Chapter 8

Diamond’s POV

As Karl’s icy gaze pierced into mine, I was dying. Dying of guilt.

I don’t even want to imagine how much I had broken this man, who loved me so damn much and was ready to fight for us.

But I was a coward then. I didn’t even bother to find him when he left, to know what happened to him.

I was a… Suddnely a gasp as I felt cold lips engulfs mine. It was him, Karl. A cold shiver ran down my spine and I stifled myself, unable to comprehend what was happening.

His tongue bulged into my mouth demanding entrance and I lost it. I closed my eyes and I found myself munching hard on his lips trying to catch his pace but he was damn fast and skillful.

Her breath began to hitch, the chilly atmosphere heated and I could feel my cunt hot and dripping wet.

I was already whining my hips, driving my fingers in and out of his hair as he kept devouring my lips. His lips drops down and he trailed kisses down to my neck.

“Oh…Karl…” I moan, squirming on the couch as I swipe my fingers around his biceps, his silky hair. I want to stop him but at the same time, I didn’t want the moment to end, it’s been a year since... since I felt this goo—-

“Karl——“ I shivered uncontrollably as Karl tore open my top zipper and made my boobs spring out, bare to the freezing cold.

“By the time I’m done with you Diamond, you’ll wish you’d chosen me over that bastard!” And then, I felt my cunt heat up when he took my cold hard nipple into my mouth, sucking it hard, his other skilled hand squeezing my other boobs.

“Don’t stop…stop” my eye squeezed close. My body was on fire, I squeezed his hair hard as I urged him on.

“Mummy! Uncle Karl?”

My spirit jolts out of me.

I jolted back to reality and the first thing I saw was Karl’s icy gaze which was boring to me, and his lips were extremely close to mine like he was going to kiss me.

And It dawned on me that I had only been imagining things, No, it was more like a memory. My mind had flashed back to that unforgettable day I had Karl this up close, almost making out and I didn’t even realize it.

My head then snapped to the direction of the voice and My heart skipped as I met my three boys looking stunned as they stared at us.

I look back at Karl and it suddenly dawns on me that I was in an awkward position with Karl. I gasped and immediately jumped up, Karl gave way too and stood up to his feet not looking a bit affected or disoriented just like me.

“What? I told you all to stay inside.” I babbled, feeling so awful that my kids had to see this.

“Mum, Does this mean that you finally accept uncle Karl as your husband now. Uncle Karl would be staying with us now?” Hayden grinned cheekily, all of them giving me a nasty look. Gosh, who's teaching my kids these things?

To my surprise, Karl narrows his brow at them and then begins to chuckle. He looks like a different Karl from the cold and fierce one earlier. And I even felt more embarrassed.

“No, he won’t Braden…” I went to Hayden and carried him up to my chest and turned to Karl. “Please, I think you should leave now.”

I didn’t wait for him to leave, before I twirled jayden and bradeen’s head around, even though they proved stubborn and I guided them out of the room.

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“Mommy, who's uncle Karl?” Jayden suddenly popped up just after I thought I had managed to tuck the three of them to bed.

Ever since Karl left they have been so adamant about knowing who Karl is. They buzzed my ears with it whining over it as I prepared dinner for us. Even when I strictly asked them to drop it. I knew they were after my own interest but the question just kept making my heart thump fast knowing Karl was their uncle and my first love.

I sigh and walk up to pull Jayden to my side, “C’mon I’ve already told you to drop this. You don’t have to stress it okay, that man was just a stranger. you should be sleeping now so you can get up early for school, okay.”

I said but he didn’t seem like he was going to drop it with his facial expression so I just came up with something. I told him he is one of my patients who really gave me a hard time before and we had a fall out. I don’t know if he bought that but at least he nodded and finally went to sleep.

I went to my room and tried going to sleep too since I had a tedious day at hospital today but I couldn’t find it. My mind just won’t stop going back to Karl with different questions tackling in my head.

why does he have to come back into my life now? I don’t think I still have any feelings for him but what if he decided to rat me out to Lennox as revenge for what happened in the past?

And then Lennox will eventually take them away knowing that I don’t have any means to fight him?

Oh god. I can’t afford to lose them, they’re all I’ve got.

My fears rises at every bit clashing with my memory as it travel back to six years ago