LOGINAila Coraline
The competition was just a few days away, but I felt like backing out. My body was betraying me—feverish, shivering in waves. I wasn’t in heat, but I felt sick as hell, my energy draining with every passing hour. "You’ll be fine in the competition. Stop being so pessimistic," Anastasia nagged, not even bothering to hide her annoyance. I sighed. Of course, she didn’t get it. She was always like this—insensitive to anything that didn’t align with her goals. I knew she only cared about the competition and the prize money we could win. She was more focused on proving her worth to her mate, showing that she could train and lead with success. "If you need the money that badly, I can just give you some," I mumbled, not expecting her to take me seriously. Anastasia narrowed her eyes. "It’s not about the money, Coraline. You know that. I need this win, and so do you." I glanced at her, my head throbbing. "I’ll see if I can, Anastasia. If I can’t, I won’t force myself." She rolled her eyes and huffed in frustration. "Just don’t give up so easily. You’ll regret it later." But in that moment, all I could think about was getting through the day without collapsing. The competition felt like the least of my worries. "Anyway, did you know? Zayn will be the judge. They say it’s still up to him who’ll win; it doesn’t sound fair," Anastasia said, bothered. Zayn? The Alpha’s son? The very man I had hit with an arrow on the arm? My stomach twisted at the thought. Despite my father being the beta and our connections to the Alpha, I had hardly seen Zayn around. He was always in and out of the packhouse, and from what I knew, Alpha Samuel had assigned him to the homestead, where he was responsible for leading the pack there. "Where did you hear that?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady. "My father didn’t say anything." The last time we spoke was a few days ago, and it had all been about the incident with Zayn. Since then, we hadn’t talked. Our paths rarely crossed at the house because he was always busy in his pack duties. Anastasia shrugged, seemingly unfazed by my discomfort. "I overheard some of the warriors talking about it. They’re saying he’s been training for this—getting ready to judge the competition." I felt a knot form in my stomach. The idea of Zayn watching me compete made my head spin. What if he remembered my mistake? What if he held it against me? "Great," I muttered, the anxiety creeping in. "Just what I need right now." What Anastasia said earlier made my fever spike even higher. My mother, worried sick, had no choice but to bring me to the pack hospital when my temperature soared to 42°C. As a she-wolf, controlling my heat should have been easy, but today felt like a whole different battle. "I told you not to force yourself with the training. Look where it leads you," she nagged, her voice thick with concern. This wasn’t the first time I’d heard it, and I was pretty sure it wouldn’t be the last. Mom blamed my fever on my archery practice, insisting that I wasn’t accustomed to such intense training. I couldn't help but roll my eyes internally; she had forgotten the days when I pushed myself harder than this. I had gone through worse when I was younger, long before archery had even entered the picture. "You better not join the competition. You're sick," she added, her tone final. I wasn’t planning to, but Anastasia expected me to compete—and maybe even win. She had invested so much time training me, pushing me to be the best I could be. I could let this competition pass, but I knew she wouldn’t take it well. "I'll be fine, Mother. Don't worry too much," I reassured her, forcing a smile despite the heaviness in my chest. Deep down, though, I wasn’t so sure. I had a cough and a lingering fever, but I pushed myself and managed to convince my mother to let me join the competition. It had taken a lot of effort to earn her approval, but in the end, I succeeded. "Do your best. I'm rooting for you," Anastasia said, tapping my back encouragingly. The sports feast had started yesterday, but I hadn’t been able to join the march because I was still feeling terrible. Fortunately, my fever had gone down today, and I felt a little better. All of us were gathered on the center field where the archery competition was set to take place. Three people were seated on the right side: Seleira, Zayn, and Seven. I assumed they would be the ones judging us today, although I wondered how necessary that was since our scores would ultimately be based on the number of bullseyes we hit. As the competition began, my heart raced with anticipation. I focused on my breathing and let the familiar routine take over. I pulled back the string, aimed, and released. One bullseye. Then another. The crowd murmured in approval, and I felt a surge of confidence. I continued