Chapter 19: Next level

It has been a few months that Steve comes to visit me every weekend unless my father was home, we both knew my dad wouldn’t approve of anyone who even knew Darren. I have been keeping all of Darren’s letters unopened in a drawer, I stopped answering his calls the first night Steve came over and Steve did the same.

Jeremy loved Steve, he was beginning to crawl around and play, and when Steve would show up Jeremy would pull himself towards him with a large smile on his face.

Every time Steve came over it took everything for me to not jump him, I was insanely attracted to him but I managed to hold myself back, we cuddled up a lot, a few times we slept in the same bed and held each other all night. He always gave me large hugs and would look at me with so much love in his eyes, he felt like my best friend but so much more.

Darren has been incarcerated for about 8 months now, I was worried he would be released soon, but I felt safer when Steve was here. I was beginning to look for a apart