It has been a few months that Steve comes to visit me every weekend unless my father was home, we both knew my dad wouldn’t approve of anyone who even knew Darren. I have been keeping all of Darren’s letters unopened in a drawer, I stopped answering his calls the first night Steve came over and Steve did the same.Jeremy loved Steve, he was beginning to crawl around and play, and when Steve would show up Jeremy would pull himself towards him with a large smile on his face.Every time Steve came over it took everything for me to not jump him, I was insanely attracted to him but I managed to hold myself back, we cuddled up a lot, a few times we slept in the same bed and held each other all night. He always gave me large hugs and would look at me with so much love in his eyes, he felt like my best friend but so much more. Darren has been incarcerated for about 8 months now, I was worried he would be released soon, but I felt safer when Steve was here. I was beginning to look for a apart
Watching Steve try to hold himself back was turning me on extremely, I was having back to back orgasms as I watched him shake trying to hold himself back. I was making him quiver over me and I was enjoying it too much what I was doing to him.I couldn’t even count how many orgasms I had, I could tell he was just about ready to cum when he pulled out of me and placed his face between my legs, he started kissing me with so much hunger. I had my back arched as I opened my legs as much as possible, he was eating me like it were his last meal with so much want.“You taste so fucking good.” When I felt myself come to orgasm I didn’t close my legs like I did for Darren, I opened up as wide as possible and grabbed his head and pushed him against me.After having yet another release, he aligned himself with my entrance and push himself inside me much rougher, I could feel his cock pulsating inside me and that was driving me crazy. I grabbed onto his back with my nails and held onto him so he
The rest of the day I stayed a bit distant from him, he would help me make supper and clean up like he always did. He always made me feel like he was my equal, no roles. With Darren I did everything and it was never enough, the house was never clean enough, the laundry was never done fast enough, supper wasn’t good enough but Steve never complained.Once we got into bed and I turned away from him, he wrapped his arm around me,“Are you angry I talked to Darren?”I shook my head.“Why are you mad then?”I sat up, “I’m not mad. Why should I be, we’ve never labeled us. But if things got more intense I mean at some point we would need to move forward we can’t hide from Darren forever.”He laughed a bit and with a really annoying joking voice, “But why I’m scared of him!” I began to laugh although I was trying to stick to my guns. I crossed my arms and looked at him, “Are you going to hide me in the closet, what if Darren comes here what do I do? Tell you not to come around anymore.”He s
I glanced at the time it was about 4 in the morning, I went straight upstairs and put his phone back in his pocket, I laid down and tried to sleep although I kept thinking about everything I saw. When I heard Jeremy wake up I went to go grab him and headed downstairs, I had Steve’s bag packed at the bottom on the stairs. Luckily Jeremy went back to sleep as I sat there and starred at the bag, I was so upset I wasn’t even really thinking. Steve walked down the stairs yawning, “Good morning beautiful” He went to walk towards me to give me a kiss when I nodded towards his bag. He looked down at it and back at me,“So your kicking me out?” I nodded not saying a word. He looked down at his bag once more, “Can I know why?”I looked at him with the dirtiest look on my face, “You already know why. Your game is done, now get the fuck out of my house.”He nodded, reached for his bag and walked out the door. I felt the tears begin to drip down my cheeks, that hurt a lot. A lot more then bein
I looked at my phone for the millionth time today, Steve didn’t answer me. A small part of me wanted him to leave me alone but the bigger part of me was hoping he would confess he’s love for me and he would make me all hisBut nothing came, I spent my days taking care of Jeremy and watching sappy movies and crying my heart out. I took out paper to write a letter to Darren but couldn’t come up with the right words. The weekend came before we knew it and I felt myself waiting and I wasn’t even sure why, even Jeremy seemed to think Steve would show up. He waited near the door like he always did and it broke my heart to see him wait for nothing.Around 9 o’clock I put Jeremy to bed, he was restless I think he was expecting Steve and refused to sleep. I looked at my phone maybe it wasn’t working, I didn’t get any messages from Steve or calls from the jail.I heard a knock on the door on my way down the stairs, I felt my stomach turn at the thought of Steve waiting there to talk to me. As
I walked into the kitchen to try and catch my breath, last time I was in love with Darren I listened to his lies and excused but this time I didn’t have too. I’m stronger and I’m smarter, and I have Jeremy to look out for. I drank some water as I tried to calm myself down, I wasn’t sure how to handle this.I felt someone come into the kitchen, I saw Darren behind me he’s hair was a bit longer and he was slimmer but none of those things suited him. He looked different to me now, I didn’t look at him with love in my eyes anymore.I went to walk past him when he grabbed my arm,“What’s going on, I thought you would be happy to see me.”I shook my head, “Are you kidding me right now, your forcing me into something I don’t even want and you think I’ll be happy.” I shrugged him off and continued to walk to the living room, I noticed Steve had his eyes on the kitchen, Darren followed me out,“You will be happy when I have you moaning under me babe, it’s been almost a year and I need a good f
I opened the door to the room and Steve sat up in bed and looked at me. He tapped the bed next to me, I crawled into bed trying to not make any noise, he looked down at me,“Next fucking time your angry at me you be honest you understand. That was so stupid and I’ve been trying to wrap my head around everything all week.”I nodded, when I noticed him biting on his lip. I leaned in closely to let him make the first move, he immediately met my lips,“I missed this so much, I haven’t been able to keep you off my mind.”He began to kiss me more intensely, I let out a small moan.“You need to be quiet baby, unless you want Darren to walk in on us.”I nodded again, he took my pj shorts off along with my panties as he put his hands between my thighs, he began to rub me,“Your already so wet for me baby, we don’t have much time tonight though.” I tried so hard to not moan out as he was thrusting his finger into me I was moving my hips trying to fuck his fingers. He was kissing my throat as I
The next morning, I woke up to Jeremy crying, I grabbed him giving him a large hug. I was terrified to go downstairs, I saw Steve immediately open the door,“Go ahead ill be right behind you ok.”I nodded as Steve came over and gave me and Jeremy kisses. I went down the stairs as I saw Darren sitting on the couch, eyes dark. I was a bit worried he heard us last night, I gave him a small smile. “Let me hold him.”I shook my head, “Let me give him a bottle first okay” I wanted to make sure Steve was here when Darren held him, Steve wasn’t far behind me. I heard Darren say,“How did you sleep man? You look much better today.”Shit I think he knows. I began to feel a lump in my throat, as I hurried back into the living room. I was really paranoid that Darren was up to something, he looked like shit, and I felt like a million bucks. I wish I could spend the morning cuddled up to Steve like we used to do.Steve just laughed, “Yeah I finally slept good bud happy your out of there.”He grab