to shoot, hitting the target perfectly five times in a row. Each arrow landed precisely in the center. When the time came for the judges to announce the winners, I stood there, heart pounding in my chest. I was sure I had done enough to secure first place. But as the names were called out, I felt my stomach drop. "And in second place, we have Aila Coraline!" Second place? My heart sank as I processed the announcement. I had hit the bullseye five times, the maximum score, yet it wasn’t enough. Confusion and disappointment washed over me, and I struggled to understand what had gone wrong. "Why am I second place?" I asked, furrowing my brow as I confronted the three judges, the so-called musketeers of this competition. I was certain Saleem hadn't hit the target with his last arrow—he had missed. Yet somehow, he was declared the winner. I still held an extra arrow in my hand, and in my frustration, I was tempted to do something reckless. "He won, no questions," Zayn replied coldly, his voice carrying an air of finality. I locked eyes with him, my gaze meeting his piercing grey ones. His thick brows and the stern expression on his face made it clear he wasn't to be questioned. But this was unfair, and I wasn’t about to let it go without showing my disapproval. "Stupid judgment," I sneered, flipping my hair with defiance before turning my back on them, walking away with a bitter taste in my mouth. As soon as I reached Anastasia, she congratulated me with a bright smile, while my mother rushed forward and hugged me, immediately checking my forehead for any signs of my earlier fever. Despite their encouragement, I couldn't bring myself to smile or celebrate this so-called average success. It didn’t matter if this was my first time—I knew I deserved better. Frustration and anger churned within me. My thoughts spiraled, replaying the injustice, and suddenly, my head throbbed with a sharp pain. It was so intense, like my skull was splitting open. I gasped, clutching my head, but before I could fully react or even say anything, everything around me went dark. I could faintly hear my mother's panicked yell, her voice cutting through the growing darkness. It was soon followed by a wave of commotion—people scrambling, voices overlapping in worry. But as quickly as it came, the chaos began to fade, growing distant until it vanished completely. In its place, an overwhelming sense of peace wrapped itself around me, like a soft, comforting embrace. The pain, the anger, the noise—it all dissolved, leaving me in a serene, silent world, where nothing could touch me.Aila Coraline I actually don't know what to feel. The memory of Anastasia and Nick haunts me, and I feel that if only, if only I had been able to find Anastasia, ask why she betrayed us, and resolve everything, things wouldn’t have ended this way. There are so many 'what ifs' in my mind. But I can’t seem to find a way to make it right. “It’s fate, Coraline. Anastasia was fated to end that way. Stop blaming yourself,” Mother says gently, caressing my back as she offers me a glass of milk. What am I really meant for? Long ago, I dreamed of living a simple life, though I always knew bigger responsibilities awaited me. I was destined to take over for my father and become the beta of the pack, but first, I needed to prove that I was worthy. Now, I’ve just begun, and I’ve already failed more than once. “I am disappointed in myself, and I know Father is disappointed too,” I murmur, staring into the glass as if it holds the answers. He probably thinks just as I do—blaming me for th
Aila Coraline I failed my first mission. My father wasn't proud when I couldn’t solve Anastasia’s betrayal. He thought it would be simple for me to trace her steps, but the truth is, I don’t know much about her life. We were friends—or so I believed—but she never shared as openly as I did in the past. Months have passed since she left, and there has been no sign of rogue or witch attacks. Maybe Anastasia left with a sense of loyalty, despite the pain and disgrace she endured. Perhaps she wasn’t seeking revenge against our pack. “Seleira’s birthday is next week. Samuel wants you to help his daughter,” Father announced during one of our dinners. His words pulled me from my thoughts. A certain memory crossed my mind, and for some reason, it felt like déjà vu. A few months ago, I had a dream where I attended Seleira’s birthday celebration. In that dream, she was poisoned, and I was the one accused of committing the crime. The vision ended with my death. It felt surreal, more
