LOGIN“Hands on the bed Tessa” Killian growled behind his voice rough and unsteady. My eyes widened as he pulls my legs apart and comes in between them and wraps the belt tightly against my neck choking out my breath from me But you’re my stepbrother I choked against his hold. Little slutty girls like you deserved to fucked.
View MoreNicolas' room was wide open but the words I heard next made me stop.
“F**k me daddy” “F**k me like a dirty little s**t” I instantly turned to the direction of the sound and just like I had predicted it was coming from his room. I moved closer and looked in and the scene in front of me made me halth. Nicolas was having sex with the new girl he had just met. Somehow he was able to detect that I was standing there, he turned and looked at me using his expressions to tell me to shut the door. I swallowed as I slowly grabbed the door handle and shut it. my legs instantly gave out as I slid on the door, the tears threatening to come out. The way he looked at me, he didn’t even mind if I saw him in that position, this wasn’t the first time that I would see him with a woman but why did this one have to hurt this much. Today was my day and yet all he could do was have sex with another woman instead of making the night all about me. Tessa, my mother's called from the dinning. Picking up the last piece of me left, I walked back to the garden where the party was being held. The moment my mom saw me I saw the way her eyebrows raised as she looked behind me for Nicolas Where is he? Nicolas is busy, he would join us in a few minutes. My mother looked at me,the worry laced all over her face as she tried to read my mood. Is everything okay? My eyes scanned over to my step father who stood just behind my mother. Nic will be here anytime soon, you don’t need to be worried he isn’t doing anything illegal. My words comforted my step dad and he tapped my mom's shoulders as he whispered something in her ears. They both turned to me,my mom gleaming with pride and my step father looking even better. How about we let the girl have her time, let her mingle with the guest and when your brother comes we would cut the cake. I nodded as my mom and step father walked away. My eyes scanned around our little garden that had been decorated just for me. My mom and stepdad were having a send off party to college and since I turned 20 a few days ago they decided to just celebrate it together. But unlike every other girl that had a blast, I wasn’t having a good time, I had no friends and most of the people here were friends of my stepfather and friends of Nicolas, my step brother. I have always had a secret crush on my step brother Nicolas. Our parents met after Nicolas' mom died. Though Nic wasn’t an only child, he had an elder brother Killian who is an Ex soldier. Unlike Nicolas,Killian was more withdrawn and short tempered, the only time I saw him was the one year he lived with us and even then he never said a word to me, and he made it clear to me that he hated my presence. But just a year to our arrival he left and joined the army. I knew little about him as discussions about him were always in hush voices but one the week ago I heard my mom talking about him a few times but I could care less. “Happy birthday sissy”someone whispered behind me and I knew exactly who it was. Nicolas was now dressed in a well tailored suit, and looked handsome as ever, his blonde hair was well styled to the side perfecting his face. Nic moved even closer as he kissed my cheeks and pulled away. I watched him as he walked over to his friend Landon who stood by the side with the girl he just had sex with. My heart raced more, Nic could careless about how I felt, this wasn’t the first time I had seen him with a lady, but it hurts everytime I see him. “How about we cut the cake since your favorite brother is here,” my mother teased. Everyone immediately pulled over and I cut the cake as they clapped. Nic clapped more but the whole time,he had his arms wrapped around the girl. Once the cake has been cut, everyone goes back to their activities. Nic turns to me as he brings out the bracelet from his pocket. “This is for my little sissy” he says as he tries to put the necklace around my neck but instead I feel his body go stiff. From where I stood facing the little pool just beside the garden, I could feel the tension suddenly build up in the air. It felt like something had penetrated into the air and everyone seemed to be hypnotized about it. I turned but as I did, I halted immediately as my eyes scanned over to the entrance that leads to the garden and I saw him. The man dressed in a smart casual with an Italian flair, his hair is properly styled and dark in color with just one strands pulling out from the corner. I saw the tattoos creeping up from his hands all over to his neck, the dark shade he wore made it harder for me to see his looks but as I looked over at him, it seemed like he stopped for a moment and stared at me. The silence that followed with his presence was more defeating than anything I had ever felt before. Each step he took made the tension in the air increase and as I looked over to my mom, I saw the shock on their faces. The man