's shouting at her because he can be my dad. But I don't mind the age difference. However, I feel too weak to worry about having a second-chance mate. I need to seek help. I can not sit here watching him shout at the Moon Goddess while I am bleeding out. Everything seems so wrong. Today has been overwhelming for me. My head hurts. I can feel everything go black in front of me. I have to stay conscious. I cannot faint now.

"After you are done talking to whoever you are talking to, can you please help me? I agree that the Moon Goddess has gone crazy, but I am bleeding out here. I don't feel too well, and I don't know how much silver they have injected me with," I say. 

"Sorry about my outburst. I know I must sound like a crazy man, but I do not know what else to do, as this is unacceptable to me. I do not know what to do with you. You are way too young for me. Let me help you. I know you have a magical wolf, but I also know that you have not practiced your magic, as I guess your ex-mate did not like it," Victor says.

"No, he never let me, my wolf, practice her magic. He was ashamed of me because I was different. Besides, his mother and father did not like me. No one wanted me to use my magic in the pack. I only have one friend in the pack, the Beta Morris. However, he could not help me. Nobody could help me in that pack," I say, my voice filled with pain. Victor comes and sits beside me. He takes my hand, and I can feel like I want to vomit after a while. I can feel the poison inside of me, leaving my body through my wounds. My wolf starts to feel much stronger. The poison inside of me is coming out through my wounds, and it is burning like hell. But I have to go through this, and I know it, and I cannot show any weakness, not in front of this man! I bet he already thinks that I am useless and weak. I cannot allow him to feel that way about me, as this is the only way I can prove to him I am not a weak she-wolf, and it was only the betrayal of my mate and the poison in my body that made me seem weak. 

"I know it is hurting. It is the only way I can purify you from the poison inside of you. I have to push it through your veins and your wounds. It's the only way it's going to leave your body. I know that you are hurting. However, as soon as all the poison is out of your body, you will feel much better. I must say, I am amazed that you are not screaming. You are tougher than I thought. Perhaps you are not a lost case after all. Maybe there is a chance that we can become mates. We will talk about it later. You are not in the mood to talk about it after being betrayed. However, you have to forget about my nephew. You are my mate, and you are mine now. I am not a big fan of my nephews. So, let's say we become made so that both of us can get revenge on him. We know you are his only true mate, and he only took your sister to please his parents and pack. I do not believe in love. I do not believe in the mate bond, but my wolf does. We are for mutual attraction, which is supposed to be the mate bond. However, I am willing to agree with you. You become my mate, lover, and mother to my pups. I will look after you for the rest of our lives. We are not allowed to have other lovers. I don't want to feel the pain of the so-called mate bond. There cannot be any love between us because I do not believe in love. I never had a mate, and I'm willing to take this one chance on you. Besides, I have to get rid of Sandy. She's getting on my nerves. We will be helping each other. Sandy is a she-wolf in my pack, and I agreed with her. If I had not found my mate before the age of forty, she would have become a Luna. I want to get out of that agreement. And you want revenge on your ex-mate, as do I, so that we will be helping each other, and I might get an heir that can become Alpha after me," Victor says. 

"I have nothing to lose. It is not like I'm going to fall in love again. I know the pain of betrayal. It is worse than the pain of these wounds. I agree to become your Luna, but the first time you cheat and I have to feel that burning pain of betrayal inside me again, I will rip your balls out and feed them to you," I say. 

"Feisty, I like it. You should be engaging in bed. However, there is one thing that you need to know, my little one: I am not your ex-mate. I am a man of my word. We will go back to the pack after you are healed. We will seal our bond tonight. I don't want you to have a chance to overthink this and decide I am too old for you," Victor says. I look up at him for the first time. He is handsome and much more attractive than his nephew, Oscar. 

"There is one thing you need to know about me, then. Mate, I am not someone you play with, and I also do not go back on my word. I want you to train me to fight and use my magic. I want to become strong, and I want to kill Oscar and my sister," I say.