Aila Coraline I come with my father back in the center with a confused mind. I still couldn’t believe what they had told me. Before I went to the homestead, I had my suspicions about Anastasia, but nothing like this—betrayal? She had been so eager back then to prove her worth, hoping to lead the she-wolves. Would she really betray us? It just didn’t make sense. When we arrived back, my father sent me home immediately, assigning me this task... alone. He must believe I can handle it since Anastasia is my friend. But how am I supposed to when she’s nowhere to be found? Did she escape? Maybe she fled to another pack. "Did Anastasia say something strange in the past, Mother?" I asked. Mother was placing a tray of cookies in the microwave. "I wouldn’t call it strange," she replied, closing the microwave door with a soft click. "More like... frustration." She paused, her brows knitting. "She came here last month when you were at the center for training. She told me the Alpha had
Aila Coraline "Zayn!" I nearly had a mini-heart attack. The silhouette startled me so much that I instinctively swung a wooden stick at it. When I realized it was Zayn, my heart sank. It wasn’t personal—I swear—it was his fault for sneaking up like that. “You just love hitting me, don’t you?” Zayn grumbled, rubbing his forehead with an annoyed expression. Anna immediately jumped in to apologize on my behalf. It was ironic—she could joke about Zayn behind his back all day, but face-to-face, the fear was real. Of course, she had every reason to: Zayn was the soon-to-be Alpha. People feared him just as much as they respected him. Does that even make sense? I took a deep breath. “I thought you were a rogue,” I said, defensively. “I’m sorry, but not that sorry. If I’d known it was you, I wouldn’t have hit you—well, probably.” He raised an eyebrow at me, smirking. “Probably? Wow, how comforting.” I crossed my arms. “Well, maybe next time you’ll consider announcing yourself
Aila Coraline I tried my best to act natural, the way I used to before, pretending that Zayn didn’t affect me in any way. I’ve always been good at playing pretend, but this past week of assisting him was nothing short of a challenge. He kept teasing me about the most nonsensical things. If I dared to hope for anything, it was for him to go back to being the way he used to be—cold and distant. It would make everything so much simpler. But the way he looked at me, the way he seemed to soften around me, made it difficult to wish for that with any real conviction. “What if Zayn likes you?” Anna asked. I’m not the kind of person who talks too much about my personal life. If there’s anyone who knows more than half of me, it’s Anastasia. She’s the only one I’ve ever truly considered a friend back on the North Farm. Here, though, Anna has become someone I’ve grown close to, even more so than my fellow she-wolves. “I doubt that,” I replied, shrugging off the idea. “We’re bound by a
Zayn Chaos She's still the same as she was before. I can see through her lies because, every time she does it, her eyelashes flare—same habit. A short-lived smile crossed my face as I maneuvered the steering wheel. But as quickly as that happiness came, it was replaced with fear. I know I’m not supposed to get close to her. I shouldn’t. But nobody will defend her if not me. I’ve failed her a couple of times before, and I know I can’t fail her in this lifetime. "Remember what you promised me, Zayn," Greg warned me. "You are not going to get too close to my daughter if you want her to live longer." I’ve burned that reminder into my mind. It’s what keeps me grounded whenever I’m tempted to forget. With a sigh, I nodded. Greg is Ai’s father. I have to listen to him, no matter what. After all, I know what it feels like to lose a loved one—how much more devastating it would be for a parent. "I heard you wiped out Riverlake's Pack just because they captured Coraline. You know t
Aila Coraline "I know a place you can go, just in case Alpha Samuel kicks you out," Anastasia reassured me.I had returned home after the mess I caused in Alpha Samuel’s office. I let my emotions get the best of me and said things I shouldn’t have. My mother understood, but she wasn’t pleased with
Aila Coraline I had no allies in the packhouse—not even my father. He always took everyone else's side, never mine. I had learned to live with it, but it still felt unfair.“She didn’t start the fight; it was Cynthia. I saw it,” Zayn defended me, interrupting Cynthia’s father, who was insistent th
Aila Coraline It's only been a week since I left home, and I've never been this eager to return and see my mother. I miss her more than anything. But Father won’t let me go home until training ends."I heard you injured someone in the shoulder today. Antonio came to the office early this morning a
Aila Coraline The day my father brought me to the packhouse marked the start of my training. Fresh from the hospital and still recovering, I found myself here, pushing my limits again. "I heard you're good at archery. So why can't you hit a big target?" a sarcastic voice reached my ear like a whi







