"Lets go"..he said and start to walk..
After reaching his car, he opened the front door of car and made me to sit on the passenger seat of car forcibly..
Ugh!!..My bag...Its in hostel room.. Nothing much in that bag, just some my old clothes which i taken with me when I came to ooty..
I saw him got into the car through driver seat.. Ask rosie..Ask him about bag..Rosie, Be confident and ask him boldly..I motivated myself and called him..
"Va..Varun"..
"What"..he asked with irritation
"My bag is in the hostel..My dresses are in that bag..May I go and pick it up ??".. I asked him in a soft tone..
He thinked for some time and replied in hard tone,
" Yeah go and bring it soon.. I don't want to spend my money for useless thing like you"..
It would be a complete lie If I say his words didn't hurt me..Its hurt a lot.. Unknowingly, my tears start to flow..He shouldn't see my tears, therefore I tried hard to control my tears..More I tried to control my tears, more it starts to flow constantly.. I have to get down from this damn car..
I got out from his car and start to go hostel to get my bag while wiping my tears..All this time, i don't even look at his side..If i look at him, then surely i will break down more..Anyway, my tears don't going to change his heart which is already overflowed with hate for me..
After entering inside the hostel room, I start to pack my dress and other necessary things..Within 5 minutes, I packed everything.. I took the bag in my hand and walk out of the hostel room and locked the hostel room..
When I was about to walk out of hostel, I remember that I have to handover room key to hostel warden.. Therefore, I went to see hostel warden and informed her that i am vacating and also handovered hostel key to her..
After finishing hostel vacating formalities, I reached near his car and heard his voice who talking with his mother on the phone..
"Yes mom..I understand.. I know you guys also hate her but what can I do..To obtain divorce, I have to do this..Yeah..Don't worry mom..I know how to handle her.. Yeah, after 6month we don't need see her useless ugly face..Mm..okay Mom..bye"..
After listening his word, I don't have strength to walk anymore..I sat on the pavement of road and start to cry as much I want..Its okay rosie..Its okay rosie..Don't cry..Be confident..You already know he hate you, then why you are taking his words seriously..Leave it..You are going to stay with him just for a 6 month..After that, you can come back here..Stand up..Try to smile rosie..After controlling my emotions and tears, I went near his car and got into the car through back seat and stared outside because I don't want to see him..Its not mean that I hate him.. I just don't want to see his hate..
As I was immersed in my inner thoughts, I heard his voice..
" Gundu come and sit front"..
Whenever he call me gundu, it hurt me so much..Anyway, I knew very well that he is using the word "gundu" just to hurt me..
"N..no...Its okay, I will sit here".. I replied him..
After giving me "one angry look", he got out of car and came and sit near me on the back seat of car.. Why he is sitting in back seat of car !!..Then who will drive the car!!..
While I'm thinking busily who will drive the car, i felt his hand on my waist..He pulled me to his side before I could react or look back at him..
I tried to move out from his grip but his grip around my waist was very strong..While I was trying to get out of his grip, Suddenly he lifted my chin and kissed my lips and tried to enter his tongue inside my lips but I didn't open my lips..I was totally shocked by his unexpected move.. I was sitting there like an statue..
He roamed his hands over my neck, breast, wherever his hand touching..I shivered in his slow yet killing touch..I gasp when he pinched my waist..He used it as an opportunity and enter his tongue inside my lip and kissed me roughly.. I felt like it was a punishment not a kiss.. I don't kissed him back..I sit there like an statue, whatever he want to do, let him do.. I began feel to suffocate due to lack of oxygen, after noticing my difficulty in breathing, he left my lips..
He stared at me with a smrik while rubbing his thumb on my shivering lower lip and said,
"Come and sit in the front seat.. Otherwise, i don't know what will i do..You know what i meant it..If i start it now then i don't stop it until you beg me"..
ENOUGH..I can't listen it anymore..
"Stop..Stop.. I will come".. I replied him and hurriedly settled in the front seat..
I stared outside and thinked why he kissed me.. I knew it very well that he hate me, then why he suddenly kissed me..Its our first kiss..In college time whenever we made love, I have tried to kiss him but he never let me do it..
Oneday I asked him " Why he is not kissing me while we are doing it"
For that, he replied in harsh tone "he will kiss only his real wife not some ugly bit*h like me"..
After hearing his words, I understood that he is just using me to fullful his lust and at the same time he is punishing me in the sexual way for the mistake I had made..
After that, I don't expect anything from him..Whenever he call me, I will go to his room and allow him to fullfull his lust..For me, my husband making love to me..But for him, i am bit*h who he is using to release his lust...
Again same doubt arised in my mind.. Why he kissed me today all of sudden!!??Don't rise your hope rosie..Atlast you only get hurt..While thinking about all this, Sleepiness covered my eyes..As a result, I fell asleep..Only sleep can make you forget everything..So I love to sleep, it make me to forget every pain which i am going through in my life..
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