My son's father

As I look into those big brown eyes, I could still hear him say,“You are no angel yourself Kay, you’ve done some horrible things.” As I began to blink steadily, I look back at my precious little boy who looks way too much like his father. His father is the perfect definition of a bad boy and me I used to be the typical good girl. I had just given birth to a beautiful little boy in a town far away from friends and family. Before I hit my due date I packed up my stuff and ran and never looked back.Every time I looked into those brown eyes I would think back on him, on Darren. Darren was beyond attractive, he had all the perfect features and he was exciting and mysterious. The night I met him, even though I was set to never date again and pushed several advances away I couldn’t keep him out of my head.Flashback:As I got off work I looked up at the large moon above me, I always found a fascination with the dark even as a child. While most kids were hiding from what lurked in the sh

Today I was getting ready to be released from the hospital. I was a bit slow moving with my stitches, and I didn’t have anyone to give me a hand. The doctor came to ask a few questions and told me the nurse would be in with my discharge papers . I took my phone out and opened up the messages, I attached a picture of Jeremy and wrote out a quick message to my fatherK: Look who I am taking home today, his name is Jeremy and he is so sweet and very healthy. I’d love it if you would meet him soon, I know your mad at me dad but I am sorry and I mean it I’m done with Darren. I haven’t seen him in months and I will be going to court soon for full custody.I didn’t notice I had tears in my eyes when the nurse walked in,“Are you ok dear?” she asked me.I nodded, “Yes I’m just happy and a bit excited for everyone to meet him” I lied to her. I was excited for people to meet him, but I was very scared and nervous about taking Jeremy home it was a big deal to be responsible for someone else for

I spent most of the afternoon and evening with my father, we caught up on everything we missed out on. He brought me and Jeremy to the grocery store and made sure I had lots of extra food, he was heading back to work tomorrow and would be gone for the week. I think he bought me food for 3 months, I got used to not eating much. I spent most of my money on things for Jeremy and putting payments on my debt. My father also wanted to leave me his car while he was away at work since he wouldn’t be using it. “Are you sure you guys will be ok here?” he said on his way out the door looking around my apartment. I nodded, “Yes dad thank you for everything, we both really appreciate it.” With that he left, I took Jeremy in my arms and gave him big snuggles. This little boy was beyond perfect and I wouldn’t let anyone hurt him, I couldn’t. He looked up at my with his big brown eyes, I was so thankful I made the choice to run. We didn’t have much but we had each other and I’ll do everything in

I woke up to my phone ringing, it was really late. I sat up looking around when I saw Jeremy begin to move, I grabbed my phone quickly and answered before even looking at the caller ID,“Hello, is this Kay Myles?”“Hi, yes it is can I help you?” my voice was muffled as I just woke up, I glance at the clock and it was 3 in the morning.“Ms Myles, I am calling from the Mexican border patrol, I was just calling to let you know we have arrested a Darren Spencer. He asked we give you a call so you would not worry. He is in custody and will be detained at Sonora Correctional Centre if you wish to contact him.”I was a bit taken back, why would he ask them to contact me. I shook my head,“What did he get arrested for?”“He was found with several narcotics trying to come into Mexico.”I shook my head, of course he was. Why would he want me to hear this. I thanked the man and hung up, this wasn’t the first time he was arrested.FlashbackI had just found out about Darren emptying my account an

Tomorrow was the day my dad was supposed to be coming home, I was looking forward to seeing him again. I definitely needed a distraction after days of contemplating if I should write Darren or not. My head said no while my heart was begging me too.Jeremy was starting to sleep a bit better, so I was feeling more rested and like myself. Instead of being up every 2 hours, sometimes he would sleep 4 hours at a time which was amazing.My phone rang, I glanced down at the caller ID, it was the jail again. He has called me every single day since we talked but I felt guilty knowing those talks were costing him food. I have ignored each of his calls since then, I looked over at Jeremy who had his big brown eyes open suddenly,“Good morning handsome”He gave me a big gummy smile, I loved when he smiled at me although I’m pretty sure it was just gas.I decided to take him out for a walk, we haven’t really been out much and I was beginning to feel down. I haven’t even explored the town since we