~Nate~The Doctor’s kept watching her and I just stood out the door watching them do that .As I stood there I had mixed emotions going through me at that moment .Her words sent something to me that I haven’t felt in a very long while and I didnt know if it had to be encouraged .I didn’t want to be feeling this way but why did I have to.She slapped me , like she fucking slapped me across the face .She didn’t care if I was Nate , she was hurt and hearing her speak of him that way totally broke my heart .I know that it was too hard to accept , she is supposed to be my mate but yet she was falling for my brother, my own brother .This was one of the reasons I never liked her , but I think that I have gone too far with my hatred , she was never going to like me , not now or ever .The doctors started approaching me. As he got closer , I let out a deep breath . “What is the issue ?” I asked him as we both walked out of the room.She had totally healed up , faster t
~Serena ~Nate's hands on my neck didn’t move , he kept strangling me and as I stood there , I felt my life leaving my body .I desperately tapped his hands wanting him to stop , I wasn’t going to get killed by him and even if it was him , I didn’t have to be now .“Nate, please” I begged, trying to free his hold from my hands .I didn’t want to die and even if I wanted to , it wasn’t going to now .It seems like Nate realized what he was doing because the next moment he released his grip on my neck .I crashed out loudly , as I fell to the floor while trying to get my breath , I felt like I died .Nate walked away from me , his hands on his head as he walked around frantically , he looked confused and sorry but I am not buying any of this .This is one of the reasons why I can never love him. He acts like a monster and just now , he just showed me that he can never change . Nate walked back to me and getting to where I was catching my breath , he pulled me up .Our eye
~Serena~I returned to the party , after sobbing for the past 30 minutes .Why was I crying ?That was the question that I kept asking myself and if anyone asked me , I had no answer to give on why I was crying .Why did it hurt so much ?Why does it feel like my heart is being ripped away?This was the first time that I had ever cried for anyone apart from my dad and my mom hating me , I never thought that I was going to cry over a stranger .Stephan wasn’t a stranger to my life , he is the only person that had ever made me feel this way and now he is cutting me off .What have I done to deserve something like this from him when all that I have ever done is try and love him and this is exactly how I get repaid for my love .I cared too much and I thought that he felt the same way for me. I betrayed him , I betrayed him and he has every right to hate me I sat beside Valerie as we both watched all the couples dance .I sat still as I swallowed the last quantity ,
~Serena ~Dear diary,I missed you and I wish that there was something more that I can do to cover up the gap that I left between us but it seems like there is none.It’s been three weeks since I last talked to you, and I feel so guilt, and so terrible, and lastly , I feel like a bad friend , I know that I should have checked up on you and most importantly , I should have written but I don’t, I was away and I didn’t care , hope I am forgiven .So I have so many things to say to you , right now I think I am beginning to adjust to my room , staying here hasn’t been bad as I thought that it was .I feel much at peace even considering the fact that I haven't spoken to my mom in months , Nate says she doesn’t want to talk to me and most importantly , Sophia dumped my ass .Nate told me that she didn’t want to talk to me and I doubted but it seems that after all no one wants to be friends with me anymore and I am back to my life .I don’t hate my life , I am trying to navigate and
~Nate ~Stephan left and I was left in a state of confusion .The anger and the regret that I felt , I had never felt that way before .Dropping the files , I decided to head to his room , I had to talk with her ,I wanted to , I don’t want her getting mad over it. As much as I know that she’s destined to be my mate as they say , my brother had grown a connection with her that I was never going to ignore .There was no way that I planned on having her as my Luna and so if she was the one that he wanted , it was only fair that I have her for him and in that way , we both get what we want shd we are both happy .As I walked past her room, I could smell her fear and nervousness .I could smell it before , but I had never gotten this close to the smell ever , it felt like from the moment I kissed her my emotions got more heightened around her and I could even smell her more than ever .I put the thought of that aside as I walked to my brother's room but as I got close , I heard th
~Stephan ~Rage, Anger , betrayal , so much hurt , than I had ever felt in my entire life , I was feeling all of it just on one night.I couldn't remember the last time I was this mad at anything in particular , but it was when we lost them but now I have to feel this way again .It hurts so much, more than I had ever felt in my entire life. That was when it kept coming back .Was I destined to be in his ways , why did he have to get everything that I wanted . He is my brother and I promise you , I will slay the world just to be with him , that is how much I love him , I love him and that is all that matters .I don’t know why I have to feel this way , it was the way the moon goddess had destined me to be , just to be just by the one person that I would literally give my life to .Why was I hurt ?” It wasn’t a fair question .I had so much anger bugging deep into my heart and I didn’t know how I could put it out .It was her betrayal , it was the fact that she lied