LOGIN~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~~I spent the whole day in my room away from the people that I had learned to call my family..Nicolas had been banging on my door the whole day telling me how sorry he was for not telling me about it but there was literally nothing that he could do.My mom has been here the whole day too saying that the date was cancelled but I was going to attend it.The only thing that I really felt guilty for were the words I used on my stepdad, while I would agree that he wasn’t my father , he had been nothing but supportive the whole time and I know that he doesn't deserve that treatment and most especially not from me.I slipped the apology note I had written under my step father's desk in his home office as I walked out.It was almost 9pm in the night and the whole family was out in the garden. I could hear the conversation and laughter coming from there.As I walked through the hallways, I couldn’t help but notice the last door at the room that had a little dim light
~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~It’s been a whole week since I had that affair with Killian and honestly I haven’t been myself.The thought of it gave me sleepless nights and the scene kept replaying in my head over and over again.I had made it my life mission to avoid him because of the events of that night, I couldn’t bring myself to look at him.My neatly folded boxes were already arranged as I stood by the door waiting for my mom to arrive.Since my exams were done I had decided to spend the holidays with my parents and my mom had been on my neck asking me to return as plans for Nickolas wedding were ongoing.The thought of nic getting married didn’t give me sleepless nights but it was the thought of what would happen if anyone finds out what I have done.I couldn’t even face him.When I heard the horn from the gate , it opened but the least person that I expected to see came in.It wasn’t my mother as I expected but my step dad Micheal.The moment he drove in I saw the way he looked around
~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~~I twirled around in my bed as I forced myself to sleep but somehow I couldn’t.There was this uneasiness that rested in my soul shd eveb as I slept it felt like I was being watched.My eyes immidiately shot open but the first thing I did get was the smell on the smoke that lingered from the far end of my room which the rain sound covered.I looked over and I almost leaped out of my bed as I turned to see Killian sitting on the chair in my room with the stick of smoke in his hands.His whole gaze was fixed on me and the sudden hotness was nothing compared to the things that I felt.Ian” I called slowly as I raised my body from the bed and my whole attention turns to him.When he turned his face to me and saw that I was awake he dropped the smoke on the table and then smiled.My phone vibrated from the bed and when I looked at it, I noticed that it was 3am in the morning.Have you been watching me sleep ? I asked the short and sudden amusement rushing over
~~~~~~Killian~~~~~~I watched Tessa dance on top of the table without a care in the world.Each smile and each little move she made, made my heart flutter in ways that no one had ever made before.I had texted my friends and told them that I was taking them to my clubhouse and just as I let her have a dance they arrived.The last thing I would find myself doing if anyone was caring but somehow when I got that notification I knew something was wrong.Seeing her all cuddled up in the rain in an empty gas station broke my heart in ways that I would never imagine and maybe it was in that moment I realised how much she meant to me.I didn’t care about anyone I knew I was too broken to even look at anyone but not her.With her , I felt free, relieved and somehow I found comfort in her arms.I watched her dance and I saw the way the men stared at her lustfully, my heart started beating hard against my chest as I thought about the ways that I could rip their hearts open by staring at
~~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~The air is filled with the smell of thick smoke and strong vodka but that’s what a girl is here to do.After Killian slips me the drinks I walk away from him as I move even closer to the bartender who gives me a drink and then smiles at me.I couldn’t help but notice the men who stood at the far end of the bar watching my move.I took the next sip of vodka and for the first time, I felt free, so relieved, I knew I wasn’t drunk but I loved the way that I felt.I danced as I mixed with the crowd, swinging my waist.I didn’t think he was far gone but every part of me screamed with excitement at the intense feeling that I got.As I danced to the middle I couldn’t help but notice the hot stare on me.Most of the men sitting at the far end of the bar now had their gaze on me but somehow that did make me feel bad but instead I got even bolder than ever.As I climbed on to the table where most of the girls were dancing I began to dance with them and as I d
~~~~~~Tessa~~~~~~Killian stood in front of me and for the first I saw him smile in a way that he had never done before.“You look stunning tessa” “And you don’t look bad either Mr Blackwood” He smiled at me as he led me into his car.I watched Killian enter the car from the other side, the way he loved was fast enough for me to feel things for him.Every step, every move and evrgy wave made my heart flutter in ways that it had never done before.I watched him sit on the chair as the car finally took off.I tried as much as I couid not to steal glances of him but somehow I still found myself giving him just glanced.I hated the way my heart reacted and the way I felt when I was with him,and each moment that passed by I hated the fact that I was beginning to compare him with Nicolas, that could never happen.Killian played slow songs as he drove while he nodded to it.I wasn’t mistaken I must say because I had never seen him in such a light mood ever.The gown I wore bar







