I felt my heart completely stop as I began to panic “Surgery? What happened? I thought he was okay and would be coming home today.”She seemed to panic a bit too as she tried to shuffle through the papers she was reading quickly as she kept looking up at me,“It looks like this is a different procedure Ma’am, he is in getting a small repair done from a previous injury.”I was taken by surprise as I looked at her, he was getting the surgery done so we could start trying for babies. I couldn’t hide my smile as I thanked her and walked back to his room. I sat patiently as I waited for him to get out. He came in walking a bit funny as I began to laugh,“Are you okay babe?”He gave me a awkward smile, “Yeah I’m just numb and it feels so weird.”I got up and gave him a tender kiss on his lips as he kissed me back, “I hear you went for the procedure.”He nodded, “Don’t get upset though if it doesn’t work Kay, the odds are really slim, promise?”I smiled and nodded, “It’s fine if it
As we entered the house, I glanced everywhere it was literally perfect, he listened to every think I liked and didn’t like from every house we looked at. I couldn’t stop smiling as I made my way to each room.I felt tears coming down my cheeks as I pulled Ian closely, “Thank you babe.”He hugged me back, “Maybe we will get luckier here trying to make a family, we have 1 less thing to stress about now.”And that’s the first thing we did, we stripped our clothing off and tried our luck as we had hot crazy sex all over the new house. We spent the next few days planning our move and picking colors and every chance we got we would try our luck in the new house. Once we got back home we posted Ian’s house for sale and it sold immediately. I was so anxious to pick the boys up and show them the house, as I got there I was so happy and Steve noticed.“Was it a good few days?” He asked me giving me a curious look.I nodded, “Yes Ian got my dream house built for us. It’s only an hour aw
As I look into those big brown eyes, I could still hear him say,“You are no angel yourself Kay, you’ve done some horrible things.” As I began to blink steadily, I look back at my precious little boy who looks way too much like his father. His father is the perfect definition of a bad boy and me I used to be the typical good girl. I had just given birth to a beautiful little boy in a town far away from friends and family. Before I hit my due date I packed up my stuff and ran and never looked back.Every time I looked into those brown eyes I would think back on him, on Darren. Darren was beyond attractive, he had all the perfect features and he was exciting and mysterious. The night I met him, even though I was set to never date again and pushed several advances away I couldn’t keep him out of my head.Flashback:As I got off work I looked up at the large moon above me, I always found a fascination with the dark even as a child. While most kids were hiding from what lurked in the sh
I woke to the sound of a baby crying, I looked around the room confused, then it dawned on me, that was my beautiful baby boy. I took the precious fragile boy in my arms and kissed the top of his head,“Hi Jeremy, you must be hungry my love.” I took a bottle from the tray and began feeding him. Tomorrow I was about to be released from the hospital and take my little man home, that excited me but also made me nervous. It reminded me of everything I was running from and I hoped he wouldn’t find us.I wasn’t sure if he would hurt Jeremy but I was more then certain he would hurt me and I would take yet another beating. I looked at Jeremy and his big brown eyes as he satisfied his hunger. FlashbackAs I walked out of the dinner after my shift, I looked at my phone. I had a new message from Darren,D: Hey beautiful, I am running a bit late ill be there as soon as I can. I hope you will wait for me.I starred at the screen for a bit, this was ridiculous I was tired and just wanted to go to
Today I was getting ready to be released from the hospital. I was a bit slow moving with my stitches, and I didn’t have anyone to give me a hand. The doctor came to ask a few questions and told me the nurse would be in with my discharge papers . I took my phone out and opened up the messages, I attached a picture of Jeremy and wrote out a quick message to my fatherK: Look who I am taking home today, his name is Jeremy and he is so sweet and very healthy. I’d love it if you would meet him soon, I know your mad at me dad but I am sorry and I mean it I’m done with Darren. I haven’t seen him in months and I will be going to court soon for full custody.I didn’t notice I had tears in my eyes when the nurse walked in,“Are you ok dear?” she asked me.I nodded, “Yes I’m just happy and a bit excited for everyone to meet him” I lied to her. I was excited for people to meet him, but I was very scared and nervous about taking Jeremy home it was a big deal to be responsible for someone else for
After that text I couldn’t sleep, I didn’t reply and wouldn’t. I changed my phone number when I moved and I haven’t given it to anyone besides the hospital, the children services worker who helped me get out, my employment insurance worker and my father.I unpacked our hospital bags as I waited for my father to come back, I felt my phone vibrate again and I looked at it nervously,Dad: Will be there soon, giving you a heads up so you can start unlocking your locks ahead of time so your food doesn’t get cold.I laughed, how I missed my father’s humor. I walked over the door and unlocked my deadbolts, as I seen my father walk in with a large box and several bags. “What is this dad?” I was eyeing him down.He shrugged his shoulders, “Just a few gifts for my grandson, you can’t do it all by yourself Kay. So what is going on with you and Darren? Does he have visitation or help out?” I shook my head, “I ran dad. I couldn’t take it anymore, I rented a truck and hauled as much stuff as I co
I spent most of the afternoon and evening with my father, we caught up on everything we missed out on. He brought me and Jeremy to the grocery store and made sure I had lots of extra food, he was heading back to work tomorrow and would be gone for the week. I think he bought me food for 3 months, I got used to not eating much. I spent most of my money on things for Jeremy and putting payments on my debt. My father also wanted to leave me his car while he was away at work since he wouldn’t be using it. “Are you sure you guys will be ok here?” he said on his way out the door looking around my apartment. I nodded, “Yes dad thank you for everything, we both really appreciate it.” With that he left, I took Jeremy in my arms and gave him big snuggles. This little boy was beyond perfect and I wouldn’t let anyone hurt him, I couldn’t. He looked up at my with his big brown eyes, I was so thankful I made the choice to run. We didn’t have much but we had each other and I’ll do everything in
I spent the next weeks trying to catch up on sleep every time Jeremy slept, he seemed to always be up every night around 4 until about 6. I kept getting texts all week from different numbers, I would block the number then I would get one from a different number,Unknown number: Tell me where you are before I find you.Unknown number: I’m not saying it again! Tell me now before I get fucking pissed off.Unknown number: I’ll call every fucking hospital in the state until I find out where you had my son, I will fucking find you.Unknown number: I miss you so much can I please meet my son, we are supposed to be a family. Let me be part of your lives, I want to be there for my son the way my father wasn’t.Unknown number: I love you Kay, I know I fucked up, can you please forgive me I promise you no more shit, I’m done with the drinking and drugs let me show you how much I’ve changed.I constantly ignored his messages even though a little part of me wanted to answer him and tell him