didn’t stop. I knew he was approaching us but as he got closer, I heard Nicolas whisper the name. Killlian. The man walks over to him and in a second he pulls Nicolas into a big hug. As Nicolas hugged him I tried to ravel my head around that name. I have heard that name before. “Son, I didn’t think you were going to come” my step dad Micheal stated beside me as he tapped his back. “Sorry, I’m late”he says gently as he takes off the shade from his eyes. My heart froze as I looked at the man standing in front of me. He was no other than my older stepbrother Killian who hated me to death.But unlike the killian I knew he looked different. I couldn’t help but stare at his ocean blue eyes. He cast me a glance as he finally turns to my direction as if he was finally acknowledging my presence. I tried to say something but the words were caught against my throat. Killian paused and looked at me for a moment, A flicker of displeasure crossed over his face.I saw the way his expression tightened, the corners of his mouth dipping. He looked at me again and for a moment I felt that wave of fear wash all over as I stared at the man towering above me. Killian signs and lets out a deep breath. “Happy birthday Tessa” he says gently.*******Tessa*******My mom stood right in front of me, the rage and anger in her eyes was different from every other one that I have seen before, I could tell how mad she was.The silence in the room was totally caused by my atrocities and for the first time I wished I had never let my feelings get in the way of things.Isabell's grip on my arms is the only thing that brings me back to reality and I know that both her and my step dad are looking at me.Tessa, she whispered my name barely enough for anyone to hear as she stared at me.Tell me all of this is some kind of sick joke and you’re just joking , don’t tell me Nicolas is saying the truth.I tried to say something, maybe defend myself but when I opened my mouth the only thing that came out was muffled and a low groan. My mother looked like she could smack my brains out in an instant and Nicolas looked like he had just worn a trophy.“Tessa, we need to leave” Isabel whispers as her grips on me tightened even mo
********Tessa******** I stared at my phone for the 100th time as the caller kept calling over and over again. My eyes caught the familiar pair of brown wheels that I had seen the first time that I found this coffee book reading shop.All my life and living with my step dad this has been one of my favorite spot considering the fact that I loved reading whenever I felt bored at home and broken I always come here and what hurts most is the fact that Nicolas was the person who brought me here before I turned 13 because he saw how much I loved reading.Everything about this place reminded me of him, the stupid messy face he would make whenever I asked him to pick me.I had betrayed him ,he was hurt and broken comfort but yet I was still amongst the person that broke his heart .After Nicolas left ,I didn’t wait for Killian to comfort me. I walked away and somehow he let me go with interrupting as if he knew exactly what I needed.I met Abigail, the daughter of the owner of
****** Tessa******* Nicolas looked like he would pass out, the look on his face haunted me and even as I tried to act strong my heart was breaking.The only thing I had wrapped around myself was his t shirt on the table as I ran after him, there was no fucking way I was letting him go out in anger.“Nic , nic please just listen please I beg you in whatever we have, please I planned to tell you after the wedding” I cried desperately as I grabbed his arms but my touch on him was faced with a hard impact as he swung my hands away and turned to stare at me.For the first time, this wasn’t the Nicolas that smiled at me or made me feel comfortable or the Nicolas who would do everything for me, this time he looked like a different person and there were marks of tears sticking at the corner of his eyes.“Please, I beg of you, please”“You lied to me” you fucking lied to me Tessa, you looked me straight in the eyes and showed me how dumb I was. I didn’t mean to, I didn’t know how to
********killian******I spent a whole week away from the woman that I thought that I couldn’t do that with.After Rico threats , I knew I had to do something because there’s no way in hell I was going to sit and watch him ruin the one woman that I care so much about.My brother's wedding was coming up and even though Nicolas had asked me to be his best man , I didn't feel too comfortable doing that and it was the only response why I told him that I hadn’t thought of it .Last night I arrived at my fathers mansion but yet I still decided to stay away unlike my two fucking best friends who were gaming the tine if their lived already. I tried to act nonchalant to the fact that she was here, but seeing her in that red strip dress was exactly what I needed.I knew that I wanted her in my damn bed and that was what I did.Even though Zade and Luca wouldn’t approve of whatever we had going on I knew that they wouldn’t dare to say a thing because no one wants to say it but I know.I slowl









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